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Topic: lotusheartone
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dafremen Knowflake Posts: 1079 From: Registered: Nov 2002
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posted September 06, 2005 06:48 PM
Thank you for your kind words. Please do not try to feel my pain anymore. I'm afraid that anyone who shows too much interesting in loving me, or caring for me, or liking me, or approving what I have to say will somehow be swept up in this strange CULT hysteria witchhunt that seems to follow me wherever I write.So YES, precious heart. Your words have soothed, and your humanity has shone through, and perhaps, at some other time, or in some other place, we could truly have shared that which we both hold so dear, our hearts. For now, my friend, stay away from me. Please. I am a man with nothing to say that doesn't bring hate, derision and pain upon those who choose to be associated with me. Do not associate yourself with me. One tattered and scarred heart is enough. Sometimes it seems like there are so few gentle people anymore, I'd hate for you to be a casualty of your own compassion. I am a man tortured by the souls without and the soul within. I am a man hounded by the ghosts of his past, and the demons of his present, with no place to hide. Here's hoping for the future. daf IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 910 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 06, 2005 06:59 PM
Sorry, can't cut the silver cord i know how you feel, and I'll leave you alone, in your reality World. I'm not afraid anymore, you SEE, no one can hurt me, not even you, I can choose to feel your pain, and I will as I said, I made a promise, and soon you will be feeling swell, I've seen what's coming, and I even Know what day I'll see you again. So, Good-ByeRIP: Logged |
dafremen Knowflake Posts: 1079 From: Registered: Nov 2002
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posted September 06, 2005 09:02 PM
Misgivings. Hope. Curiosity. Love. Gratitude.daf dafremen@gmail.com IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 910 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 06, 2005 09:41 PM
remember our horns, are just made out of paper.Love will overcome ALL IP: Logged |
ILove Knowflake Posts: 88 From: Clermont, FL - usa Registered: Jan 2005
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posted September 06, 2005 10:29 PM
daf and lotus...what sets us apart? Just thinking, and I want the links back. I ordain it now.IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 910 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 06, 2005 10:42 PM
Ilove was thinking about that, hope it's backed up.It's up to daf IP: Logged |
ILove Knowflake Posts: 88 From: Clermont, FL - usa Registered: Jan 2005
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posted September 06, 2005 11:00 PM
but daf, this is faster...IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 910 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 07, 2005 12:27 AM
wooba gooba, I've sent 2 emails, not heard from you yet.Sending my love and Light IP: Logged |
dafremen Knowflake Posts: 1079 From: Registered: Nov 2002
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posted September 07, 2005 06:34 PM
By this time, you've received my response.You were so perceptive. Of course the questions and answers are saved. My soul was poured into those answers, my heart and mind wrapped around the questions and the people who asked them. we'll enjoy them, and write more. You'll see. As for this place? I tried. You know I tried. Who judges another man's words to placate their own beliefs and insecurities? What if those words themselves are his beliefs, his insecurities come to the fore? You have seen my heart now. you, like many on blather, know what and who I am aside from my name and my past. You knwo what I AM, because you know what I feel and you care about how I feel. You are the ones that have really just BEEN there, accepting my rants, right along with my poetry, and my other writings. You are the reason I write. Not to have someone tell me that what I believe is dangerous, or that what I believe is wrong. Or that what I feel is silly and part of my endless pattern of "foolish" behavior. No, you didn't try to come from a place of superiority with me, but rather held my hand when I was down, and listened tio me when I was trying to share. And though you may have thought that what I had to say was a self-indulgent crock of hooey, you respected my right to say it, and were careful not to trample the delicate sensibilities and whirlwind of emotions that lie beneath the strong words. Yes. For you then, my friends. You knew I didn't need a mother, but just...a friend. Thank you. My best, always, for you. Doar, Arwyn, Do0d, and most of all, YOU lotusheart. Thanks for cheering me up. Wow. Where'd the pain go? Who woulda thunk that a gentle person, with loving words and a promise of unconditional friendship could make such a difference? You truly are a miracle worker. Now, I need to blow this place again, it's only a matter of time before folks start talking about me condescendingly in the third person again. My love to you all. Perhaps we'll meet again in another year or two. I will have so many things to tell you. But I'll wait for you to ask next time. Adios Lindaland..if not in my thoughts, you will always remain somewhere in my heart. Alright let's go. Where to? Ya think?! Cool! Yea I bet they probably do. Let's go pick some!! Race ya!!! IP: Logged |
Petron Knowflake Posts: 1364 From: Paradise Registered: Mar 2004
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posted September 07, 2005 07:23 PM
well daf the only reason ive been here is waiting for you.....so i guess i can go too....and stop bringing up your name...i really thought your reaction to TINK's comment in the the questions thread was extreme.....if i were you i wouldve bent over backward to have a dialogue with her, she is one wise woman...... you could have aimed all your grisly curses at me alone.... the insecurities werent mine, they were yours when you said everything went whooooooosh right over my head...lol, just because i wasnt impressed with your identity.....and then stopped discussing it with me..... and the whole "pagan conspiracy" thing is really old.....ive heard it all before, i can only laugh when some1 tells me "everything you think you know is a lie" coming from some1 who has no idea what i know or believe.....perhaps there are lies on top of lies on top of lies? it all reminds me of something a wise man once said here..... quote: Would it have hurt these guys to study a little bit before they started popping off at the mouth?--dafremen
btw, although most of the answers thread is more or less subjective and arbitrary, and quite pleasant.....you may as well permanently delete your response about numerology/sacred geometry.... IP: Logged |
Grasshopper Moderator Posts: 342 From: Missouri Registered: May 2001
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posted September 07, 2005 08:04 PM
daf, your posts usually go over my head (cuz i'm not that smart), so I have to admit i don't read you too much. but people getting sucked into fluffiness for knowing you?It sounds like the journey of the orphan to me. ------------------ "The reason why birds can fly and man cannot is simply that they have perfect faith; for to have faith is to have wings." ~JM Barrie IP: Logged |
TINK Knowflake Posts: 1850 From: New England Registered: Mar 2003
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posted September 07, 2005 08:13 PM
I think you are quite right, grasshopper. There are many faerie tales and legends of orphans and widow's sons and their terrible, magical journeys. IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 910 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 08, 2005 10:03 AM
And some are TRUEundertake to do everything with LOVE IP: Logged |
TINK Knowflake Posts: 1850 From: New England Registered: Mar 2003
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posted September 08, 2005 08:43 PM
"Some are true"??All are True. IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 910 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 08, 2005 09:05 PM
Yes TinkThey are all TRUE just trying to save face, it's hard when you're having two faces, lol so go on BELIEVE! IP: Logged | |