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maya-v
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posted March 26, 2005 01:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for maya-v     Edit/Delete Message
I am feeling so lost and alone right now ... so hopeless abt everything in my life. Its reached a point where I am questioning everything I once believed in ... whether anything is worth the effort I put into it.

Most of the goals I have worked for do not make sense to me anymore. All these years, everythng I have achieved seems worthless and I wonder if its even worth the effort to go on with the same hopeless quest any longer ... there is nothing to achieve anymore ... all of the magic, the love and the beauty in my life is gone.

I am here just to tell you knowflakes that I love you guys and think you are the most amazing people I have ever met. I apologise to anyone I might have inardvently hurt or caused pain to. I wish you all luck and light and hope your life is sustained with the love and magic you have been blessed with.

Love

Maya(no more)

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alchemiest
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posted March 26, 2005 02:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for alchemiest     Edit/Delete Message
Aww hon, everyone feels that way every once in a while- if you need to talk about anything, feel free to email me
Don't feel hopeless... just start your next great adventure in life! Remember, life's a journey and a process. Nothing in it is constant. If you feel your old goals dissolving away, no fear, that's actually kind of a good thing, because now you can start again! With whole new goals! Just figure out what you want to do next in life.

Hugs,
Alchemiest

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sue g
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posted March 26, 2005 05:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Hi Maya, I read your message and identified with it, but as I was reading it I got a very strong image of the Star card from the tarot for you (hope for the future, optimism etc). And do you know what, you as well as me (aren't you a neptunian one too), are gonna have a huge huge breakthrough soon. I thought I was going thro a breakdown until a wise friend said to me "no sue its a breakdown, very painful, but very healing. Maya I feel this is what you too are going thro..........give it a couple of weeks and things WILL change for you. Close your eyes and receive some Irish magic from an Irish/English witch......coming at you just about N O W x

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sue g
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posted March 26, 2005 05:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
oops should have read friend said going thro a breakTHROUGH...........that neptune thing again (ha ha)

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trillian
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posted March 26, 2005 05:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for trillian     Edit/Delete Message
Often our blue periods are what lead us to profundity, our own personal epiphanies.

If your goals don't make sense anymore...listen to yourself and you will find new goals. There's nothing wrong with changing direction; there is no failure in changing goals.

You are the co-creator of your Universe. The love an the beauty in your life are not gone. They are as much a part of you as anything else, and will be reborn with new eyes on a new day.

Be Well.

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26taurus
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posted March 27, 2005 01:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 26taurus     Edit/Delete Message
It takes both the sun and the rain to make a beautiful rainbow.
~Unknown

The soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears.
~ Minquass Proverb

Wishing you rainbows maya.
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pixelpixie
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posted March 27, 2005 01:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
INdeed.
I am also going through a life altering period. First the blues, and then chaos. Something's gotta' give. I know it will. It is this inner knowing alone that makes the quest worth undertaking.
Nothing else. It seems I go through life lately with an edge.. as in, I am on an edge.. and I know something will happen, as I see the rocks and debris upended under my feet, they fall and I see it all, I see the reactions, and still I hold on. I know soon I will jump, and I am hoping I remember how to fly.

The good thing about this journey, is as you pointed out, even if your wings are clipped, there are friends to catch you if you fall.
That is at least one thing to smile about, as the monster of unknowing looms large like a fog in our vision.
I am glad old truths are falling away. Shed them like a snake skin, and grow newer colours.
We're doing it together.

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sue g
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posted March 27, 2005 04:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
INdeed xx

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virgotaurustaurus
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posted March 27, 2005 04:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for virgotaurustaurus     Edit/Delete Message
Oh man, I so relate to this entire thread...in fact I can feel the exchanging, where I feel stuck in a rut and then I feel like i'm on the edge of a great discovery, but it doesn't come out yet...so I get back in the rut feeling...I feel like something will give soon. But I feel the same way about goals...I practically have none at this point! All of my old ones were very outmoded. I feel lost in space without any goals.

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maya-v
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posted March 27, 2005 07:40 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for maya-v     Edit/Delete Message
I hope this passes soon ...

Thanx guys for your support

Love and light

Maya

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted March 27, 2005 07:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted March 27, 2005 08:23 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
I'm sad that you're sad.

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted March 27, 2005 09:07 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
dont mind me

hsc

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted March 27, 2005 09:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted March 27, 2005 09:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message

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pidaua
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From: Schweinfurt to Grafenwoehr all within 6 months LOL
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posted March 27, 2005 08:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pidaua     Edit/Delete Message
Maya...are you back yet? I hope you are okay..

Did you get my e-mail?

I am thinking of you and sending you warm thoughts..Don't give up and please don't stay away, you give us much to look forward to.


Love and Light,

Pidaua

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BlueTopaz124
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From: Portland, OR
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posted March 27, 2005 08:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for BlueTopaz124     Edit/Delete Message
I'm with all of you here...Maya, hope the sun is shining for you again, very soon.
(because it sure hasn't been the past two days here in Portland - rain constantly)
We have all felt the way you do now, at one time or another.

I feel very much the same lately, on the edge and with an edge the past few weeks, but building up this past week the most.

Think the transits of this weekend are a big cause of it too...

Hugs sent your way (and everyone's)

Happy Easter wishes and hugs for everyone too!

~ Laura

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Philbird
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posted March 27, 2005 08:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Philbird     Edit/Delete Message

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26taurus
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posted March 27, 2005 10:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for 26taurus     Edit/Delete Message
"Often our blue periods are what lead us to profundity, our own personal epiphanies." ~ trillian

It's true maya. Look deep inside and try to see the messages that are hidden in this. Only you will truly know what they are. Brighter days are ahead. I'm thinking of you and sending you positive energy and hoping you find the clarity you need.


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