posted October 04, 2002 09:20 PM         

i've just been having a hard time trying to get myself inspired on a personal/life project. more like duty have you had those moments? when you just feel so uninspired and not motivated? and feel plain bad that you didn't finish something?

sorry to be such a miserable little bug.

posted October 05, 2002 12:01 AM         

I am still tying up loose ends from when I served as executor for my grandfathers estate so I certainly can relate to duties. I'v ebeen trying o tackle the taxes aspect for about a year but just finding an accountant to help me is tough. Its too complex to just dump at H&R block and I don't know anyone in the field, or anyone who knows anyone unfortunatly. I kinda shrugged and gave up but I want to get it out of the way before yet another tax year. I can't even begin to concieve of the audit that would be. Ugh.

You have so much positive energy and light I'm sure you can find your way through your project. Take care and try doing a piece at a time.

posted October 28, 2002 02:15 PM         

I didn't know you were having a hard time. Sorry to hear that. If it makes you feel any better, I'm kind of going through that cycle too of not wanting to do much lately. I am extremely sensitive to subtle changes energy wise, and I usually contribute it to the movements of the season. The energy of Fall/Winter seems to move a lot slower and make you feel a bit lazier. Lack of energy can make you feel lonelier too. Of course, with the clocks going back also, makes the days shorter and the nights longer. The incredible amount of energy I usually have seems to dissipate at this particular time of year. Seems too cold to really move around physically like you want to which feeds into a more passive role.
I live at the beach and it is COLD! All I want to do is stay in and be comfy cozy.
I don't punch a time clock for anyone, so it's much easier for me to do just that!
I've been wanting to organize some things in my house, and I just can't find the energy to do it. I need to take a deep breath and just do it! Otherwise, I'll eventually go nuts. I like to keep things clean and organized especially during the winter because of the seasonal rains. It gets messy and sloppy when things pile up. It happens so quickly as people come over to visit and celebrate the Holidays. One thing that bugs me is disorganization.
So much so that I can make a Virgo pull their hair out!
I noticed that Stella felt the same sensations of not wanting to do much. Is it a transit thing or a woman thing? Curious...