posted December 27, 2013 08:21 AM
I'm just in a ponder (and my head won't stop thinking about it) if our relationships are brought together through Karma and through a universal force bringing both together, can you meet that person and they not know this? Can you intuitively know before without actually knowing them?
Until recently I've never had that happen. I can't discern infactuation from instincts and I'm struggling to know if it's a head thing or a heart.
How do you work it out? Or is it only time?
I've had an image of a partner in my head and always felt that 'he' would be the type of bloke I'd be happy with. Recently I saw a guy that closely matched, I can't stop thinking about him, and I feel like I'm going mad!
The ridiculous thing is I've never met him (no it's not a celeb infactuation btw ) I happened to come across his profile online and is local to me. He removed his account the next day after I saw his profile and I was totally gutted... So I searched for him as I saw he was local, he had his profession and I looked for that and hey presto I found him on fb (I got butterflies instantly) and ever since I've looked at it more than a few times a day like a stupid teenager with a crush! I'm 27 for goodness sakes what's wrong with me!?
Ok I hope that didn't sound like I'm a stalker, I'm really not and this isn't something I usually do, especially as I'm in a near 10 year upsetting relationship that we both know is at make it break point (I recently had my chart done in readings section which you're welcome to read to understand the situation). Again this isn't something I do and I most also address that our relation problems started wayyyy before I clocked this guy (he is single).
See when I try to detach myself and try and gain perspective over this, I think well this could be just me trying to replace feeling I've not felt with my partner, it doesn't mean anything and that I just need to focus on sorting my mind out.
That last only maybe a maximum of an hour and I'm back on visualising myself with this man I'VE NEVER MET! Why am I doing this to myself???! It's driving me nutty, I just can't stop thinking about him.
Has this ever happened to anyone here? What do I do?