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The passenger
Knowflake

Posts: 44
From: Taipei, Taiwan
Registered: Jan 2004

posted February 26, 2004 01:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for The passenger     Edit/Delete Message
This is my pathetic, long story.

I'm so confused. I'm in trouble.

There are these two people- A and B. I dare share my intimate secrets here because I trust that they will never log on to this website. A was spiritually unenlightened and B doesn't give a d**n about Linda. And also, they are driving me mad. I must talk about this to someone.

Oddly, both of their lexigrams reveal that they are liars. Indeed. A lied a BIG time. He ripped my heart out, stole my soul and tore it up into fine pieces. He was not conventional Scales, for he has a Capricorn ascendent and heavy tenth house influences. He was a downright materialist. One good thing about him was that, he was not promiscuous.

B is a Fish who seems swimming down the stream. He always conceals things from me, which leaves me so frustrated. He's an escapist, a spiritualist and he is the one who recommended me to read the 'Conversations with God' trilogy. But he's promiscuous.

Their lexigrams even reveal their mortality (A's being 'I die old' and B's being 'I die early in I***a), which causes me to worry about B a great deal. According to his lexigrams, it is going to happen where he's heading towards next. Exactly the place. All I can do is pray for him every day.

B always makes me feel like floating. A made me crash and burn. I solemnly believe in reincarnation because of A. One Sunday afternoon, when I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine, I suddenly recognised them...I had met him before. I knew so. We could read each other's mind without saying a word. We were in such PERFECT harmony...

A changed my life forever. He was my only love, and may always shall be. But B also changed my life for better a great deal. Ironically, I met both of them at the same place...and they absolutely hated each other.

It's been almost two years since A and I parted, but the flame still burns, and it still hurts. Sometimes I wonder if he is just my affliction, my illusion...but I knew I'd found my Twin Self...and I have a hunch that one day we shall meet again...not because I look forward to it. I doubt if we can ever reconcile.

Their lexigrams tell it all. A possesses wisdom, but he uses it lowly. B is attractive but he has got some issues...

So that was my pathetic long story. I think I need some good advice...let me know what you think...I'm helpless.

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Dana

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FishKitten
Knowflake

Posts: 374
From: beautiful, hidden mountain village, BC, Canada
Registered: Aug 2003

posted February 26, 2004 02:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for FishKitten     Edit/Delete Message
You are not helpless, dear Passenger, you just haven't discovered where your path will lead next. Just be...find joy in simple moments...and your path will rise to meet you. A third (and probably fourth and fifth and sixth) possibility will present themselves when you are ready to move on. Don't hang on to old hurts, but look instead for new reasons to smile. They always come. When you catch the hint of a scent of roses or lilacs, coming from seemingly nowhere, you will know that your personal angels are helping to guide your steps.

Love and Peace.

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The passenger
Knowflake

Posts: 44
From: Taipei, Taiwan
Registered: Jan 2004

posted February 26, 2004 09:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for The passenger     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you FishKitten. I'll try...I guess...I hope...A took my S-elf away. He was gone. For good. My soul was gone for good. I've been so haunted by that experience. It was a stunning, amazing place, with breath-taking mountains and lakes...somehow I feel half of me still remains there...

I'll try...it is painful...but I'll try...

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Dana

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Miracle
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Posts: 581
From: Croatia
Registered: Jan 2002

posted February 29, 2004 07:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Miracle     Edit/Delete Message
Dear Passenger,
Your story is not pathetic & you are not helpless darling. Your stories are a mechanism prepared by Universe for you in order to enable you to grow... look at it positively, it must have taught you to do something right, and isn't that (at least just a little?) wonderful?

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The passenger
Knowflake

Posts: 44
From: Taipei, Taiwan
Registered: Jan 2004

posted February 29, 2004 11:38 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for The passenger     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you Miracle for your encouragement...the whole thing has made a profound impact on me...I even wrote a poem titled 'Who's My Beloved One?'. I should move on...I am so fond of and so attracted to B the Fish and I care about him so much...and he changed my life for better, unlike A. Maybe I should try...we are more than friends...

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Dana

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Miracle
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Posts: 581
From: Croatia
Registered: Jan 2002

posted March 03, 2004 12:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Miracle     Edit/Delete Message

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