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CappyChic
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Posts: 174
From: Ohio
Registered: May 2003

posted December 22, 2004 06:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for CappyChic     Edit/Delete Message
Why does life have to hurt so much? Why do I feel so incredibly alone all the time? This Christmas is going to be so bad. This has been the worst year for me. Everything is going wrong and nobody seems to care. I used to find some comfort in the Bible and reading Linda's books, but now I am just so sad. Why is life so unfair? It seems like there's no point anymore.
I lost my best friend this year.... we don't even talk anymore. My grandma died last month, my job sucks now. I feel so lost. Sometimes I just want to escape. Everything seems so bleak to me. I wish I could see the light again. I wish someone cared about me. Anyone at all. I feel like even God is mad at me. Will I ever be happy again? Is there something astrological going on here? Is there any reason why this year sucks so much? I feel so incredibly alone like no one understands me. Everywhere I look I see hatred and evil things. Why is the world so ugly? Why don't people care? It really hurts me the horrible things people do to each other. The other day I heard about some lady who put her two year old daughter in a freezer and she died. What the hell is wrong with people? Isn't that horrible? It just hurts. I see the news and it's so depressing. Anyway, I just needed to vent. Aaaaaaargh! I don't know what to do anymore.

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trillian
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Posts: 4050
From: The Boundless
Registered: Mar 2003

posted December 22, 2004 09:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for trillian     Edit/Delete Message
I care.

Life does hurt.

This has been a rough year for many of us. I have agreed to feel sorry for myself for a few days, and then start on a new project when the New Year begins.

Those of us with strong Cappy influence will always have dark moods...from which you, too, will emerge with a brighter, more inspired outlook.

Change your perspective, and you change the world.

Even in the ugliness perhaps there is beauty we can't yet see.

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Rainbow~
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Posts: 5927
From: The Little River Indian Reservation
Registered: Jan 2002

posted December 22, 2004 09:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Rainbow~     Edit/Delete Message
Oh Cappy....

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so blue....

I'm a Cappy too, so I understand...*sigh*

Here's a hug for you.....((((((((((CappyChic))))))))))

I believe Saturn (our ruling planet) is playing havoc with a lot of the Cardinal signs at this time (and has been... for awhile), since he's making his domain in the sign Cancer right now, trying to teach us all some kind of lesson, or at least so they say....therefore, Cancers, Capricorns, Librians and Ariens, are going to feel the effects of Saturn's romp thru Cancer...not to mention people with planets in those signs...*sigh*

As Trillion said, Capricorns are already prone to dark moods, and when you add Saturn's influence making difficult aspects to an already "gloomy" sign (as I said I can really relate to that, as a long time Capricorn), I can vouch for the fact that it sure doesn't feel good! *sighI*


....and there are times when I also think of all the icky things going on the world, and feel discouraged too, but please dear CappyChic think of your state of mind at this time as only temporary...and take the wise words of Trillian and work on changing your perspective (I know it's easier said than done).....but it can make all the difference in the world....

...and now for some corny words, to a corny song.....but I LOVE it!

Rainbdrops on roses,
and whiskers on kittens,
bright copper kettles
and warm woolen mittens,
brown paper packages tied up with string,
these are a few of my favorite things,

girls in white dresses
with blue satin saches,
snowflakes that fall on my nose and eyelases,
silver white winters that melt into spring
these are a few of my favorite things...

When the dog bites!
When the bee stings,
When I'm feeling sad...

I simply remember my FAVORITE THINGS
and then I don't feel so bad....

Also CappyChic...I don't really know you....and you don't know me....but I'm sending tons of love your way, anyway........hoping that it can chase away some of that gloom.....here it comes~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>

CHEER UP!

Love,
Rainbow

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miss_apples
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Posts: 632
From: white bear lake, MN, USA
Registered: Oct 2004

posted December 22, 2004 10:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for miss_apples     Edit/Delete Message
Cappy I am going to send loving pink light to you. I will also ask that Archangel Raphael be with you and help your heart to heal. Imagine him wrapping his wings around you and then tell him all your worries.

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maya-v
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Posts: 1534
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Registered: Dec 2004

posted December 22, 2004 11:59 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for maya-v     Edit/Delete Message
Hey cappy, sweetie, I know exactly how you feel. My life aint so great right now either. I just broke up with my best friend/ex lover and now I feel so lost and alone. My boyfriend hasnt called me in two days and I have no clue where he is. But there is something that can help us through all of this misery. Its that no matter how dark the night is, no matter how many storm clouds line our horizon, the sun is always around the corner and nothing can stop it from shining eventually. So keep the light burning, sweetie and dont give up because we are the ones who owe it to the universe to keep the faith - that there is something more popwerful than darkness, that there is a rainbow somewhere in the clouds!
Sending love and cheer your way

Maya

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miss_muffet
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Posts: 832
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Registered: Mar 2004

posted December 22, 2004 12:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for miss_muffet     Edit/Delete Message
When you feel like your at the bottom of the barrel, just remember that you can only go up from there...

