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posted May 31, 2008 09:51 AM         

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you're clearly a highly creative person and with sun, merc, venus conjuct - definitely would write beautifully. it would just be an extension of your being.
like you i'm always quite positive and optimistic - i do get down and when i do its very very down but i don't stay there for long.
how come you don't make music anymore? did life and responsibilities get in the way or did you feel you weren't good enough? hope i'm not asking deeply personal questions. just think this is such a huge part of you - certainly to not be doing anymore.
i must admit i love melancholy music - even though i'm quite up - it helps me connect to my feelings. music is in my soul - it means a great deal to me.

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posted May 31, 2008 09:56 AM         

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did you know you're 9 days older than christian bale? just some odd trivia.

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posted May 31, 2008 10:06 AM         

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You sooo get me!!!
I'm a lot like you i can get very down,but it's not a place a like to be,so i try not to dwell there too long.
Strange that i've been thinking about making music again,and you are spot on about thinking i'm not good enough,i don't know though,it's a complicated thing,having a lot of planets in third can be a bit distracting,in feeling bored with things then coming back later.I think with making music your soul has to have something to say otherwise the song can feel shallow,i guess i just haven't had much to say musically for a while,but my creativity can take many different forms,i can even do the dishes creativily lol

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posted May 31, 2008 10:17 AM         

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yeah - we seem to be on the same wavelength. i'm very creative too - and yes, yes, yes - i'm the same - with the dishes, literally - i've been like that since i was little. lol. funny about the music - i felt that you had been thinking about it - i believe that nothing is coincidence so all the conversation so far - emanating from chiron - and i can't tell you why - it was the very first thing i noticed - so maybe its to inspire you to go forward with music - and in doing that - i'm meant to not be a hypocrite and get on with my writing. i feel not good enough with the writing too - even stopped doing it for that reason.

oh, and i have to say this. what you said about getting down and not being able to stand it. i was going to say the same thing - its just so painful that i do the work that needs to be done to get out of that hole. quickly as possible - can't stand to dwell there. so get you on that.

having a lot of aries is hard too - definitely get bored easily as well. i'd say you have a great deal to say actually - and a lot of depth - you don't get to be 34 and be really hard on yourself without a great many f**k ups and hard won lessons. truly! there'd be a whole lot there to channel into beautiful music - even if it is melancholy - it still helps others find something within themselves and there's nothing shallow about that. i think that's really beautiful actually. like i said - music - it just means so much to me - i feel it in the deepest caverns of my soul - it's everything. i more than love it. i just have no talent at it - unfortunately.

like me you are probably your own worst enemy and judge yourself far more harshly than anyone else would.

i have found a really great site for charts - they're free - try this and see if it helps/guides/inspires you - adze.com - go down to guests and click on that and then go down that next page and click on superpower report - enter your info and the most amazing report comes up.

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posted May 31, 2008 10:29 AM         

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Thanx PA,you are a kindred spirit

I'm gonna check out that site

Oh, getting back on topic lol,the epsiode of top gear where James is flying the plane and racing Jeremy back really makes me laugh.Richard gets really narky with James lol.

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posted May 31, 2008 10:32 AM         

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yeah - saw that and had a good laugh. hamster did get quite narky. james seems to consistently take on all these challenges that he is unable to either just simply do or complete. that episode had me laughing simply because he wasn't qualified to fly at night - lol. and you can always tell somethings up with him because he goes even quieter than he is - however possible that is. i think my jaw hit the ground when he announced that to richard. what the????????

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posted May 31, 2008 10:35 AM         

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kindred spirit. yeah - it seems so doesn't it.

i suspect that somewhere in there hidden is a deeply spiritual (and considerably wise) person and soul that doesn't always get the chance to show it to the world as you would like to for a whole number of reasons. just like me.

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posted May 31, 2008 10:38 AM         

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back to that episode - i loved it when jezza stopped and stuffed around and then realised he had lost too much time and had to catch up. lol.

did you see the episode where the three of them were racing - hamster in the zonda and captain slow in the ferarri i think and jez in the ford gt where he had to keep refuelling - lol. and their cars got stuck in the car park. i was in pieces on the floor laughing at that. and when jez stopped for fuel richard commented that here is the ford in its natural habitat, the fuel pump - sounding like a attenborough animal documentary - it was hysterical.

