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fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 9809
From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat. fayte1954@hotmail.com
Registered: Mar 2005
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posted June 28, 2005 04:32 PM
 
I did not even know that lexigrams were on the internet until I came here! I didn't know there was even such a thing! I did not even spell it the same! So I was VERY surprised when I came here....NOT for LEXIGRAMS...something I did not know was here...and found Lexigram Magic! The company is not mine. I was never on the internet or a computer until this March!!!! I am an internet and computer newbie! I thought people might be interested....as I thought I could offer them an easier way if they wanted. But I do them the old fashioned way too. But I also had never heard of Linda's way before I came here.
I contributed alot...and I just wanted to have fun. But I do not belong....just because I do them differently. And thought I was being helpfull! Well I wish I had never come to the Lexigram Magic. It would be like Psychics and card readers advertising for paid business here at LL., which I see is ok...but not for me.....Oh well.
I was nervous enough about using a computer..let alone going to a forum. I guess I should have just stayed a recluse.
I hope I have helped more than I have offended. I will not be coming back to these kind of places after I wrap things up...for a LONG time...if ever again. I am an honest person. But I am too naive....and not internet savvy enough to play with the long timers. This is not the sea I am supposed to be in. I was warned to be careful that internet friendships can turn on one...but I just bebopped along like a kid in a new place....bared my heart and soul...and screwed up by accident. So What can I say? Those with suspicious minds will believe the worse and those who have gotten to know me better already realize I am NOT a money grabber!
Good bye...I just wanted to get things wrapped up before I go.
Alot of it was wonderful! IP: Logged |
pidaua
Knowflake Posts: 7314
From: Schweinfurt to Grafenwoehr all within 6 months LOL
Registered: May 2002
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posted June 28, 2005 04:38 PM
That may be the wisest decision. Things would have been fine had you confined your protests to only a few forums. You exacerbated the entire ordeal by posting your "goodbye" in every forum, on mulitple threads and editing the posts to make you look like the Martyr.I can only go by what you bring to the threads I frequent (as other forums / threads are not in my realm). Sorry..... but maybe you do need a break and then come back when you feel up to it. IP: Logged |
fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 9809
From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat. fayte1954@hotmail.com
Registered: Mar 2005
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posted June 28, 2005 04:39 PM
Leoelf/Marcia...Stay here.
You were here before me. Once I wrap things up you will never have to deal with my presence again.
I am sad that you have found so many reasons to hate me. I am sorry for being a naive fool.
But I am not the monster you think. But go ahead and believe that.
I FORGIVE YOU...  IP: Logged |
fayte.m
Knowflake Posts: 9809
From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat. fayte1954@hotmail.com
Registered: Mar 2005
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posted June 28, 2005 04:43 PM
pidaua....again I have screwed up because I posted at the forums I usually visted...as an act of respect...because I thought it would be rude to just leave...and not say why... I do not feel like a martyr...how odd you call me that.
Well what can I say?
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pidaua
Knowflake Posts: 7314
From: Schweinfurt to Grafenwoehr all within 6 months LOL
Registered: May 2002
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posted June 28, 2005 04:46 PM
LOL...odd... it's not like I ever feel like a Martyr (because I don't).I already told you on numerous threads, as did everyone else... stay, let it blow over - but you continued to do this... another thread...starting it all over. You had the choice to just start a new day - start a thread saying "Hey, I am sorry for what I did and please can we let it go". It sounds like you really don't want to leave- so don't. I have been in your shoes (but more for my confrontations) before and I just let them blow over. People will get over it. Hell, if we can forgive people who continuously get banned and then reappear with new names keep posting, I think your grievence can be easily looked over  IP: Logged |
Saturn's Child
Knowflake Posts: 867
From: Just left of center
Registered: May 2004
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posted June 28, 2005 05:41 PM
Fayte, I really have to agree with Pidaua.
It sounds as if you really don't want to leave...so don't. So you screwed up...big deal...don't we all? I think most of us enjoyed the larger portion of your posts...but, I have to say, I don't appreciate you discrediting Linda Goodman. I don't care if you agree with her or not, but this is a site dedicated to her and her knowledge. You should be wise enough to know that if you put her methods down here you will meet with some negativity.
I don't think you're a martyr, but I do think you become somewhat of a drama queen.
I don't understand why you can't just stay and get over it....Good Grief..go over to Global Unity and you will see that what you've experienced is relatively mild!!
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DayDreamer
Knowflake Posts: 4841
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Registered: Jul 2003
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posted June 29, 2005 02:05 AM
Hey fayte.m that happens to us all...I think it will be easy to forget what happened, once you start posting again. You have helped alot of people here and seem genuinely interested in others. Take it easy, and enjoy your life...this is just a tiny bump in the road.
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trillian
Knowflake Posts: 4050
From: The Boundless
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted June 29, 2005 05:57 AM
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I don't think you're a martyr, but I do think you become somewhat of a drama queen
Indeed. Please stop asking everyone to pity you for your past life choices. Whether or not you were/are a recluse is irrelevant to everything here. We all have to learn to take responsibility for every moment of our lives; as co-creator of your Universe, ask yourself why you created this mess for yourself, and what you are here to learn. Ahhh, and there is the rub: Perhaps you were directed here not to teach, but to learn. Not all of life's lessons are easy or pleasant, but the more we accept who and what we are and create, the less of a burdon things become. Pid and I both are considered somewhat to be 'rebels' around here...to do what one believes is good and right is not always the popular choice. I am not here to win popularity contests; I am here to grow and learn and share the Universe with some beautiful spirits, not the least of which is Linda Goodman. Goodness, you are constantly referring to those of us who disagree with you as "The Naysayers." Which is exactly what you are in regards to the teachings of Linda Goodman. This is partly what I meant when I mentioned your lack of objectivity about yourself; when you come to the virtual home of Linda Goodman and cr@p on her carpet, repeatedly, what sort of response did you expect? You have made many friends here. There are those who enjoy you very much. And now, over some these disagreements, you want to end those friendships in a cloud of melodrama. My advice: take a breather. Look at things with fresh eyes. Then decide who and what you are in this world, and whether to stay and nurture yourself and your friends. Remember that old saw: To have a friend, you have to be a friend.
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The less I seek my source for some definitive, the closer I am to fine. -Indigo Girls IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 5301
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 29, 2005 09:35 AM
I agree with Saturn's Child, Pidaua and Trillian. And DayDreamer has some wise words as well.Accountability instead of excuses.... and then forgiveness (on both sides) comes naturally.
By all means, excuses are welcomed, everyone has motivations and histories ( herstory).. both good and bad.
I'm certainly not saying you must embrace Linda Goodman's philosophies as your own (although an educated opinion is always better no matter what side you are on)... but I think you can understand why your opinions were met with a raised eyebrow.
It was the reaction after the fact that had me raising mine.
No reason we can't all stay and play. Absolutely none. IP: Logged |
LibraSparkle
Knowflake Posts: 6034
From: Vancouver USA
Registered: May 2004
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posted July 02, 2005 10:09 AM
You women are the coolest!Seriously, I love you guys so much...  Pid, Trill... you two always put your words together in such a wonderful way! Pix, I just love the heck out of you. How did we get so much brilliance at LL?! You ladies ROCK!  IP: Logged |
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