posted June 07, 2003 06:28 AM
REJECTIONBurdens of my past
locked up the spirit of my mind.
The journey of my fast has
letf my love behind.
Fasting for the love I want to grieve.
Too bad the rejection of life is all I ever receive.
I cannot greive for something never had. Only can I clench my fists to keep for going mad.
Madness comes from the vacancies of my heart. Corners engulfed for men who did now want to be apart.
Men who did not want to be apart of me. I guess they did not like what they see.
SEARCHING
Narrowing my days doing hours of my time. Digging in the sand searching for the biggest find.
Never did find anyone else. Just found more faces of myself.
Look in the mirror to see more reflections of pain. Cannot find the deed to my heart so that I can stake my claim.
I own nothing, except the sorrow I feel. It is the only thing that stays so of course I know its real.
Blue M