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Topic: i'm loosing it again, sigh!
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TheEvolution
Knowflake Posts: 715
From: Mumbai, India
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted April 09, 2007 01:19 PM
 
is there some transist going on currently which would bother a sagittarian. like a mercury transist or so. i'm feeling down again. with great difficulty i have managed to bring balance but like before it is withering away. i have taken on a java course and of i see it till the end (which is just two months) i'm likey to get an IT job. but as days pass i'm feeling more disinterested in the subject. last two lectures i have my mind blank and am not able to go with the flow. any astro advice from anyone?IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 11943
From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted April 10, 2007 01:32 AM
Jupiter and Pluto are in Sagittarius right now. Mars, Uranus, and Mercury are all in squaring sign Pisces. What do you think? IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 11943
From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted April 10, 2007 01:34 AM
Oh, and Pluto, Jupiter, and Saturn are all retrograde at the moment.IP: Logged |
Motherkonfessor
Knowflake Posts: 1140
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Registered: Oct 2003
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posted April 10, 2007 01:44 AM
My, what pleasant transits.... Gack. MK IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 11943
From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted April 10, 2007 02:01 AM
I think Uranus is the best candidate for the culprit since it deals with technology and sudden changes. Of course, a lot of this sort of thing happens with young Mutables I'm sure.IP: Logged |
TheEvolution
Knowflake Posts: 715
From: Mumbai, India
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted April 10, 2007 02:21 AM
heck! i dont understand. i have stopped taking medicines since a week now. i dont want to live on them anymmore.IP: Logged |
AcousticGod
Knowflake Posts: 11943
From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005
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posted April 10, 2007 02:42 AM
So you're saying that by having stopped taking medicine that you've lost interest in your studies? If that's the case, then perhaps you should consider staying on the medicine until your studies are complete. That way you won't waste your school time, or the money you've paid for school.You know this is coming from a Capricorn. If something is being helpful and beneficial, hold on to it for as long as you need it. IP: Logged |
TheEvolution
Knowflake Posts: 715
From: Mumbai, India
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted April 10, 2007 03:22 AM
i had not been feeling any better with the medicines either AG. they were sort of tranqilizers. and with them i wont be able to get angry or sad. that rather kept all my emotions within me and suffocated me from within. anyway, this week i have decided to rewise all my java notes and check if it helps me this weekend during my lectures. i had not been doing so earlier.IP: Logged |
proudarcher
Knowflake Posts: 65
From: cambridge,ontario,canada
Registered: Aug 2006
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posted April 13, 2007 10:05 PM
Im also a sag, and I feel like u a lot of times.My advice is just to lay low and go day by day. I started a new job a little over a month ago and now I feel so-so about it. I don't know what to do , or what direction I should take. Very bleak, is how I feel.
Even when things are supposed to be great for sag's, its not that great for me. I always feel like I need more.
So from one sag to another, i'm with uIP: Logged |
TheEvolution
Knowflake Posts: 715
From: Mumbai, India
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted April 15, 2007 10:00 AM
my job thing was the same. i joined a very good call center called convergys, which infact is the largest in the world, was getting paid a decent 15000 ruppees but left just in 4 months. one fine day i just decided i dont want to do it anymore.tell me something proudarcher, is there anyone in ur life that u feel is causing this trouble? i have some stong -ve vibes for my leo mother. IP: Logged |
proudarcher
Knowflake Posts: 65
From: cambridge,ontario,canada
Registered: Aug 2006
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posted April 15, 2007 05:51 PM
Well I have been having the same problems with a friend of mine for about a year now. I have written about him on here before. Its pretty much an ongoing struggle that is making me so drained. I met this person in my last job, and we are very close, but im trying to change this. Its so hard to do. Its kinda interesting though because I am having problems with a lot of my relationships. Friends, my mother also(but that has been for years) , my father, my one sister. So a lot of people. I just feel so pulled to do things, or be something that I can't or don't want to and no one seems to understand. And at the same time I personally don't know what I want but I do know what I don't want, lol. Thats why everything feels so bleak. I just feel lonely all the time. I could be in a whole crowd of my closest friends and my family and I just feel like no one gets me, or understands anything about me. Tell me more I hope that someone understands how I feel. So what happened with u and your mother? IP: Logged |
CoralFrequency
Knowflake Posts: 1056
From:
Registered: Feb 2007
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posted April 15, 2007 07:55 PM
What if you move out? Is there no possibility for you to do that?When you had that job you could've probably moved out.. right? The next job you get I strongly suggest you go and live elsewhere.. You could always get a room mate, if you don't have the money to pay rent on your own. Might be a case of laziness vs your mental health. I’m sure it’s easier to live with your parents, for financial reasons.. but is it worth the psychological problems it’s causing you? You always complain about your family situation. If it affects you that badly.. honestly, don't live with it. It's bad for you primarily.. but also bad for your relationship with your parents (specially your mum).. If you weren't living under the same roof, maybe you could actually have a conversation with her..
Some people are hard to live with and some people find living with others hard. There are many people I care about, but if I had to live with them.. I’d just about feel like strangling them lol and I’m sure they’d feel the same way.
You’d like your parents a lot more if you weren’t all under the same roof daily. IP: Logged |
TheEvolution
Knowflake Posts: 715
From: Mumbai, India
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted April 16, 2007 01:58 AM
i have been wanting seperation for almost 6 years now. but the only reason i'm not seperated is me myself! first i dont stick to a job and thus dont have a steady income. second, i waste all the money on outside food, movies and gadgets (mobiles, ipod, pc peripherial). recently i have been complaining to my dad as to why he doesnt get me a rented apartment. i have realised how ridiculous those demands were for a 23 year old male! i have the option of living alone open but i certainly cant ask my dad to pay for it.these days i'm taking a programming course in java and seriously not giving it effort. and thats entierly my fault. my prof who is an IT consultant has actually promised me he will get me a job in IT if i practice well and do some small case study projects. still i procrastinate. let me not blame my parents anymore! IP: Logged |
InLoveWithLife
Knowflake Posts: 1530
From: Wonderland
Registered: Aug 2006
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posted April 17, 2007 09:41 AM
Evo, why don't you post your chart on the astrology forum, if you are comfortable with it. someone might be able to help you with transits etc. Pluto has been in sagittarius for quite some time. may be that has something to do with it.
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believe me, if you leave your home, and take up an apartment elsewhere, you won't leave your job as easily  so i suggest tht as soon as u land a job, you make your move. once u get used to the independence, firstly your depression etc would be better, so you would be able to concentrate on your job better. secondly, having once lived alone without the discord, you won't feel like going back, and value your job more for the independence it gives you. That might make you more likely to stick to it. independence is addictive IP: Logged |
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