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Topic: Anybody up? VTT?
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pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted January 30, 2005 02:19 AM
 
YES! I just attacked my hubby and had hot shower sex.
Now sleepy time.
Smiling sleepy time.
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26taurus
Knowflake Posts: 13411
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Registered: Jun 2004
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posted January 30, 2005 02:25 AM
OOooohh lucky you pix! Nighty night!  Hi delerious!! I'm surviving this Mars/Pluto thing okay. It's opposite my Venus so Venus stuff's been on my mind. I've been feeling very anxious and nervous for no apparent reason. Not fun, I never get like that so it must be the Mars/Pluto effecting me. How's life treating you? IP: Logged |
delerious
Knowflake Posts: 800
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted January 30, 2005 02:38 AM
So happy for you pix-pix (lucky dog) No green eyed  here!!I haven't gotten to the point in my studies to begin to understand transits... but I listen to what you guys say about what's up right now.... Why am I adding to the anxiety by suddenly getting the urge to drink coffee? (maybe counter-acting mid-winter lethargy?) Like I want to accentuate it and face it - what ever it is - Otherwise I've been mostly more mellow in this phase, seems like this will pass.... IP: Logged |
virgotaurustaurus
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From: upstate NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2004
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posted January 30, 2005 07:14 PM
26T I'm still nervous and anxious too...I read what the post you did about mars/pluto but don't have it up right now, does it say anything about when the affects of the conjunction wane at all? IP: Logged |
26taurus
Knowflake Posts: 13411
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posted January 30, 2005 08:24 PM
It doesnt but I would think when Mars is about 4 degrees away it will ease up - I hope. IP: Logged |
delerious
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted January 31, 2005 02:11 AM
hello again, all, here for my nightly sign-in!!!Feeling a little blue, got some bad news about my dear friends health....  Seems this is one of those weeks, like I said in the beginning of the string about my wonder "date" from hell with a Libra buddy Maybe send her some white light all you  s - she is a sensitive so I know she will feel it.... IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted January 31, 2005 09:57 AM
.............incoming..........
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delerious
Knowflake Posts: 800
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 12:31 AM
Thanks Pix-Pix, her Dr.s have told her all the signs point to a brain tumor (siezures, dizzyness, headaches, constricted blood vessels in the back of her eyes) gets her MRI thursday. but the worst part of it is that she's still with that abusive guy, since all this started she felt she had to turn to him, and of last night he was giving her crap again. I can't even call up there to give moral support and I feel so helpless cause I really want to be there for her. Know that I have to trust it in God's hands....  I just feel such a heaviness cause her + I have always shared feelings.... know this is such a scary time for her.. So I'm trying to stay up so she can draw on that but it's hard to ignore my own! Times like this I really miss my twin sELF - hope we find each other soon.... My girlfriend is the person I feel the closest to spiritually in the world right now (you know, someone who really understands you) this would be so difficult to see her go... My senses tell me its not over but she's gonna have a tough road back from whatever plagues her and things indeed will be irrevocably changed, know in God's plan it will have to be for the better no matter how it seems at the moment. Plus that interaction with my long-standing Libra "pal" the other night did nothing to lift my outlook - such a disapointment when you start to feel you can trust someone and then out of nowhere out comes beligerent macho bullsh!t - promised myself I'd never deal with that again!!!! So I've learned as far as he's concerned.... one less "buddy" on the list. "sigh" Don't mind me, these Arian moods blow over quickly, just a dark-of-winter frame of mind.... thanks for listening 
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mirasmommy
Knowflake Posts: 3
From: the heartland
Registered: Jan 2005
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posted February 01, 2005 01:40 AM
I can comment on the drinking thing. I had a boyfriend who struggled with his sobriety, and let me tell you, when drunk, he lost all control. His nose kind bends to right from being socked one too many times while being completely beligerent. He once told me " I'm allergic to alcohol, I break out in handcuffs" I think he is finally getting to old for his fighting ways ( how many times can you get your butt kicked, before you realize?) I am happy to say that he is now going on 2 years sober, and has redirected his addiction to obsessive compulsive order and cleanliness. He has yet to learn about balance. God bless him, he is so strong.IP: Logged |
delerious
Knowflake Posts: 800
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 02:34 AM
