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From: Toronto,Ontario,Canada
Registered: Jan 2003

posted January 31, 2003 03:11 PM         

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My husband has taken away my children for now,and eventually they will be back in my life full time,he can't ever take me away from you!

For my soulmate:
There's nothing I can do or say to stop this pain inside,to stop it from affecting you.Try as I may it will never fade or go away.I cannot seem to grasp my fate,to know what to do or what to say.I feel so much love for you in me,and there's much more that I don't see.My life is twisted and crushed into a ball of restricted reality and I keep trying to undo this mess,but it's not working for me!I just want to be me!I don't want to listen,to be constantly told that what I have in front of me I cannot hold.I want my children my blessed angels of love and light.I cannot do this anymore,to be made to always pick and choose,no matter what I always lose.Something is always going wrong,it's hard to stay in love this long when nothing seems real or true,sometimes not even you.I can't help but doubt that there wont be a day when you want out,that you will want to run and hide just from the way you feel inside.I miss the life I used to have,being without them drives me mad!What am I supposed to do?Listen to him and not have you?

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posted January 31, 2003 03:16 PM           

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I feel for you.....well, have a big fat beam of pure white energy to be going on with

Everyone gets these phases, just stick with it and hang in there - the parent/child bond is too strong to break so easily

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posted January 31, 2003 03:32 PM         

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Good luck to you!

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posted January 31, 2003 05:31 PM         

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From: Blue Star Kachina
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posted February 01, 2003 07:33 AM         

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An for you and your s
junpierb

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posted February 05, 2003 04:15 PM         

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Thank you for your caring messages!
Love and Light!From,Ann

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