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posted November 20, 2006 10:09 PM         

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When I feel like nothing matters? Like even if I died it'd make no difference.

When I feel angry and hate everyone around me?

I feel empty inside and I don't want to feel any different.

Have you ever introduced two friends, then they become good friends and you feel excluded?

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posted November 20, 2006 10:11 PM         

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Sorry you are feeling blue.

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posted November 20, 2006 11:48 PM         

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Yeah. That bites!

The good news is friendship, if true, goes through different channels, and moves through life with different manifestations, but always comes through when needed.
I'll bet, if voiced, they'd give you a hug and say how much they love you.
Just a hunch.

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posted November 21, 2006 01:58 AM         

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It's dark moon, it's Scorpio moon... time for deep thoughts.
"This too shall pass."
Remember, everything is happening for the best. If the friends are so unloyal that they would abandon you completely, then they would have left soon anyway and you are better off without them.
("On the other hand") <-- sorry
Maybe they are just in that "honeymoon" stage of a new relationship and things will be back to normal soon.
Keep your focus on the positive and look for those new doors and windows that open when others close yadda yadda... I promise you will find them.

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posted November 21, 2006 02:19 AM         

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Thank you. :blueheart:

Sometimes things externally can trigger internal feelings that aren't really related to whats going on. The issue at hand is my issues with my family. Thanks for your care.

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posted November 21, 2006 02:24 AM         

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Daisy Chain.....SENDING YOU A BIG WARM FUZZY!!!

Love,
Rainbow~

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posted November 22, 2006 11:38 AM         

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DAISY CHAIN! Just think of that empty space like a big empty walk-in closet, newly cleaned and refreshed waiting for all the wonderful things you deserve!

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posted November 22, 2006 01:43 PM         

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Try to see things positively - I know that must be sickening to hear when you’re down, but it really does make a difference. Have you mentioned this to either of them? They probably don’t realise how upset you are.

Also take the initiative. If you want to do something with your friends ask them - do stuff together, urr one at a time may be best. Take turns with them don’t forget, nothing’s stopping you from making new friends - cause if things don’t work out, no need to feel trapped with these too

As for “What is this feeling?” try yoga or meditating. I’m only a beginner but it really works to help you on the inside.

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posted November 23, 2006 08:01 PM         

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