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posted June 30, 2005 08:07 AM         

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just thinking loud my anxities. A typical boring libra talk
I just dono where i am heading to. Its the same Sag. Nowadays we hang out and have fun like good friends. But somehow i can sense his feelings. I know there is no future for us together. i even feel what all happened between us was my imagination/dream.
Still I am fatally attracted to the way he loves. It sounds silly but i skipped breakfast and dinner for one week so that he'll call me up and ask me to have food. I does everything silly to get his attention and he knows what's there in my mind (i never hides it anyway). even if i didnt express it, he asks me if i feel this way or that way!
The practical part of me wanted to come out of this relationship. I tried to go away from his town wishing distance will cure my disease. But i just couldnt go. I am happy just to see him once or twice in a week.
I dono what to do. I feel like it is fated but not sure, for how long. tomorrow used to frighten me. But now i am living life like there is no tomorrow. Every moment with him i am gathering memories.
How this story will end i dono, but i love him like crazy

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posted June 30, 2005 09:47 AM         

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Do what you feel good about doing... and if you don't feel good about it, study it and define what will make you feel better.. even compulsive behaviour has lessons.

Create memories if you must..
I know that soon you will shake your head, open your eyes and see things very differently than you are right now... I have faith in that and in you.

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posted June 30, 2005 05:02 PM         

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This has spilt into the way you write( please don't be offended).

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posted July 01, 2005 12:45 AM         

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Yang,

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posted July 01, 2005 02:55 PM         

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Sweetlibra I didn't mean to confuse you. All I meant was that this relationship has such a hold on you, it can clearly be seen how much it has, in your writing, in a good humourous way.

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