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Topic: changes :)
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virgotaurustaurus
Knowflake Posts: 2474
From: upstate NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 01:44 AM
 
I guess I just wanted to share the slight amount of positiveness I feel tonight. I love how quickly things can suddenly change, almost a paradigm shift, after you feel like you've been fighting an uphill battle for so long...I dunno what I even did...I think the strength and positive energy from my best friend oozed into me, as I spent 3 days with her recently (so much fun!). I just filled out an application with a job staffing place, have a meeting tomorrow with them, made an appointment with the career counselor, a *counselor* of mine noticed today a pretty radical change in me and that i'm starting to *take off*, I decided to stop by a coffeeshop tonight and sat in watching an open mic and possibly made a new friend there and am urged by everyone there to join in with some poetry or spoken word...2 very old friends of mine found me online and I'm talking to one of them right now!!! I just feel a part of me that was missing is being filled again, slowly.  IP: Logged |
dorkus_malorkus
Knowflake Posts: 1061
From: Hopelessly lost........
Registered: Jun 2003
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posted February 01, 2005 02:08 AM
Coolness, glad things are working out for you  IP: Logged |
26taurus
Knowflake Posts: 13411
From: *
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 02:38 AM
(((VTT))) Great news!! I'm so happy for you. See, things always turn around. Jupiter must be aspecting something in your chart right about now. Got my fingers crossed for you on the job front. Let us know how it goes. I hope these vibes stick with you for awhile, and just grow from here.   IP: Logged |
virgotaurustaurus
Knowflake Posts: 2474
From: upstate NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 03:10 AM
I just had a look...I only have moon conjunct jupiter but that's for tomorrow, so I hope it's not that, because it'd be passing so soon! I checked out my forecast...it's probably my jupiter conjunct mercury! yay  Plus I have Pluto conjunct Neptune, which astro basically says is inward transformation...the combo of those might just be making me feel better, at least, i hope because right now Im' so scared this goodness is only temporary. I hope they grow too!!!! thanks dorkus and 26T! IP: Logged |
26taurus
Knowflake Posts: 13411
From: *
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 03:35 AM
Oh VTT! No, to me this doesnt seem like something that is just passing by. A transit could possibly set it off, like a new beginning that's more what I mean. Well, Jup. conj. Merc. That doesnt happen very often, it takes Jupiter 12 years to travel around the zodiac so this is like a New Moon in a way involving your natal Mercury and Jupiter. This transit is setting off a whole new 12 year cycle in those areas. That can feel very refreshing and nice. I learned about this type of thing from a very well known astrologer and I pay attention to it and see it's effects. Watch the outer slower moving planets when they conjunct your natals. They are new beinnings. Jupiter has a twelve year cycle. Jupiter moves slow so it's effects on your Merc and the house it's in will be in effect for awhile. And as with everything, you will be forever changed. Hope that makes sense. IP: Logged |
delerious
Knowflake Posts: 800
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Registered: Dec 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 03:38 AM
So glad things are looking up!!   We can do this!! My course will be over mid-April but just deciding a course of action has a calming effect... keep telling myself whatever I do doesn't have to be a life sentence can always keep looking and thinking about something better - just to be in motion is in itself so reassuring. Just don't let the fear edge you out of feeling good - whether it lasts or not all we really have is NOW enjoy the moment!!  IP: Logged |
ghanima81
Moderator Posts: 1577
From: MAINE! :)
Registered: Aug 2003
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posted February 02, 2005 08:57 PM
Cool beans, bubs!!Glad to hear it... I know you've been feelin' down. I hope this is a transition that keeps it's pace and brings the things forward that you've been hoping for. Love and light!!  Ghani IP: Logged |
Philbird
Knowflake Posts: 3396
From: Here, there and everywhere.
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 02, 2005 09:13 PM
acknowledging the past and accepting the present, will set you free from the future!IP: Logged |
virgotaurustaurus
Knowflake Posts: 2474
From: upstate NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2004
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posted February 02, 2005 09:53 PM
but my future is all i have.p.s. the good stuff lasted like a whole day and a half. yay for me. IP: Logged |
virgotaurustaurus
Knowflake Posts: 2474
From: upstate NY, USA
Registered: Oct 2004
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posted February 04, 2005 01:32 AM
Haha ok I am just having severely big up and down days. Today rocks again. I guess there will be obstacles even when things are changing and getting better! But I just feel like I am growing, and becoming more...solid in my personality and finally knowing who I am...I'm coming into myself basically. I feel stronger. I am constantly reading up on stuff, learning about myself, learning about negative situations I have been in that have left me carrying a weight on my shoulders. And tonight, I had closure with an old "friend" of mine from high school, who I hadn't talked to in 5 years...she was so unsupportive of me and so mean to me in school but I didn't have the assertiveness, security and self-confidence to tell her to stop and go away. I told her tonight how much I have left hurt by her, in a very mature, frank manner. It feels like a big weight has been lifted off of me..I got closure, and I was very mature about it! 26T I'm so glad it's new beginnings! I've needed them so badly! Plus I am actually craving change...probably sounds weird with my Taurean influences. IP: Logged |
26taurus
Knowflake Posts: 13411
From: *
Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 04, 2005 02:09 AM
VTT, that is so nice to hear. I was smiling while reading it. Isnt it a great feeling? You are already such a beautiful person and you are only going to get better each day. I'm so happy to hear that you are feeling this way."solid in my personality and finally knowing who I am...I'm coming into myself basically." I know exactly what you mean. I remember when I first started to feel that way. It's such a freeing feeling isnt it?! And it's just the beginning, it only gets better from here. Truly. And yes, even us Taurean influenced peeps need a change once in awhile. I'm craving a change too. Getting those rumblings again. Just know that you really where you are supposed to be and that everything will be okay - and it will! Glad to hear it. IP: Logged |
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