posted January 03, 2001 02:25 PM         

I've returned from the other site where I had a" war" with my Twin. Weary, I flew away .. for now. I flew in as Tink, what he was used to in the past. Boy, was he surprised. He thinks he's a closet gay. I know he's not. Most straight man I've ever met. What's so funny is that most people from that site actually think we are one same person and are calling him schoz because we sound too much alike or something like that. I guess I am walking alone without my twin in this time/space. It would take a miracle to bring him out of darkness.

YIVY,

Last night I had a strange dream of Betty White, the actress from "Golden Girls", one of my fave programs. In that dream, she was trying to introduce me into gay life which I refused. Betty White herself isn't gay in real life so I believe it must be some kind of a message for me and am wondering if you could pull out the truth from

"BETTY WHITE IN MY DREAM"

Thanks and love to you all!

posted January 04, 2001 11:17 PM         

BETTY WHITE IN MY DREAMS

IN A DREAM..
I MET BETTY WHITE...
WHY?

MAY THERE BE A HINT
HID IN THAT DREAM?
A HINT I NEED...

ARE WE A TEAM?
BETTY AND I..
WERE WE AT WAR?
YET, WE WEREN'T MAD..
WERE WE?

HEY, WAIT...
THAT BETTY MITE BE
MY TWIN!

I BET IN MY
'HEAD' DIARY
IN A DREAMY WAY
BETTY IS MY TWIN!

I SEE...
WAIT! ..BETTY
MITE BE ME!

DRAT! THAT IS
WEIRD AND EERIE..
A BIT BATTY..

WAIT..I SEE WHAT IT IS -
IS IT TIME I ADMIT
THAT MY TWIN IS HERE
WITH A HARD HEART..
A WISHY-WASHY HEART

TIME I ADMIT
HE AIN'T HERE
THAT I MEND...

HE IS HERE THAT
I HEAR MY HEART BEAT
THAT I MEET ME
THIS YEAR!

THAT THE 'EWE'
IN A 'RAM-EWE' TEAM
DREAM THEIR DREAM...

HE ISN'T READY YET -
I AM...

THERE THAT IS IT!
I AM READY - MY DREAM
I WRITE - I END MY WAR
WITH HIM...HE STILL
NEEDS TIME..

HE ISN'T HERE
AS A TEAM...
NEITHER AM I..
IT MITE BE YEARS
'ERE HE IS READY.

IT MITE BE THAT
HE DIES - HAS RE-BIRTH
YES, YEARS AND YEARS.

YET, I STAND IN
MY WAY AND WIN!
AND, YES, WAIT 'ERE
HE IS READY..MY TWIN!

HEY!!! NEAT, BETTY!!

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posted January 06, 2001 11:54 AM         

It has been terrible seeing my Twin like this, but nothing has changed my feelings for him. My love for him is stronger. I've known him at his best, now at his worst. I just trust in Love itself and in my Twin.

Thank you so much, YIVY. You've been so wonderful and a gifted lexigrammer guided by your little druids.