posted February 10, 2005 12:56 AM         

I know everyone here is Understanding, and non-judging, but either way I have something to confess....
(Deep breath), I was posing as NeoKitty here. As I was truthfully embarrased to come back as SunChild for certain reasons.
I'm so dreadfully sorry. I can be a complicated mess sometimes...I just want to be real, and I'm still finding ways how.

I know it's frowned upon to have more than 1 identity, and for that I really do apologize. I don't wish to deceive any one, or pretend that I'm something..it was and still IS much more complex than that.

Again I'm really sorry, and I hope I haven't ruined anything with anyone, if I have, I understand.

Love,
Stephanie

posted February 10, 2005 12:59 AM         

BUT I LOVE BOTH SUNCHILD AND NEO KITTY!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Honey, you are so honest and beautiful, I am sure you have your reasons.
No questions asked. Welcome back, whoever you post as, Happy you are here!

*Damn, I knew I liked Neo Kitty immediately for a reason!!!*

posted February 10, 2005 01:02 AM         

That pic I posted is me, just different hair, and I also put on weight.

posted February 10, 2005 01:04 AM         

Welcome!!

posted February 10, 2005 01:29 AM         

And I want to thank Sheaa- even though I was seemingly gone, she still thought of me and sent me lovely things to my email. Love you girl!

And a personal note to 26taurus, I don't know why but I hope your not dissapointed in me, I really value you close to my heart, we are so alike in many ways...and I hope I haven't stuffed anything up.

posted February 10, 2005 11:11 AM         

You are a great girl with a huge heart and brilliant mind. And you have your reasons for doing what you do. And I respect that. I dont think any less of you. I'm glad you felt the need or the time was right to reveal your identity. Just makes you all the more special in my eyes. Please dont feel bad about it. I'm sorry to hear things have been extra hard for you. They will get better you know? They have to. You are too good of a soul. Sometimes we have to go through those "rough patches". I know you know why and what I mean.

Well, you'll always be my little NeoKitty even though you are really SunChild. Of course I'll call you SunChild, but you have a special place in my heart as well. Youre a good soul and I wish all the best for you. I hope things start getting better for you from this point on. You are loved and I hope to see you around more often.

(((((bighugs)))))

Lot's of Love & Light.
~ 26

posted February 10, 2005 11:18 AM         

And yeah, WOW, I guess my radar detector is broken as well.

posted February 10, 2005 06:23 PM         

You can call me whatever you like 26!
You are completely right, things do happen for a reason, and rough patches or not, it will make sense one day! But long story.

I'm always around!

Thanks for all your Love and Understanding!

posted February 10, 2005 08:18 PM         

I liked SunChild. Why were you reluctant to continue posting under that name? Oddly enough, I liked Sunchild a lot but didn't really think anything of NeoKitty. Isn't that strange?

posted February 10, 2005 10:28 PM         

Hi Tink, I know how funny! I used to get along with you as SC, and then I never go to know you as NK. Maybe you liked the name SunChild better...

I think Randall would only check IP's if he suspected something was a bit fishy, I think there's hundreds of memebers here, and it would probably be a big task to go around checking out everyones IP, to see if there's a double.
But I used to post at home as SunChild, and use my work computer when I created the new identity.

posted February 11, 2005 02:26 PM         

"pid-ow-ah"

posted February 11, 2005 02:59 PM         

I was like 'Pid-ae-oo-wa', hmmm 'pid-ow-ah' I think is more like it, yeah sounds right.

When I was in High-school, I remember for sports day I was in the yellow team, called Pidua, 'pid-u-ah-', name of a Saint because I went to Kilbreda. So is your name after a Saint?

posted February 13, 2005 09:01 PM         

lol, thanks, those pics are funny- did you see this one?: http://groups.msn.com/LindalandPhotoShop/sunchild.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=735

The 'face' of the spider looks like a little chip-munk, it's actually it's bottom-end but how wierd does it look?

It is lovely on the beach, it's a bay so it's safer to swim in than an ocean, and there's less sharks.
What's it like where you live?

Things are wierd with me at the moment. Nothing is stable, it's like everything is constantly changing in and around my life. I don't know what to expect of tomorrow. It's been wierd, sort of frightening, as in I don't know where all this is leading. But at the same time I don't really like routine, I enjoy adventure, but now that I have it, I wish things would settle.
I should look at the planets, they may be able to help me through this change year.
I don't know if I'm coming or going, it's a strange feeling.

posted February 14, 2005 12:24 AM         

Yes, what a funny looking spider! I get a bit freaked out by them - especially ones like that. My younger brother used to chase me around the house with a spider whenever he found one. Ugghhh!!! I believe it was Linda who said Tauruses will get more scared by a mouse than an elephant. It's the little creatures freak us out. LOL! It is true actually.

Youre so lucky to live near the water. Right now I live in the Green Mountains in VT. It is very beautiful here too but I miss being a close drive to the ocean.

Oh man, I hear you sister - on things being weird, unstable, unable to find solid footing. The past couple of days especially for me. I definitely think it has to do with trans. Neptune opposed my natal Mars. I dont remember when the last time I've felt so negative, down, lost. I dont know what the next few months will bring but I'm doing all I can to stay keep my head above water. It's been extra hard lately. I can completely relate. "A strange feeling" indeed.

Things are going to get better. We just have to keep telling ourselves that.

Sending you Light and clarity.

Take care.

posted February 14, 2005 06:03 PM         

I've taken the day off work, I've just been transferred to another department, and so far I really feel stifled, and depressed about it.
I used to love what I did.

Boohoo! I'll be patient, and keep the faith!