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charmainec
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posted August 14, 2008 07:58 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message
A long time ago I was physically attacked by a thing I call the 'black ball'. It was levitating from the ground and looked dark grey with moving particles inside. It scratched me several times on my hands and arms (I used my arms to block my face) and still have two scars on my hands.This is just a very short version of what happend and all witnessed by my then little sister.

A friend told me that the thing that attacked me is called an ectoplasm - I don't know if the spelling is correct. These things are spirits trying to manifest in the physical form. White ones are good and the dark ones are bad. I do not know if this is true.

Lately I can feel the presence of this 'black ball' again. I do not wish to have another physical attack again!It also has very negative energy.Sometimes the presence is VERY strong and I remove myself from the room I am in at the time. I do use white light and burn Frankenscence but it's like this thing is constantly lurking around me.

Is there anything else I can do and does anyone have a clue to what this might be?

Thank you

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What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

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fieryscales
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posted August 14, 2008 10:28 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for fieryscales     Edit/Delete Message
Sorry to hear that it is back again but I do not know what to suggest

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hippichick
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posted August 14, 2008 10:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message
Two schools of thought, both I have employed with psychic attacts, not physical, but with energy it is all the same anyway.

1) The white light is a GOOD protection plan, but the flaw with it is that you need to constantly remind yourself to keep up the veil. Use more than white light, surround yourself with anything you feel to be protective, like a suit of armour, holding a sword or gun, expand the white light into shades of purple and gold as well. Use ptotective talismans, gemstones, runes, etc. (these are very personal and you will have to discover your own.) Pray for protection ask the angels, etc.

2) Throw the negative energy back at it. Get mad, get real mad! Hold up a visualized mirror and send the crap back at it so that it may destroy itself!

I used to think pure love could prevail over all evil, but I have come to know, sometimes you have to fight fire with fire, get down to the level of the attacker, with a spirit of pure love still inside of you, but you can get nasty!

blessings

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hippichick
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posted August 14, 2008 10:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message
ps it could be many things, a negative entity, some human's negative energy taking the form of a black ball, some earth-bound soul who has attached itself to you for any reason.

I am feeling the need for you to pray, alot for this blackness and protect yourself.

O, and watch the company you keep. Right down to your family. Stay away from negative, toxic people. Negative energy feeds on negative energy. Be-come light and love and carry an air of positive with you all of the time.

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted August 14, 2008 01:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message

Blue Sage, Palo Santo, and Dragon's Blood are strong protectors and purifiers.

You might try a cleansing ritual with one or more of these three.

Also, make any possible efforts to raise your own vibration.

Try to think positively and cultivate compassion for yourself and others.


Good Luck!
hsc

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charmainec
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posted August 14, 2008 04:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you. However fighting fire with fire is not me ( pisces rising ). I do tend to absorb energies, positive and negative. Compassion I have. At times we tend to get so busy we do forget about the white light. Pray is important to me. It's just that this thing is suddenly back and I have to be on high alert all the time.

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fieryscales
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posted August 14, 2008 05:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for fieryscales     Edit/Delete Message
I find it odd that this thing has suddenly come back to you, Char? Something must have caused it to?

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hippichick
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posted August 14, 2008 06:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message
Char

I am a Pisces sun, and I have had to learn to fight fire with fire, too much of a doormat is not such a good thing.

blessings

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future_uncertain
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posted August 14, 2008 10:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for future_uncertain     Edit/Delete Message
How awful! I've never experienced anything like this. Is there any common denominator in their occurrences? People who have entered/left your life, feelings you've been having, stress, lack of sleep, etc? Make sure you're getting plenty of rest and eating well to keep up your health. Try to build yourself up as much as possible when you're away from home so you can bring some of that strength with you.

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PeaceAngel
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posted August 15, 2008 12:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for PeaceAngel     Edit/Delete Message
hippichick suggested the white light - which is always a good one. another one i use is mirrors - surround yourself with psychic mirrors so that negativity not only is deflected from you but returned to its source - i always do it with love. also, if i feel uncomfortable with something around me i just say that i don't accept any negativity near any part of me or my life. and i ask my guides to shield me from all negativity in all ways. that works for me. i agree with hippichick that you have to keep remembering to white light yourself - that's where asking and trusting your guides is good - it's done for you.

