posted May 02, 2002 09:45 AM         

Last night, my Sag pulled yet another inconsiderate move. Instead of jumping to any conclusions, I decided I needed to take a step back and re-think my plan. Then, before I went to sleep, I asked my Higher S-Elf to help me with this situation. I know I dreamt a lot, but the only thing I really remembered this morning was that I was supposed to look at a LEXI of this phrase "external abundance." So, please let me know what the druids have to say!

Thank you so much-

posted May 02, 2002 09:32 PM         

RELAX, DEAR
A BEAU CAN BLUNDER

A BLUNDER UNBALANCED A CLEAN DANCE

BE TENDER AT BEAU
BEAU NEED A NEUTRAL NATURE

LEARN BEAU EXTERNAL NATURE
A LUNAR NATURE

posted May 03, 2002 12:43 AM         

Caileah...

posted May 03, 2002 01:49 AM         

DANCE (THE) ETERNAL DANCE

LATE DATE

NEAR TEAR(S)= BEAU EXTRA LATE

NEAR-LEE A DUNCE
sorry Hopeful....couldn't resist a little levity!!Believe me, my significant other fits this category on many ocassions!!!

posted May 03, 2002 09:52 AM         

YIVY - thanks for mentioning you were feeling a bit "off" this week. Perhaps that's all it is with my Sag. As for the dreams, nothing from last night - so I find it especially interesting I hung on to this phrase!

Have a wonderful day everyone!

posted May 10, 2002 02:00 PM         

EXTERNAL ABUNDANCE

RELAX DEAR....U CAN'T
RUN. ENTER A TRUE -U-
DANCE AND U ALTER A
'BLUE' BRAND U CART.

DANCE A TRUE -U- DANCE
AND U CAN'T BE BLUE.
LEARN BALANCE AND DANCE.

CURE A 'BLUNT' U - RELAX
AND U DETER A BLUE CREED.
ENTER A TRANCE AND LEARN
-- BALANCE --...

A BURNT TREE CAN'T DANCE.
A RUDE RAT CAN'T BE TENDER.
A BLUE 'NUT' CAN'T LEARN -

LEARN BALANCE AND U CREATE
A TRUE -U-. RELAX AND U
LET A TENDER 'DEAR' RE-TURN.

ENTER A TRANCE AND LEARN
-RELAX-! LEARN BALANCE
AND U ARE REAL!

BE RELAXED AND 'BLUE'
CAN'T ENTER. LEARN A
BALANCE ACT AND U CAN
DANCE A TRUE TUNE.

NEXT U CAN END A BAD
NEED. AN EXTRA BIT U
CAN LEARN LATER, AND
CURB A CRUDE-BURNT
DEAL.

RELAX DEAR...AND LEARN
BALANCE. LATER ENTER
A TRANCE AND LEARN A
'REAL U' DANCE.

LET RELAX AND BALANCE
LEAD U...AND LEARN A
TRUE DANCE! U CAN
BEAT 'BLUE' -

RELAX AND LEARN U CAN
DARE A 'REAL U' DANCE!

U CAN...RELAX!

posted May 10, 2002 03:23 PM         

Aren't you impressed at how well I'm doing with patience?!

Thank you soooo much for your wonderful LEXI! You're timing is perfect. I found it very interesting as I was expecting a lexi relating to Mr. Sag, but it was so much about me - and so ON! I find it interesting that this is the message my Higher S-Elf sent - clearly much more wise than me!!

This week, Sag contacted me - very apologetic - wanted to have dinner to explain. I was being pursued! I panicked - I got scared - and he had to cancel!!! (I K-Now this is what I've been wanting! I lapsed into commitmentphobia.) He has not yet caught up with me, so I'm struggling to stay positive again today, which is why your timing is perfect.

Would you believe I have "RELAX" on my computer screen?! I'm curious to know if you interpret this LEXI the same way I do - that essentially if I relax (which I am trying to do with meditation and positive thinking) then there won't be bad (blue) times and my positive energy will invite the Sag to return?

FYI, I've also been trying to vision the white light as you suggested and saying "cancel" when those doubts start to creep up. Any other suggestions?

You are amazing!

posted May 10, 2002 09:48 PM         

I got the 'feeling' it was telling you not to push things, but to relax and let them happen...dance.

And to balance your emotions, not go to extreme ends.

Was that the 'feelings' you got from the LEXI?

The CANCEL thing does work, but you really have to dis-believe it happened after you cancel...like totally forget it!

posted May 13, 2002 10:00 AM         

I definitely got the feeling from your LEXI that if I relax and go with the flow that the things I've been ORDAINING will happen! It's hard when I get tired or discouraged, but I am making progress and learning that I can't control everything and, most importantly for me, can't determine the time in which things happen. AHHHHH! Patience is so hard for me.

I do find it amazing this phrase came to me in a dream. That indicates to me that I AM connecting with my subconscious/higher s-Elf. That makes me feel happy and tingly.

Thanks for your help!