posted December 20, 2006 11:00 PM         

On Knowing you and “Judging” (as you like to call it):

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You obviously don't know me.

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insult me like that without proper knowledge of well known facts on LindaLand about me, who I am, and what I stand for, is completely ludicrous.

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I don't think someone with sufficient knowledge of me would ever post what you posted or "tried" to say

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it wasn't honest, because obviously it proves that you aren't aware of the work I do including my other posts on these forums.

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you didn't judge me (to Taurus) before you knew anything about me, which would be called being over-judgemental

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they do forcefully tell me their views

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they accuse me, judge me, and try to breathe into me the things they say in such a consistent manner and don't even know me

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like i was saying before, the fact that they don't know me, and yet spill their words all over this thread, like they DO know me, is completely ludicrous, and its not logical

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God only can judge.

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No I don’t. I don’t “know” anyone on here. I can only go on the threads I have seen.

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I do not know you, however, you must admit logically, that your posts make you seem much more fascinated by famous people in contrast to the rest of humanity. If this was not true, then perhaps you’d post more threads about your friendly neighbourhood garbage collector, and less about the famous men you have good synastry with.

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my opinion, based on those threads of yours which I have read, is that you are concentrating too much on famous people and being in the lime light and not enough on the actual substance beneath that limelight. This could be true, it could be wrong. I have absolutely no idea, because like you said I do not know you.

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Do I live with you Neptune? Because honesty and truth can only be based on *fact*. I said 'honest opinion' which means an opinion that I personaly believe to be true. I did not say 'true opinion'.. there is no such thing as a true or false opinion. If an opinion was true and accurate it would no longer be an opinion. It would be a fact.

It was my opinion based on what I have seen from you on these forums.. and up until I see as many threads started by you regarding the lives of the people you are helping in the national care organisation, as I have seen about famous men you want to marry, it will continue to be my opinion.

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On Ego and Envy:

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maybe its jealousy, my instincts on that aren't really definite right now, but I can't change someone being envious or jealous of my person, my ability to love, and my spiritual position.

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i'd just like to gently add, you still didn't prove that its not envy

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your mistaking my defensiveness for being egotistical.

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no body can do it like me, no its not ego, its just my 3rdH Libra cusp with Pluto in 3rd conjunct Amor(unconditional love), Pluto is also my guiding planet, and I have Moon Trine Pluto, and Pluto Trine Chiron, so my words are especially healing.

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when you finally discover that i've only been genuine with you and you know my love is real, don't please don't elate it, meaning don't acknowledge it, because if you do it would only make me feel like killing myself.

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do think, considering my age and lack of experience, the harsh judgement wasn't reasonable, but does anyone think it may have to do with some sort of unrelated subconcious motivation?

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then why were they so harsh? in your opinion? (I tried to refrain from asking that question, but you have such a gorgeous mind I couldn't resist.)

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If you are to achieve what you want, you need to believe in yourself enough to not be affected by other people’s opinions. Do it for you (the spiritual you), do it for humanity.. don’t do it for praise and glory. Ego is like lead and it drags you down.

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please try to not take all criticism as a personal attack coming from envy or God knows what else. Some people just genuinely won't agree with you, envy aside.
If you can't accept honest opinions, simply because they don't agree with your view that you are perfectly loving and spiritual, it borders on narcissism.

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Just to reiterate my point, it doesn’t seem to have registered.
Ego and pride will take you nowhere. There is this little thing called modesty, that seems to have eluded you completely, but I hope it is a trait you will acquire with age.

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There isn't one person on linda-goodman.com who does not have the ability to type out the sentence "I am absolutely loving".. followed by all of their chiron/venus and moon aspects.. so you can relax about that, no envy is coming your way

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On Humanity:

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- (many threads) - chronicle my love of mankind and for their physical and psychological survival. This is what i'm devoting my life too, emergency & pediatric

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I've also said more than plenty of times on these forums that our invisible children are our true victims of society, because of war, violence, crime, domestic, spousal, and child abuse, and neglect

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fame - money - glory - royalties mean absolutely nothing

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I will never marry, I'm married to promoting, ensuring, and improving the quality of humanity.

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doing humanitarian work, does not make you an humanitarian. Just like having a baby does not make you a real mother.

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It has been frustratingly difficult and impossible for me to show, express my care for humanity appropriately at my age, i've incoherently restricted myself, i accept that, and its no one's fault but mine.

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don't know how I sit at home and react in such a highly emotional and empathetic manner to women, men, and children on the news who are victims of war, crime, and violence, and sometimes when I watch CourtTV

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I sincerely hope that you do. The will in itself would perhaps earn you a spiritual badge of honour were it not for the countless mentions of your wanting to help, which earn you absolutely no material badges of honour in my book. Actions speak louder than words.

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That’s great. I’m glad. I’m studying law.. My cousin studies psych, my ex bf’s mum is a nurse, my best friend is a secretary and my dog is trained to bark should someone try to break in.
In this world, we all do our bit, in one way or another. It’s the beauty of human (or animal) diversity.

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You seriously need to unwind and realise you really don’t need to throw all these things at people to be loved and accepted. When you try very hard to be accepted by acting out a part which you think will earn you admiration, you will almost certainly get the opposite result.. because like MK said, people feel the difference between genuine and false. So be yourself.

