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Topic: Well, *THAT* was WEIRD
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proxieme
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posted September 12, 2003 10:36 PM
*why, oh why, does LL eat posts???*So, as I just wrote out once, but now in abbreviated form... Right now I'm feeling pretty bad, so I didn't go into work and knocked off early (like at 7 PM). Jason's not here (he's at Avalon - if you know what that is, great; if not, I'm not explaining again), but he got there late b/c we spent hours upon hours running around today trying, in vain, to get the results from an Beta HCG Bloodtest given to me this Monday (long story). So, he was in a cabin drifting in and out of sleep while waiting for the rest of his group to come back from an INC mission.
I was here sleeping. I don't remember quite what the dream was, but it was something about Jase and me talking and it ended with Jason going, "OK, are you ready? I'm going to call....now,", me jerking awake (in real life), the phone THEN ringing, me thinking, "It's Jason, it's Jason, it's Jason," while reaching for the reciever, and then answering myself with, "No it's not...that can't be...that was a dream...and he's gone and INC for the weekend."
My roommate answered, and, sure 'nuff, I then heard, "Corri - it's for you."
I picked it up and it was Jason.
He said, "I was sleeping, and then I jerked awake with the sudden bad feeling that I really needed to call you right now."
Sooo...I'm going to try to go back to sleep.
Here's to hoping that I don't have Toxic Shock. 
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lioneye68
Knowflake Posts: 6062
From: Canada
Registered: Apr 2003
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posted September 13, 2003 02:23 AM
Full Moon in Pisces, babe. Extra psychic juice in air. Revel in it, it won't last but a day or two. It's kinda fun, I so think anyway.
So, what did you guys talk about besides how freeky that was?IP: Logged |
proxieme
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posted September 13, 2003 07:13 AM
Yeah, but the Pisces Moon went away about Mid-Day yesterday, didn't it?On the phone?
We talked about him being worried about me this weekend. I have the signs of an impending miscarriage, my body's just not expelling the material; and I saw a lil' bit of tissue the other day (or something; it was kinda like that little bit that comes out w/ period blood), but it was brown and not red (the way period tissue can get at the end of a period.
My whole uterine area just kinda hurts, and no one in the med. est. will listen to me. IP: Logged |
N_wEvil
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posted September 13, 2003 07:24 AM
Did you try getting one of them to sit down and explain to you exactly whats happening? I mean if you get them to explain it you'll have a reason not to worry... or they'll suddenly twig they should do something in explaining...Just a thought? *HUGS* Try not to worry too much, it will stress your body out more... IP: Logged |
proxieme
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posted September 13, 2003 07:31 AM
I have.
Most say that it's just my body taking a while w/ a miscarriage, and since I'm not directly and heavily bleeding at any given moment, they send me on my way...
but, y'know, I shouldn't have a burning sensation like this.
Jimm @ my work who works in a roundabout way w/ women's health (he's a rape councelor and knows a good deal about the reproductive tract in gen) says that his main concern right now is that I may go into Toxic Shock b/c of a nascent infection borne of internally decaying material.
I mean, yikes.IP: Logged |
trillian
Knowflake Posts: 4050
From: The Boundless
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted September 13, 2003 07:49 AM
I'm so sorry you're not well, Corri...sending lots of healing light your way, and all the best wishes.
Please keep us posted, if you feel comfortable with that. I've been wondering about how you're feeling, but didn't want to intrude.And I would say that you and he have a huge psychic connection, with or without the moon transits! IP: Logged |
trillian
Knowflake Posts: 4050
From: The Boundless
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted September 13, 2003 07:56 AM
I just read your latest post...are you sure you shouldn't be in emergency care?? I'm sorry, I don't know very much about these things, but it sounds like you need some professional help... 
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Sylven
Knowflake Posts: 160
From: Of Elvenkind
Registered: Jul 2003
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posted September 13, 2003 08:07 AM
I agree with Trillian!Corri, I am so sorry too! 
Geez, lot's of *hugs* dear!! I'll be sending you healing light as well!
I hope soon you will feel better and people will take the necessary ACTION and listen! It sounds so awefully stupid and uncompassionate. When you're not bleeding you'll be ok! I don't know the whole story but all I wish for you is to be ok! I know you will be, plus you're a very strong woman. One thing I wanted to say to you which might make you feel somewhat more uplifting as well is that I feel You and Jason are very close spiritual mates maybe even from the same soul!  You two were together in another realm, so beautiful! Funnily I experienced something similar a few months ago. It was down right *weird*! You two are so close that sometimes it might feel as if you are him and vice versa or not? Girl! Take care and make sure you rest enough! Lot's of love to you!  IP: Logged |
Lunargirl
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posted September 13, 2003 04:34 PM
proxieme, I share your concern, and feel that you need more info and advice -- call your mom, or a nurse, etc. In the meantime, would you please consider putting yourself down for some distance healing, now? I think it's very important for you now, although you do have a pretty faithful band of Knowflakes who have been sending healing and Light to you and Jason. Or if you want I'll go do it for you. Just say the word.
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pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted September 13, 2003 07:27 PM
Proxieme~
Hi! We haven't spoken on this forum before, but I read your "love posts" about Jason with such fun and interest that I couldn't go to sleep. I felt like a bit of a voyeur, but in a loving way. You two have such a solid and spiritual foundation and I know that whatever happens in regard to your reproductive system, will be for your long term knowledge and benefit, whether you feel it right now or not. I don't know the situation, but I feel for you. I have had two healthy children, and I have also experienced two pain provoking experiences with miscarriages. All have their sorrows and joys. I offer this as comfort though......my best friend had a baby two years ago. In the beginning, she'd had unexplained bleeding, and was convinced she'd had a miscarriage. Her child was born healthy and wonderful, with an easy labour. (she is a Taurus)She is now 6 weeks pegnant again, and is going through the same thing.
We don't know the reasons why these things happen, and we don't know how we will get through them, but I see what a positive wonderful soul you have....what a delightful sense of humour and what a joy you are. You are deeply loved and together you can move mountains....you proved it by finding each other amid droves of transvestites throwing toilet paper at the stage. One day you can tell your grandchildren how great grandpappy looks in lipstick and fishnets...  IP: Logged |
SunShyne
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posted September 14, 2003 12:57 AM
Prox P.S. That's some connection!  IP: Logged | |
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