posted April 05, 2021 06:15 AM
All the usual interpretations aside, you have a T-square with Saturn in Taurus in the 2nd opposite Mars in Scorpio in the 8th, squared by Neptune in Aquarius in the 12th.From astrologyking.com:
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Mars opposite Saturn natal requires a lot of hard work to master. For some karmic reason associated with violence or sex, you have to fight hard to get what you want out of life. A certain amount of frustration and disappointment may be experienced before you enjoy the satisfaction of having your strong desires fulfilled.You will be forced to compete for your fair share. Most often your wants and needs will be blocked by another person. Though sometimes a fated event will block your path. Anger is the first step to deal with because this combination of both malefic planets can turn nasty and spiteful.
Timing is important in dealing with your anger. You tend to hold onto anger way too long which is not good for your health. Yet you also need to give yourself time to understand your feelings and plan your actions. You will find the right mix of patience and initiative with time and experience.
Other people may get angry at you or act in some nasty way to block you, lock you out or take something away from you. You may be subject to bullying, psychological or physical abuse or sexual harassment.
As a result of such opposition, you may become depressed. So it is important not to let negativity take hold because of the potential for self-abuse. It is important to always work on your self-esteem through a positive attitude and physical exercise. Muscular strength and self-confidence will deter many people who would potentially hurt you.
Physical activity that teaches self-discipline is the ultimate positive manifestation of this aspect. Martial arts or boxing would do wonders for your self-esteem. Such activities also burn up any stored negative energy like anger and hate.
While young you may have trouble with authority figures such as your dad, teachers, and police. If so, they would, in fact, have been teaching you valuable lessons about self-control and anger management. As a result, you will become a master of discipline, patience, and steely determination.
Seeing the house placements, also with their natural sign rulers, this conflict is likely to play out in financial matters, especially through money you earn as well as wealth you inherit or receive from others. It could also play out with possessions, be they personal possessions or the possessions of others, and self-worth versus the will (Mars) to possess a partner (Scorpio/8th house). I would read about these placements (Saturn in Taurus in the 2nd and Mars in Scorpio in the 8th) and seriously reflect on how they manifest in your life and personality.
https://advanced-astrology.com/saturn-in-second-house-natal
https://advanced-astrology.com/natal-mars-in-the-eighth-house
The way to resolve these conflicts would be through Neptune in Aquarius in the 12th: bringing an attitude of compassion, equality and humanitarian spirit and spiritual ideals to such conflicts will help resolve them, both internally and externally. It seems that developing a spiritual practice would be good for you. With your South Node nearby, it should come somewhat naturally for you. I recommend reading and reflecting on this placement here:
https://i.thehoroscope.co/neptune-in-aquarius-how-it-shapes-your-personality-and-life/
https://advanced-astrology.com/neptune-in-twelfth-house-natal-meaning-in-astrology/
I also find the nodes incredibly useful and important. Your north node is in Leo in the 6th house, putting your south node in Aquarius in the 12th. Uranus is also conjunct your SN, meaning it opposes your NN. I highly, highly recommend researching your node! Here is a summary from karnmblack.com:
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Being a humanist dedicated to holism and equality is natural to you... Celebrate your humanism, desire for justice and uniqueness. Enjoy your friends, and contribute to the causes you believe in. Enjoy science, metaphysics, mind-body connection, astrology and other non-mainstream interests. Be a rebel with a cause! ...Careful not to be aloof in your relationships, or overly logical or radical... The shadow side of North Node in Leo has to do with an exaggerated sense of social justice and an over attachment to friends, causes and groups, at the expense of one’s own personal desires... Step into your Leo soul mission. Leo is dramatic, generous and values fine things. She is the joyful child and the actor, who plays naturally and entertains. Leo is about the sun that shines bright. If not an actor, Leo creates a stage in life. She expresses her inner child, and inspires others to follow. She is an inspired leader... At times, a Leo soul mission creates a situation where they feel abandoned by friends. If this happens, it’s time to get a hold of your dreams, your unique gift to the world. Once you do, you may even choose to invent something humanitarian. But! You’ll do it from your heart, in your own unique way.
My NN is also in the 6th house, and that's just as important as the sign. We're moving from a detached, spiritual, emotional way of being and learning how to be embodied and effective in the real world, especially through work and daily routine. Personally I've found developing an exercise routine and a good diet, paying attention to details, being diligent and helpful to others, and being disciplined very important. I've learned important lessons through coworkers. It looks like you're meant to express yourself through your daily work.
Also this should be in Personal Readings forum I think.
Happy birthday!