posted July 28, 2008 04:39 AM         

But yes, I`m back. And glad to see you again.

I`m still with my parents, so can`t really talk in depth here. But well, I failed my mission.
Didnīt get a chance to talk to him.
(Which btw made me aware of HOW much I really wanted to).

Still, the trip was interesting and not a complete failure in some regards.

And GOD, I MISS him. Can youb elieve it?
But after having seen him on 3 days (well, I did only visit two performances), it just feels like a real bad bad joke that I am not going to see him yesterday or today or tomorrow.
Something or someone is seriously lacking here.

posted July 28, 2008 06:09 AM         

that is not what i was hoping you were going to come back with. i'm so frustrated for you.

posted July 28, 2008 07:51 AM         

And the thing is, I really do miss him now. No picture can`t do him justice, neither pictures nor videos somehow manage to capture his vibrant personality, his "aura", and that is what I miss.

Ah, as I said on saturday, I got it bad, I got it real bad, haven`t I?

I really feel like I`m on the brink of falling in love with him; I`m just not sure on which side of the brink I am.

(And yeah I know you can`t fall in "love" with someone you don`t even know; then maybe I`m just falling into "attraction"?)