posted October 18, 2013 11:34 AM
Okay so, I was looking up the same Synastry chart, The one from my last question about my teacher.
Well I noticed we have a Venus square Pluto. I looked up this aspect and it is VERY accurate to what I was going through. It summed it all up.
Venus Square Pluto in the 8th house.
We also have Sun conjunct Pluto and Mars Trine Neptune.
(Venus Square Pluto)
It feels like I am being watched by him. It felt like I couldn't hide from him. He was very creepy and kind of weird. It always seemed like he was trying to control me.
Well I am my own person. And I noticed that Pluto (him) doesn't like the fact I can make my own decisions. He doesn't like the fact I can stand alone from the crowd. He doesn't like the fact that he has no ability to control me. My train of thought he would try to manipulate. He would try to tweak my words to make it seem like I was lying or that I was was saying something completely different to my first approach. He would try to make me feel a certain way about him. He would try to make me feel like I can trust him. He was basically trying to shove ''rose-colored glasses'' onto my face. Which he miserably failed at. Since this aspect was in the 8th house. It felt like he was trying to control my of independents.
He was very forceful.. for example, If he wanted me to drink a glass of water..but I preferred a glass of juice. He'd lose his sh*t.
(Sun conjunct Pluto)
He was fascinated by me, I mean TRULY fascinated. Is like he couldn't keep himself away from me. I think deep inside he felt the need to be around me.
(Mars Trine Neptune)(Please correct me If I am wrong)
He felt like I didn't think he was enough.
He was confident in his ''weird'' approaches but isn't confident in how he thinks I think I feel. He was trying to make himself into kind of what I wanted. but then I started to realize that I am being tricked so I pulled away from him. I saw through his dirty flaws & tricks. Which made me turn on him. And he didn't like that. He didn't like my practical nature./ (Venus in Capricorn)
He is a Scorpio sun,Aquarius moon,Sagittarius Mercury/Neptune,Venus in Libra/Saturn/Pluto,Virgo in Mars,Jupiter in Scorpio/Uranus
I have Scorpio sun, Pisces moon,Scorpio mercury, Venus in Capricorn/Uranus/Neptune
Mars in Virgo,Jupiter/Saturn in Taurus. Pluto in Scorpio