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Virgo-AriesArtist
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posted November 27, 2003 01:52 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message
You guys know me pretty well and how even-tempered I usually am, so bear in mind the words and feelings below are totally out of character...they are my Aries Anger coming out after being repressed..
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All I want to do to this little SCREWED UP PSYCHOTIC CHILD that live in my house is to smash his face in, and BREAK HIS NECK so he stops viscious screaming verbal threats and stops destroying my home, hurting my mom, and THIS VINDICTIVE LITTLE FLAWED LITTLE SOUL THAT IS SO FAR BEYOND HELP, HE IS ONE BALL OF ANGER AND HATE...HE DOES NOT WANT ANY LOVE, HE PUSHES MY MOM ACROSS THE ROOM, DESTROYS MY FAMILY'S THINGS, CALLS MY MOM A ******* ***** , STEALS FROM AND SHAMES ME IN FRONT OF GOOD FRIENDS....the list goes on...he was beaten TO A PULP by his bio parents severely neglected, AND NEVER really wanted A FAMILY, even though he says that he does and everyone described him to us as a "little boy with a broken heart"...HE BRINGS me TO TEARS OF frustration and RAGE. I'VE BEEN TRYING SO DAMN HARD FOR 5 MONTHS TO MAKE IT WORK, ALL I WANT TO DO NOW IS HIS UNGRATEFUL, ANGER-FILLED LITTLE BODY THROUGH THE NEAREST WALL.
He tantrums for 3-4 hours at a time, if you touch him he tells you to "SHUT UP", and that he's gonna ILL YOU. NOTHING WORKS DISCIPLINE-WISE...HE IS TOO DAMAGED!!!!!! He's a self-centered little demon in the form
of a child's body. ALL MY MOM AND I EVER WANTED TO DO WAS GIVE CHILDREN A LOVING HOME, AND he is so DISTURBED, all I want to do is lock him up, cause he rages and bangs the walls like an animal. I hate him, no, actually, I feel nothing for him, since hate would imply that I CARED. All I have done for 5 months is give him patience and love, even when my mom was at the end of her rope. And NOW EVEN I AM BURNED OUT. Help me not to bash his body in. I listen to him sass MY MOM WITH EXPLETITIVE LANGUAGE. I want him to get out of my house!!.I want to throw him out into a highway, and let the cars run over his venom-filled being.

HIS birthdate is March 16, 1995 12:08 AM Boise, ID
What can I do to not kill him?

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-K
"Most people love with restraint
As if they were someday to hate
We hated gently, carefully
As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight

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lioneye68
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From: Canada
Registered: Apr 2003

posted November 27, 2003 03:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for lioneye68     Edit/Delete Message
Wow, V/AA...you're P!SSED!!
And you're right, this kid has some serious issues. He's destined to have a very rocky road in terms of relationships, this is only the beginning. Poor kid. And poor you as well, and your mom. Maybe you guys are in over your heads with this kid. Is it just you and your mom? No male figure involved in this kid's life right now?

Anyway, here's a bit of a run down from Astro Portrait.

Moon Opposition Saturn
You are likely to feel very unloved and remote from other people unless your family and friends make a special effort to be very warm and caring. Even so, at a very early age you may decide that relationships with others are unrewarding. You may play down your feelings and concentrate on practical activities. But of course you need emotional support and care just as much as anyone else, although you are unwilling to admit it. You should make a special effort to get out of yourself and relate to others, for otherwise you will feel lonely and depressed much of the time. Don't be afraid that people will reject you; some of them may, but that happens to everyone.
Your mother is very important to you, and your relationship with her will have a great effect on your emotional development. If she isn't motherly enough, the problems described above will be worse, and when you get older you will have trouble getting along with other women. Your mother might even be physically absent, but it is more likely that she is emotionally distant. You may idealize your mother far too much.
You can be a very controlled and practical person. You may resist doing something just for fun when others would hate to pass up a chance for a good time. But this may be because you feel unworthy of having any pleasure. Of course, you aren't unworthy, and you can do something about your negative feelings if you try to.
Interpretation by Robert Hand from "Youth Portrait".