Cheer up. There are still a lot of good things and people in this world. And as long as we are breathing, we have a chance to actually meet/see them.

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marcia
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Posts: 829
From: NYC
Registered: Oct 2004

posted December 22, 2004 03:52 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for marcia     Edit/Delete Message
Oh baby, I'm so sorry!

It sounds like you need a friend to talk to,
if you have yahoo IM I'll be happy to offer
you my screen name.

This year was a very rough year for me and lots of others. The world is sh*tty, there's
no doubt about it, baby, but there are so many beautiful things and beautiful people and love in this world, yes it's hard to see, but it's there and soon enough it will be proven to you. Slowly, it's being proven to me. Visit this place more often. Read and post everyday, dive in the middle of this love and soak it up like a sponge. This is the perfect starting point for finding sincere and caring people to surround yourself with. Don't feel like noone else cares because I care, damnit! And so do many more.
With lots of love and light.

Marcia

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virgotaurustaurus
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Posts: 2474
From: upstate NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2004

posted December 22, 2004 11:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for virgotaurustaurus     Edit/Delete Message
CappyChic you are sooooo sooooooo not alone in the way you feel right now! I can't really find comfort in anything myself, although the chicas here are all really nice when you are having a bad time. This has been one of the hardest years for me also, my best friend moved 3 hours away and I hardly hear from her anymore which makes me so sad, I broke up with my best friend/ex this year, had a whole bunch of false starts...tons of new friends come and gone quicker than lightning. It's so stressful.

I will probably sound like the other posts but seriously, even if its just a tiny bit you just have to keep your head up. A few of my friends keep telling me that I just have a new beginning and that I just have to set even the tiniest goal to make something good for myself.

And I know for me it helps to remember that when you life is at the bottom the only thing left to do is to crawl your way back up.

xoxo I hope things get better for you, I kind of feel like 2005 will be better for everyone in general. <3

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dorkus_malorkus
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Posts: 1061
From: Hopelessly lost........
Registered: Jun 2003

posted December 23, 2004 01:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for dorkus_malorkus     Edit/Delete Message
I know what you mean. I just moved away from home, and while we haven't experienced the same kind of pain, it's still there nonetheless. My friends and I (whom I'm living with) are having serious financial problems. And to make it worse, I quit my job at a fast food place because it was causing me so much stress. I feel selfish for having done so, but I need to spend time with my family for the holidays. I'm trying frantically to find another job. I've been diagnosed with major depression and have a really hard time dealing with stuff sometimes. I got locked in a mental facility and I think I might be mentally ill. My apt caught fire a few weeks ago, and while no one was hurt, it was still very stressful. I'm sorry to hear about your losses. I know it hurts, but you just have to think that things will get better, and they will. (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))

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LeoSweetHeart
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Posts: 539
From:
Registered: Nov 2004

posted December 23, 2004 02:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LeoSweetHeart     Edit/Delete Message
Cappy Chic,

I care about you too That is a lot to go through all at once sweety, I'm really sorry. Hey but guess what?!! ....Theres a whole bunch of people here at LindaLand who truly care and I could even go so far as to say Love you because they have such warm hearts. Just remember that there is a Whole bunch of light in this world, open up to it and let it shelter you from the storms and protect yourself from harmful people and things. Like Marcia said, just soak up all these warm wishes and let us take you under our wings until you feel better..let us know if theres anything else you need..k. Oh write write write, its good catharthis and helps put things in perspective. Speaking of putting things in perspective... Do you live near mountains or a beach? Anywhere that mother nature is not muted out by man, where your problems feel so small and the Beauty of the world seems so grand that you feel a calming sense of serenity throughout. Find yourself that special place and try meditating on Love and Kindness. Also being around little kids or older people helps you feel the love. Keep trying to cultivate Love in your life..and maybe if its not too late, try to get your best friend back? I don't know what happened, but usually telling someone you miss them does wonders And you know sometimes you just need to cry and let yourself feel sad, so you can get past the pain. But as everyone else said, don't forget the light at the end of the tunnel just waiting to Shine on You!! Sorry I know that was long but I hope it helped you feel a little better..Its okay to lean on us for a little while, okay hun

With Love

Monica*~

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thegoat
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Posts: 105
From: Brooklyn
Registered: Jul 2004

posted December 23, 2004 02:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for thegoat     Edit/Delete Message
I know how you feel. That sucks. Things will improve though. Why don't you come over to New York one of these days and we can hang out.

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