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Ayelet
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posted August 25, 2014 06:11 AM
  
I wrote a long message and deleted it. Now i write a new one. How would you comfort a person who was expelled from the immortality group? One who must get old and die, and will never have this opportunity again? That person may be rightfully expelled, but it doesn't make one suffer less. Suppose all that is true, what would you say to him / her? Is it selfish of the person to concentrate on his / her loss? I guess it is.IP: Logged |
rajji
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posted August 25, 2014 06:18 AM
I will try my best to respond.
I know you wont be back unless you want to.
I have come to take you away and all those who matter to me.So be Happy.REJOICE.
iF you go through my topics in Spider Line, You will understand.
Many more on the way.IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted August 25, 2014 07:16 AM
Thank you, rajji, for your kindness.IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted August 25, 2014 08:03 AM
I know it is selfish to mourn this way, but i feel so robbed. I did it to myself. I guess it is a hard to understand situation.IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted August 25, 2014 08:28 PM
I guess it's my repentance.IP: Logged |
rajji
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posted August 25, 2014 10:07 PM
 If we take this quote by Albert Camus literally, what would the outcome be like. If we were out in Alaska, in the middle of winter and stranded, would we have a better chance of survival if we were hopeless or if we were cheerful? I truly believe that one's attitude has an enormous effect on their quality of life. Science has even proven that the act of smiling more has an effect on your physical and mental health. Laughter is the best medicine! IP: Logged |
HRH-FishAreFish
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posted August 25, 2014 11:16 PM
Well said, rajji...  Chin up, Ayelet!..dig in all that cool Alaskan scenery!   *wow man* LOve  & LIght  ,
HRH ------------------
Got the Wings of Heaven on my Shoes. I'm a dancin man and I just can't lose. You know it's all right. Its ok. I'll live to see another day. We can try to understand the New York Times' effect on man. Whether you're a Brother or whether you're a Mother, you're stayin' alive, stayin' alive. Stayin' Alive ~ The Bee Gees IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted August 26, 2014 09:23 AM
Thank you rajji. You are absolutely right. A person's approach to life determines to a large extent how he or she will live. And thank you too HRH. It is simply something that i wanted so much, so it's not easy to let go, to simply give up. Although i have no other choice. But the summer is invincible. though i would prefer saying that on spring. IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted August 27, 2014 10:03 AM
Does the Spring fear the Winter? Or does the Spring live and flourish?IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted August 27, 2014 11:28 AM
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Originally posted by Randall:
Does the Spring fear the Winter? Or does the Spring live and flourish?
And what are we? A season or something beyond that? Am i the eternal spring? If i am to age, after being expelled, how am i to deal with it? I am not my body. This i must remember. You know i know physical immortality is a possibility, Randall. But you don't know what i have been through and the consequences of my own conduct.I know something very wonderful is possible, but for me it is out of reach. And it is not a matter of faith. I struggled a lot. I am a fallen whatsoever, and though i may get on my feet, this development is closed for me. So i am sure you and many others are Physically immortals, or physically immortals on the making, but i no longer think that is a cause. It is the result of living a pure life. And if you knew my history and my present state, you would understand that all i can do is to lead my life to the best end i can. I wish i could talk to you about it. But one can be expelled from it, you see. You must have the right teachers for it, and if one has failed the way i had, no more special teachers are on their way. And it was made very clear to me that i will never accomplish that end, that i shall never JOIN.And when my body gets old - am i than winter? How harsh have i failed? Remember, it has ceased to be my choice. I cannot do otherwise. IP: Logged |
MAKLHOUF
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posted August 28, 2014 05:50 AM
Expelled? What are you talking about?------------------
And I will give you the treasures of darkness, and hidden riches of secret places
Isaiah 45:3 IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted August 28, 2014 07:46 AM
I don't want to write the whole story. I lost spiritual teachers of the school Linda is referring to in her books. I broke a law of conduct, a subject on which i do not wish to broaden. Now i am expelled.IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted August 28, 2014 01:17 PM
The true confessional is within.IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted August 28, 2014 01:56 PM
It's true.IP: Logged |
fairy22
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posted May 17, 2016 04:41 PM
What happene?  Just arrived on this post didn't read the answers yet IP: Logged |
fairy22
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posted May 17, 2016 05:36 PM
I believe you are missing some pieces to the puzzle  IP: Logged |
fairy22
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posted May 17, 2016 05:44 PM
I wonder how you are doing if you still post IP: Logged |
Valentine
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posted May 17, 2016 10:30 PM
I don't understand what you are talking about, so it's hard to try to help you.IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted May 18, 2016 02:32 AM
Hi Fairy22 and Valentine. Thank you for wishing to help. I know there are missing pieces to the puzzle, and I don't wish to tell here everything. I wrote what I felt I could. By now, I have decided to live the present moment and I'm trying not to worry so much about what will be in the future. I got used to the idea that this specific physical incarnation will come to an end sooner than I wished it, though I still have trouble renouncing the specific ego which I have developed during this lifetime. All in all, I realize death is not the end, and actually I shall never die, because I am immortal, even if not physically so (I still aspire to be one in another life). For certain reasons, partly known to me (my health), partly unknown (karmic reasons), I cannot be physically immortal in this lifetime. When I posted here, I was certain, for reasons I won't mention here (reason why I deleted my other posts) that I will never have the opportunity again to be physically immortal. Me being optimistic and stuborn, these days I'm dreaming that in another life I will meet again the wise ones, only this time for keeps. I have no proof that that will be the case. But even if That won't happen, then one day I will stop reincarnating and continue my existance elsewhere on a higher, more harmonious realm. So all is good.