Saturn Opposition Midheaven
This can be a difficult placement, indicating that you feel so lonely and so different from others that it is hard to relate to them. You need a great deal of emotional support from your family. Your mother, especially, may demand a great deal and expect you to live up to very high standards, without giving you very much emotional reinforcement.
One possible effect of this placement is that you will be very active socially. You are trying to escape from your sense of inadequacy through others. However, the only way that you can really conquer this feeling is by going inside, confronting yourself and accepting what you are.

Venus Opposition Mars
You have an intense emotional nature, which will affect your relations with others quite a bit. Often your feelings about people are a mixture of love and hate, so that you are often uncertain about how you feel. Often you will have real fights with those you like most, and then you will make up in a very emotional way. As you get older this will happen even more. If you don't care strongly for someone, you won't have this problem, but you will find the relationship boring and quickly lose interest in it.
You need to be around people who understand you and are willing to let you blow off steam a bit. They should recognize that your frequent blow-ups mean that you are very emotionally involved, with love as well as anger, and they should know that you get over your anger very quickly. At least you let everyone know how you feel, both positively and negatively, and you show that your feelings are quite strong.
When you are older, your relations with partners will often be stormy, because of your mixed feelings of love and hate. Sometimes, however, you may feel quite serene and peaceful about a relationship, but you will attract someone who has strong love-hate feelings, as described above. You attract such persons because you have these traits within you, even though they may not have surfaced.
If your relationship with your parent of the opposite sex has been difficult or stormy, it will be even more difficult to attract people who are good for you. And if there has been any physical violence in your relationship with that parent, you are likely to have similar problems in sexual relationships. Your parent should use psychological, rather than physical, discipline.

Pluto in the First House 1st hs
You are a very intense person who takes almost everything seriously. If an activity isn't important enough to warrant throwing your whole self into, you feel it isn't worth doing. You tend to go to extremes, which may make other people uneasy. You have to understand that others are afraid of experiences that you find interesting.
You enjoy having power over people and being in a position to make changes. Sometimes you seem to work behind the scenes, in that other people can see what is happening, but they cannot see who is doing it. It is extremely important that you develop a strong sense of responsibility about using power, because you will probably always use it to some extent, and if you are not careful you can create problems in your life and the lives of those around you. For example, you may be a leader among your friends, but you must be sure that what happens is best for all of you. If it isn't, you will probably be at least partly responsible.
Your life will not stand still, for you need to have changes to keep it interesting - not sudden explosive events, but slower, more gradual changes that will create clearly marked periods in your life.
Other people will either be drawn to you very strongly or will not like you at all. For this reason you will probably have a few strong friendships, and few if any casual ones

my neice has this aspect, and she's a HUGE problem child as well, but she also has Pluto square Mars

Mercury Square Pluto
You have to be careful about how you talk to people, because they may feel that you are trying to push them into an opinion or point of view that they don't agree with. You may do this without realizing it until people react to what you say with great hostility, even though your words are innocent. You may feel that others fight you just for the sake of fighting, which may make you quite bitter. You must try very hard to speak in such a way that the other person knows that you respect his or her point of view. Don't dictate or be overly forceful in expressing your opinions. If you can learn to be gentler in your expression, you can sway people to your point of view.
You may attract other people who seem to force their beliefs upon you. They challenge you to get your thinking straight, so that you can stand up to your opponents. If others disagree with you, it does not mean that you are either wrong or right. It only means that you have to look at your own beliefs very carefully.
You are attracted to hidden matters, which may lead to an interest in the occult when you are older. But be very careful about studying such ideas, especially while you are young, because you tend to latch onto some rather wild ideas and try to make them work in your life at any cost.

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purplezen
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Registered: Aug 2003

posted November 27, 2003 11:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for purplezen     Edit/Delete Message
sending you lots of healing light

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