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charmainec
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posted August 15, 2008 02:08 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message
Yes, Fiery, it is very odd indeed.
Hippichick I understand what you are saying but I prefer is take a more loving approach to situations and trust me I'm no doormat ( just ask my Ram )

Future - thanks. After pondering about the situation I do remember a few weeks back I confronted someone who did something very negative and just plain evil in my eyes.She was not impressed at all and gave me a really stone cold look that gave me shivers inside. The first time I was attacked this person was around too and it's not someone I can avoid. I haven't seen her since the confrontation and no it wasn't ugly and I didn't do it with anger but did let her know that I am aware of her doings.

I am doing all that is necessary to protect mys- elf at the moment.

Thank you P.A - Since this thing has reimmerged I do not feel the protection of my angels like I used to (remember the question I asked in the Private Readings forum?)

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PeaceAngel
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posted August 15, 2008 07:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for PeaceAngel     Edit/Delete Message
charmainec

yeah, i do remember that thread. i think about it sometimes because some of the pieces didn't fit with you and that was a different experience for me so i always wonder why or if they will in the future, which sometimes happens.

my experience is that as we go along and learn our different lessons - different guides come in to help with different things - so if you're seeking that familiar energy it may have altered because different guides have come in. because we always have angels and guides around us wanting to help us. if you don't feel confident at the moment with that - then you can always go straight to the source and ask god for protection.

this is something i have done to protect myself from negativity - from human beings rather than spirit - i ask for special guardian spirit guides and their sole purpose is to protect me from all negativity. they are knights in armour - that surround me when i feel i need that protection. i feel safe and i trust them. and it works immmediately. actually it was something that someone else (a highly psychic friend) requested for me to protect me from the psychic attack from someone who kept thinking about me and i couldn't sleep for days and it worked immediately then and i use it now. she asked for some other types of guides and then i asked for knights because that is what makes me feel safe - a past life attachment/connection. i ended up using them to protect me from her, ironically, because she kept trying to get into my thoughts.

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charmainec
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posted August 15, 2008 08:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message
P.A - thanks for the advise.To be frank I'm just really drained right now and even felt tempted to smoke again. I've been sending love to this person yet I do not know if she is the sorce of the black ball.Maybe I would feel a bit better if I knew exactly what it is.Didn't sleep much last night and even my dogs were restless like they can sense something.

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What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

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charmainec
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posted August 15, 2008 08:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message
Just put on the radio and Mica - Take it easy was playing a subtle hint from the universe.

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PeaceAngel
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posted August 15, 2008 09:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for PeaceAngel     Edit/Delete Message
hi charmainec

lol - yeah, love those "subtle" messages from the universe.

if you're feeling that tired it could be that something outside of yourself is draining you. try this - first, say that you do not accept anything that is not yours and then ask that whatever is not yours be taken away from you - then if you want ask that it be returned to it's source, with love. hopefully you will pick up straight away.

there was an incident recently with the neighbour behind us who is very negative and kept sending negative energy our way so i mirrored the back fence and made it so that it reflected her intentions back to her (with love) and then i also asked that i be shown that it has been returned. a few days later she was outside and having a very personal and distressing phone conversation with someone - which was a really odd conversation to be having outside and so loudly - and i just happened to feel like going out at that time which is completely out of routine and overheard it. so, yeah, the universe hears and answers us - and speaks to us in many ways.

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PeaceAngel
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posted August 15, 2008 09:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for PeaceAngel     Edit/Delete Message
sending you lots and lots of love and protection.

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charmainec
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posted August 15, 2008 09:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message
P.A

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fieryscales
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posted August 15, 2008 11:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for fieryscales     Edit/Delete Message

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posted August 15, 2008 03:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Unmoved     Edit/Delete Message
Christ Char!

This is scary but I have more faith in you than it... whatever happens, you will win over this thing. Seriously. I know it.

Love

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