I know what you mean, but I wonder, can you blame it all on the alcohol? Like as in my friend, it is an aspect of his personality that I caught traces of anyways, (lots of pent-up anger at women) but that when he's on his best behavior as in a "courting" (better yet "seducing") mode would never let me see... then as time goes by and they drop their "party manners" and let that side out more regularly.... maybe I should bless alcohol for letting me see that side before I got any more involved.I really don't appreciate people being really drunk, but most may get sloppy, or silly, annoying or nostalgic, but I think it takes some real unresolved issues to make a mean or violent drunk. Anyone else agree? He tells me "I'm really not like that, it was just the alcohol" - but I see echos of that attitude in little ways now I'm aware of it in him. Maybe along with seeing someone through the flu at least once before you get seriously involved, you should also see them really drunk at least once!! (well not if there were serious indications against of course) I always said rather than therapy that takes years get a person drunk enough and they'll spill their guts!!! IP: Logged |
26taurus
Knowflake Posts: 13411
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Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 02:51 AM
Healing light to your friend D. I think with alcohol it just exaggerates all of the negative or screwed up crap already within people. Sure there are happy drunks, but it is a depressant and it's only a matter of time before it catches up with someone. I know from experience. I'm glad you saw what you did in this guy now rather than later. People who drink alot do it to cover up pain inside. Or things they want to push or numb out of their consciouness. It's a rocky road trying to have a functioning relationship with an addict. I've been there too. Hope your twin sELF find you soon delerious. (((BIGHUGS)))  IP: Logged |
delerious
Knowflake Posts: 800
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 03:30 AM
Thanks for the warm wishes and (((((hugs)))) 26T - right back at ya!!! Nice thoughts to send me off to  .... It was no real suprise with him, (he's had his problems in the past) but disapointing in that he seemed to have grown (what he wanted me to think) Addictions being so rampant I suppose we've all had too many experiences with them, such a huge demon, individually and collectively!! I'll Be praying on that subject, all the addicts I've known also have such wonderful qualities... such potential wasted... 
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delerious
Knowflake Posts: 800
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted February 02, 2005 12:43 AM
Been kinda a hard day, let me try to explain the connection I have with my friend by this experience that happened a few years ago:I just spent an afternoon with crying jags, such a blackness, couldn't figure out why, soul-searching thinking I was crazy. Then the feelings just seemed to pass and I was OK again. found out a few days later when I heard from her that she had a terrible experience where some jerk she had just started dating got into an argument while driving, reached over, opened the door and pushed her out of a moving car. She lay in the ditch injured in the cold for hours before anyone found her. The timing was exact with my upset. So I can feel whats happening and its not good there's no support there and maybe even harmful stuff. Thursday morning I know it will be better because then she will be in the hands of professionals.... people trained in healing. But for now I'm trying to stay strong for her but it seems so draining... anyone have experience with this sort of thing? I want to help (as she has been there always for me in the past) but my reserves and faith seem to be a little low at this point. Maybe you guys can send me a little extra so I can send it to her? I know its a matter of opening up to the higher source where the energy/love is unlimited, but seem to be having a little trouble getting a good connection at the moment... Maybe my own fears getting in the way, seems in the last few years in one way or another to be losing those close to me... A lesson in letting go? thanks for being there IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 02, 2005 01:02 AM
to you and your friend and especially this incredible connection.IP: Logged |
delerious
Knowflake Posts: 800
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted February 02, 2005 01:10 AM
Thanks, Pix-Pix, I can feel the energy coming from you guys and it really helps...  So glad this place is here and grateful to have found a way into this little world IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 02, 2005 01:15 AM
Glad to have been here long enough to be one of those dirty but bright welcoming beacons.
Emphasis on the dirty part.
****Breathes hotly on the bulb, shines it with a cloth, the image of an embracing couple pops up on the glass.....****
Nope, still dirty
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dorkus_malorkus
Knowflake Posts: 1061
From: Hopelessly lost........
Registered: Jun 2003
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posted February 02, 2005 01:25 AM
Tee hee hee...I feel all tingly inside  IP: Logged |
delerious
Knowflake Posts: 800
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posted February 02, 2005 01:25 AM
 Keep polishing!! (looks like alot of fun trying!!)  Just what kind of bulb is that and where do you find them??? IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 02, 2005 01:29 AM
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pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
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posted February 02, 2005 01:34 AM
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delerious
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posted February 02, 2005 02:02 AM
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