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Your love for me (the hypocrisy wherein):

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Lauren, I really do love your passion

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Even though it comes from.. my deep seeded envy right? lol

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I deeply and sincerely appreciate your honest and straightfoward statements. How God has blessed me with the opportunity to hear your words, as well as Lauren's.

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Even though again, they come from our deep seeded envy?

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I do think, considering my age and lack of experience, the harsh judgement wasn't reasonable, but does anyone think it may have to do with some sort of unrelated subconcious motivation?

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Yup we’re back to envy again.

Like I said.. wherever the wind blows.. and however it blows, Neptune darling you are right there, blowing in the same direction.

You know I would make one on ‘fashion and celebrity obsessions’ and another on ‘astrology’, but that would take me several days (because of the amount of quotes) and I’m getting extremely sick and tired of repeating myself.

As to your last posts, you are not a robot and I apologise if it sounded like I implied that. Your manner of expression seems robotic at times, which is really neither here nor there, because the expression alone is not what makes you appear hypocritical. The quotes above speak for themselves on that.

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Maybe I should post less if i'm not right, well i'll ask this, why don't people agree with a lot of my posts?

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posted December 20, 2006 11:07 PM         

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But do you know what? I was wrong to post in the first place really, as I think I may have let my personal feelings get in the way of forming a more logical response.

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You were not wrong to post at all and I’m sorry you feel this way because of what I posted. I do understand where you are coming from but we seem like pretty different people, as far as anyone could tell online, anyhow.. I just think we have unlike views on certain things such as ‘tough love’. I don’t see any of this as tough love. I know you are well intentioned, so am I.. we’re just different people.

posted December 20, 2006 11:17 PM         

Oh and yea when I said that I loved your passion, this is the context i was speaking of: Passion is neither good or bad, its the effort your put forth that matters, whether or not your envious, which was definitely stupid of me to even put that word in this thread, because envy is the one thing that destroys female relationships, how terrible of me to say such thing. I hope you can find the patience to forgive me for accusing you of such ridiculous things, and i would be glad to do the same for you.

So lets quit with the stress, because I know your stressed with this, who wouldn't be? Besides I don't want to take up all of your time, your such a highly intelligent woman and i'm sure you have much more to do with your time than sit around and try to teach a 16 year old. Job well done.

posted December 20, 2006 11:26 PM         

It was already over in my mind as soon as I finished posting that last post.

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I don't want to take up all of your time, your such a highly intelligent woman and i'm sure you have much more to do with your time than sit around and try to teach a 16 year old.

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Don't worry, you didn't take up any of my time at all. I'm on holidays, it's almost Christmas and I have plenty of time on my hands.

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Good luck with everything. There's nothing to forgive. It is wrong towards yourself to act this way, not me.. so please don't apologise. I meant everything I said about hoping you do achieve everything you have in mind.

posted December 21, 2006 10:09 AM         

Be kind to yerself....

Sending calm to you...

posted December 21, 2006 02:40 PM         

Not now....learn to protect yourself girl...

posted December 23, 2006 03:36 PM         

cheers everyone!!!

to all.. and to all, a happy holiday!!!

posted December 23, 2006 08:50 PM         

And when I start to stress, it really takes a toll on my health, i'll get headaches, the severity of the headache depending upon the amount of stress, like for example how i have good synastry with putin and all, well he supposedly has a picture of oksana fedorova in his office, that really stressed me out, i would get minor flu like sick, but it would stay for a while despite it being minor, most of it was caused by anger that wasn't appropriate to express. Come to think of it I still feel that way.

(if your interested in the synastry its in a thread called 'i'm so ashamed' in soul unions forum)

But that was just an example of some sort of stress i go through. Another example is when i'm doing something for school, i'm virgo rising 1st decane with moon in 6th, and mars conj. p.fort conj MC, so i have this obsession with having everything done right, done on time or early, and i never, ever like to procrastinate, unless i have something against doing it, and just recently i had an assignment for my research project and i was totally freaking out because the printer wouldnt work for half a week.

But all this about stress does tie into the reason why its hard for people who live and breathe off of their enviornments to put up their personal psychic defense field, for us, its kind of innactive, unless our lives or the lives of the ones we love are threatened.

posted December 24, 2006 03:20 AM         

shhhhhh

little tingling sensations occur,

eyes shut...you are feeling asleep

then you feel something pour onto you

it's luminecent, full, heavy for a moment

posted December 26, 2006 10:39 PM         

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psychic defense is listening
shhhhhh

little tingling sensations occur,

eyes shut...you are feeling asleep

then you feel something pour onto you

it's luminecent, full, heavy for a moment

you feel the center of your chest flutter, then spin, then WARM...that feeling becomes evident, forever.

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wow!

posted December 27, 2006 12:12 AM         

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i get all these sort of terrible headaches, occasional migranes, and a few stomach aches, hence my Moon in 6th, opp. my AC, 6th cusp Aquarius, Uranus in IC.

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Hey neat o.
I'm similarily placed, though with different sign vibrations.And my Aqua is cusping seventh house.. but my moon is in sixth and Uranus in IC.