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Topic: Dark and Lonely
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maya-v Knowflake Posts: 1534 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted March 26, 2005 01:50 PM
I am feeling so lost and alone right now ... so hopeless abt everything in my life. Its reached a point where I am questioning everything I once believed in ... whether anything is worth the effort I put into it.Most of the goals I have worked for do not make sense to me anymore. All these years, everythng I have achieved seems worthless and I wonder if its even worth the effort to go on with the same hopeless quest any longer ... there is nothing to achieve anymore ... all of the magic, the love and the beauty in my life is gone. I am here just to tell you knowflakes that I love you guys and think you are the most amazing people I have ever met. I apologise to anyone I might have inardvently hurt or caused pain to. I wish you all luck and light and hope your life is sustained with the love and magic you have been blessed with. Love Maya(no more) IP: Logged |
alchemiest Knowflake Posts: 699 From: Somewhere over the rainbow Registered: Sep 2003
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posted March 26, 2005 02:02 PM
Aww hon, everyone feels that way every once in a while- if you need to talk about anything, feel free to email me Don't feel hopeless... just start your next great adventure in life! Remember, life's a journey and a process. Nothing in it is constant. If you feel your old goals dissolving away, no fear, that's actually kind of a good thing, because now you can start again! With whole new goals! Just figure out what you want to do next in life. Hugs, Alchemiest IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 8591 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted March 26, 2005 05:02 PM
Hi Maya, I read your message and identified with it, but as I was reading it I got a very strong image of the Star card from the tarot for you (hope for the future, optimism etc). And do you know what, you as well as me (aren't you a neptunian one too), are gonna have a huge huge breakthrough soon. I thought I was going thro a breakdown until a wise friend said to me "no sue its a breakdown, very painful, but very healing. Maya I feel this is what you too are going thro..........give it a couple of weeks and things WILL change for you. Close your eyes and receive some Irish magic from an Irish/English witch......coming at you just about N O W xIP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 8591 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted March 26, 2005 05:03 PM
oops should have read friend said going thro a breakTHROUGH...........that neptune thing again (ha ha) IP: Logged |
trillian Knowflake Posts: 4050 From: The Boundless Registered: Mar 2003
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posted March 26, 2005 05:38 PM
Often our blue periods are what lead us to profundity, our own personal epiphanies. If your goals don't make sense anymore...listen to yourself and you will find new goals. There's nothing wrong with changing direction; there is no failure in changing goals. You are the co-creator of your Universe. The love an the beauty in your life are not gone. They are as much a part of you as anything else, and will be reborn with new eyes on a new day. Be Well. IP: Logged |
26taurus Knowflake Posts: 13411 From: * Registered: Jun 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 01:29 AM
It takes both the sun and the rain to make a beautiful rainbow. ~UnknownThe soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears. ~ Minquass Proverb Wishing you rainbows maya. ......................................................................... IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 5301 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted March 27, 2005 01:49 AM
INdeed. I am also going through a life altering period. First the blues, and then chaos. Something's gotta' give. I know it will. It is this inner knowing alone that makes the quest worth undertaking. Nothing else. It seems I go through life lately with an edge.. as in, I am on an edge.. and I know something will happen, as I see the rocks and debris upended under my feet, they fall and I see it all, I see the reactions, and still I hold on. I know soon I will jump, and I am hoping I remember how to fly.The good thing about this journey, is as you pointed out, even if your wings are clipped, there are friends to catch you if you fall. That is at least one thing to smile about, as the monster of unknowing looms large like a fog in our vision. I am glad old truths are falling away. Shed them like a snake skin, and grow newer colours. We're doing it together. IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 8591 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 04:13 AM
INdeed xxIP: Logged |
virgotaurustaurus Knowflake Posts: 2474 From: upstate NY, USA Registered: Oct 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 04:20 AM
Oh man, I so relate to this entire thread...in fact I can feel the exchanging, where I feel stuck in a rut and then I feel like i'm on the edge of a great discovery, but it doesn't come out yet...so I get back in the rut feeling...I feel like something will give soon. But I feel the same way about goals...I practically have none at this point! All of my old ones were very outmoded. I feel lost in space without any goals. IP: Logged |
maya-v Knowflake Posts: 1534 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 07:40 AM
I hope this passes soon ...Thanx guys for your support Love and light Maya IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 07:49 AM
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Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 08:23 AM
I'm sad that you're sad.IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 09:07 AM
dont mind mehsc IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 09:14 AM
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Heart--Shaped Cross Knowflake Posts: 7178 From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA Registered: Aug 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 09:17 AM
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pidaua Knowflake Posts: 7314 From: Schweinfurt to Grafenwoehr all within 6 months LOL Registered: May 2002
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posted March 27, 2005 08:16 PM
Maya...are you back yet? I hope you are okay..Did you get my e-mail? I am thinking of you and sending you warm thoughts..Don't give up and please don't stay away, you give us much to look forward to. Love and Light,
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BlueTopaz124 Knowflake Posts: 1382 From: Portland, OR Registered: Jan 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 08:44 PM
I'm with all of you here...Maya, hope the sun is shining for you again, very soon. (because it sure hasn't been the past two days here in Portland - rain constantly) We have all felt the way you do now, at one time or another.I feel very much the same lately, on the edge and with an edge the past few weeks, but building up this past week the most. Think the transits of this weekend are a big cause of it too... Hugs sent your way (and everyone's) Happy Easter wishes and hugs for everyone too! ~ Laura IP: Logged |
Philbird Knowflake Posts: 3396 From: Here, there and everywhere. Registered: Jun 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 08:48 PM
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26taurus Knowflake Posts: 13411 From: * Registered: Jun 2004
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posted March 27, 2005 10:46 PM
"Often our blue periods are what lead us to profundity, our own personal epiphanies." ~ trillianIt's true maya. Look deep inside and try to see the messages that are hidden in this. Only you will truly know what they are. Brighter days are ahead. I'm thinking of you and sending you positive energy and hoping you find the clarity you need. 26 IP: Logged |