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Valentine
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posted May 18, 2016 03:56 AM
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Pathseeker
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posted May 22, 2016 03:42 PM
Hello Ayelet,If your physical body is beyond repair, work with your other ones. The body you see is only how you manifest in this realm: it is your snorkeling outfit for Earth. If you went somewhere else in the Cosmos, you might look very different. Think on this. Hopefully, you will shift back into being the champion you truly are and always have been. Continue your journey, victoriously. Pathseeker IP: Logged |
Randall
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posted May 23, 2016 12:43 PM
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Originally posted by Pathseeker:
Hello Ayelet,If your physical body is beyond repair, work with your other ones. The body you see is only how you manifest in this realm: it is your snorkeling outfit for Earth. If you went somewhere else in the Cosmos, you might look very different. Think on this. Hopefully, you will shift back into being the champion you truly are and always have been. Continue your journey, victoriously. Pathseeker
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Ayelet
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posted May 23, 2016 12:49 PM
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Originally posted by Pathseeker:
Hello Ayelet,If your physical body is beyond repair, work with your other ones. The body you see is only how you manifest in this realm: it is your snorkeling outfit for Earth. If you went somewhere else in the Cosmos, you might look very different. Think on this. Hopefully, you will shift back into being the champion you truly are and always have been. Continue your journey, victoriously. Pathseeker
Thank you Pathseeker. I have no idea how I can work with my other bodies directly. But I work with my emotions and thoughts, so it must have some kind of influence. IP: Logged |
Pathseeker
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posted May 24, 2016 10:04 PM
Hi Ayelet,The most important first step is awareness. You are both light and love, the most beautiful reflection of a greater presence that is way too hard to define. And even though I described the physical body as a type of snorkeling outfit, it too, is a body of light. There are those who are on this planet who have a crystalline structure that is very much like the artwork of Juan Li shown on the cover of Iron Shirt Chi Kung I by Mantak Chia. And there are those who have energetic sheathings. known as Light Bodies. Is it possible to have both? Yes. One must understand that they exist at higher frequencies and one must try to raise one's frequency in order to engage them. While awareness is a very first step in understanding what you have been equipped with, alchemical meditation is crucial (or possibly, not knowing your physical state, the meditative and self care methods of Reiki). You must bring about that frequency where your consciousness can actually tap in and bring these frequencies of light forward. Did you catch on to what what I wrote? I hope you did: You STILL EXIST in a most beautiful and perfected state. I will leave it to you to figure out where. This is about as much as I can provide. Remember that love and forgiveness are incredible powers. Throw away that karma. It doesn't become you. Forgive yourself and let the Love flow. Respectfully, Pathseeker IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted May 25, 2016 06:47 PM
Hello Pathseeker. Thanks again for the advice. Even if I forgive myself, I know I have to come back here. I hope I'll do better next time. I used to practice meditation as a teenager, even astral projection. I can't astral project anymore, not consciously, anyway. I cannot elaborate here concerning the why. It seems It is not right for me to engage too much at this stage in spiritual activity, as it seems I used to do that in order to escape, instead of advancing. It seems I need to be practical and down-to-earth. I have north node in virgo, by the way (but in the eighth house, which accounts for my great attraction toward the occult). Anyhow, I am trying to advance in my life. Even though it doesn't mean I will be healthy. As for spirituality, I hope I will better my nature, and self forgiveness is indeed essential.IP: Logged |
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