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posted May 31, 2008 10:47 AM         

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is james possibly the worst navigator in the world? he' always getting lost.

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posted May 31, 2008 11:02 AM         

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"i suspect that somewhere in there hidden is a deeply spiritual (and considerably wise) person and soul that doesn't always get the chance to show it to the world as you would like to for a whole number of reasons. just like me."

Lol,that's my sense of humour as well,the attenborough thing,very sarcastic!!

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posted May 31, 2008 11:17 AM         

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yeah - thats 100% my sense of humour too. so dry - very witty and very very funny. that's what i love about richard. he's not as incisive as clarkson. that man is so insightful and clever - i just really think he's brilliant.

just looked this up:
jez is aries
hamster is sagi
captain slow is capi

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posted May 31, 2008 11:25 AM         

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I had a feeling Jezza was a Aries,
i thought Captain slow was a Bore-us(Taurus)
but Cappy makes sense.

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posted May 31, 2008 11:31 AM         

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just looking at his chart - but don't have birth time - he has moon in libra. surprising! wonder what his ascendant would be? he could be a double aries - or even gemini ascendant? possibly sagi? really wouldn't be surprised if it was aquarius actually. and that would fit wouldn't it?

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posted May 31, 2008 11:35 AM         

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he has mercury in pisces. wow! that's thrown me. i would have thought it would be in aries. his venus is in aries. venus for a man is the type of woman he's attracted to so wonder what his wife is like? you know, i've found that frequently people who are quite vivacious are married to dead bores. strange anomoly that one. he would need someone mentally stimulating. he'd be amused and delighted with some verbal sparring. a good debate. someone witty and intelligent. have no idea how that led to that. anyway........

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posted May 31, 2008 11:37 AM         

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sorry - just realised you wouldn't know who i'm making reference to. jezza. oh yeah - i said double aries in there somewhere - so it could only be him. i'm so silly!

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posted May 31, 2008 11:43 AM         

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That's kinda weird i was thinking just how 'hidden' his wife seems,i get the vibe that she's a homebody type who doesn't like the spotlight.
His mercury is in pisces? (that surprises me as well).I wonder what jezza's ASC is,i'd guess Leo as he is sooooo
tall.
EDIT yea Aquarius fits as well

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posted May 31, 2008 11:46 AM         

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omg - i think you're right. leo - yes - it fits him perfectly. and here i was thinking aqua! very good. doesn't that just fit his ego - and also the way he's seen.

yes, she must be a homebody. wasn't he caught kissing someone else a couple of years ago? naughty boy.

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posted May 31, 2008 11:48 AM         

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Lol we are both backtracking and editing posts.

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posted May 31, 2008 11:49 AM         

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here's another one i wouldn't have picked. hamster has taurus moon. merc in capi. venus in sagi. mars in pisces. i always feel like this guy is a kindred spirit for me. always. don't know why though. just a huge feeling.

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posted May 31, 2008 11:50 AM         

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yeah - i can see your edits too.
lol

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posted May 31, 2008 11:51 AM         

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"wasn't he caught kissing someone else a couple of years ago? naughty boy."

Typical Aries boredom there lol,i'd guess his wife is either a Cancer or Taurus,cancer sun would work with his pisces mercury and would be 'homebodyish'

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posted May 31, 2008 11:55 AM         

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did you know that captain slow was born in bristol? he has libra moon too!!!!!

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posted May 31, 2008 11:56 AM         

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lol - "typical aries boredom" - we're not all like that you know.

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posted May 31, 2008 12:00 PM         

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like some weird stalker i am now trying to find information on jezza's wife. lol - what have i become?

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posted May 31, 2008 12:00 PM         

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I didn't know he was born in my home town...cool
There is an episode where they set out from my hometown to the Lapdancing club "Peppermint Rhinocerous" as i think Jezza called it lol

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