Hi all, I'd like some advice/insight to some experiences I've been having over the past few months if anybody could help me.
I was raised by my Grandmother my entire life and we still lived at home together until her sudden passing in December 2016.
Our relationship has always been beautiful, I consider her not only my Grandmother but my mother and best friend. I relied on her for absolutely everything, perhaps too much so and we've always had a strange way of finishing each other's sentences or I'd have a thought about something and when I tell her she says she thought the exact same thing recently. This was constant- like a psychic connection or something!
In September 2016 I had a dream that my Grandma was holding a newborn baby in a hospital, when I arrived in the ward she suddenly dropped to the ground and died. She then woke up, and then dropped again and I began to scream and cry for help.
Whenever I have dreams they tend to be so intense whatever I feel wakes me up - My boyfriend had to wake me up and hold me because I was crying and shaking in my sleep.
He was reassuring me that it was just a dream, admittedly a very strange one but had nothing to do with reality. I just felt that it was too odd to mean nothing.
I've never dreamt of my Grandma before to my knowledge when she was alive.
December 2016 - I was working on a painting upstairs and I was called down because my Grandma had dropped suddenly, in the same position that I had pictured in my dream.
She died shortly after the ambulance arrived.
Since her passing I've dreamt of her standing in an empty white room with her arms out to embrace me and last night I had a terrible dream of her lifeless body after decomposing she wakes up and tries to hug me. It was traumatising and she was freezing cold (I could feel the coldness in real life and it woke me up and I cried)
I've also had SEVERAL dreams in the past few weeks about myself being pregnant, being close to labour, pregnant with twins, being a mother to four children.
I honestly don't know what is happening to me but it's starting to affect my sleeping habits and I feel it will never stop.l Is she trying to contact me or tell me something?
My birthday is 29th July 1993
Time: 7:15am Coventry, England
Grandma: 20th July 1948
Time: Unknown
Kingston, Jamaica
Thank you xxx