Thanks, Ceridwen. This is interesting. ...What I know of Draconics is still probably only what I’ve read of your posts here on the subject. The concept--the past life angle, as well as the larger “soul” connection--is of course right up my alley.Well, for the one someone that I have ongoing, steady burning feelings for...and definitely past life connections (I was a man then).:
Dr. C. NN/Eros/Neptune CONJ C. Saturn (<1) (all bodies are at 0 Aries)
What to make of this? ...A new start? A kick in the pants to Saturn? …I want some good news!
It does feel that we can’t really connect, despite what I feel are powerful feelings between us, as might be indicated by this Draconic aspect. The environment we interact in is not conducive, her life situation is not conducive. Our interaction is difficult, it seems. …I keep hope alive for *some* distant time in the future. …Is this about patience, discipline, what? The Saturn theme repeats, as her Saturn CONJ my Anti-vertex. And Saturn is her chart ruler, and in her first house, squaring her Sun/Moon. And of course a lot of those doom-and-gloom Magi Saturn "clashes" galore, almost all from my Saturn. Absurd amount of Saturn! ...So, it does feel doomed and depressing sometimes, as if the boundaries will never be overcome. …Our past life relationships were not romantic, that I can sense, so I feel like part of the boundary is that. We had other roles and duties…and we still do.
Dr. C. Jupiter CONJ C. NN/Eros/Neptune (<2)
Dr. C. Jupiter OPP C. Mars/Isis (<2)
Dr. C. Moon CONJ C. MC (<3)
Dr. C. Venus CONJ C. Union (<1)
Dr. C. Union CONJ C. Mars (<2)
Dr. C. Angel CONJ C. Mars (<1)
Dr. C. Angel CONJ C. SNode (<2)
Dr. C. Memoria CONJ c. Venus (<2)
Dr. C. Soulie CONJ c. DSC (<1)
Dr. C. Soulie OPP c. Alma (<1)
Dr. C. Uranus/Pluto/DNA OPP c. Spirit (<1)
Dr. C. my name CONJ c. NN/Eros/Neptune (<1)
Dr. C. Karma CONJ C. Sappho (<1)
Dr. C. DSC CONJ C. Kaali (<1)
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Draconic Composite to Natal:
Dr. C Venus CONJ my Venus (<1)
Dr. C. Merc CONJ my Mercury (<1)
Dr. C. Sun CONJ my Mercury (<1)
Dr. C. Moon CONJ my Uranus (<2)
Dr. C. Psyche CONJ my Sun (<1)
Dr. c. Mars CONJ my Valentine (<1)
Dr. C. Amor OPP my Saturn (<2)
Dr. C. Amor CONJ my Neptune (<3)
Dr. c. Moon CONJ my Karma (<2)
Dr. C. Destinn CONJ my Jupiter/Asc (<2)
Dr. C. Juno CONJ my Black Moon Lilith (<1)
Dr. C. Karma CONJ my BML (<2)
Dr. C. Memoria CONJ my Moira (<1)
Dr. C. Soulie CONJ my Angel and Devine (<1)
Dr. C. Sappho CONJ her name asteroid in my chart (<2)
Dr. C. Kaali OPP her name asteroid in my chart (<1)
Dr. C. Kaali CONJ my name asteroid (<2)
Dr. C. her past life name CONJ my Saturn (<2)
Dr. C. her current name CONJ my Saturn (<3)
Dr. C. my past life name CONJ another past life name of mine (<1)
Dr. C. Uranus/Pluto/DNA CONJ her Saturn (<2)
Dr. C. Moon OPP her Venus (<1)
Dr. C. NN/Neptune/Eros CONJ her Valentine (<2)
Dr. C. NN/Neptune/Eros OPP her Proserpina (<2) and my Pluto (<2)
Dr. C. Asc CONJ her Destinn (<1)
Dr. C. Moon CONJ her Sappho (<2)
Dr. C. Soulie CONJ her Psyche (<1)
Dr. c. my past life name CONJ her ASC (<1)
(Interestingly, my past life name is also CONJ her Pluto/NN (<1) in tropical synastry)
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I perceive this particular shared lifetime to have been in early Christian era days and environs. (Indeed, I think part of the current barrier is due to the ascetic, chaste mores we both adopted during that time...or, more pointedly, due to our devotedness to the ideals and mission of the Christian movement at the expense of personal relations.)
Interestingly...
Dr. c. Mary CONJ c. Yeshuhua (<1) [My Yeshuhua OPP her Mary by 0.09 in tropical]
Dr. c. Mary OPP c. Psyche (<1)
Dr. c. Psyche CONJ c. Jessie (<2)
Dr. c. Jessie CONJ c. Memoria (<1)
Dr. c. Yeshuhua OPP c. Jessie (<3)
Dr. C. Mary CONJ her N. past life name (<1)
Dr. C. Mary CONJ her N. Jupiter (<1)
Dr. C. Maria CONJ her N. first name (<1)
Dr. C. Maria CONJ my N. Mary (<1)
Dr. C. her first name OPP my n. Mary (<1)
[Her first name OPP Maria in composite (<1) and CONJ my Mary in synastry (<1)]
Dr. C. Yeshuhua OPP my N. Sun (<1)
Dr. C. Jessie CONJ her N. Venus (<2)
Dr. C. Jessie CONJ my N. King/Knight (<2) [Jessie OPP Moon in composite (<1)]
Dr. C. Jessie OPP my N. Martir (<1)
Dr. C. Saturn OPP c. Christian (<1)
Dr. C. Christian OPP c. Moira (<1)
Dr. C. Martir OPP c. Chiron (<2)
Dr. C. Yeshuhua CONJ c. Messenger (<2)
Dr. C. Church CONJ c. Christian (<2)
Dr. C. Israel CONJ c. Church (<1)
Dr. c. Israel OPP c. Saturn (<2)
Dr. C. Church CONJ my n. Soulie (<2) [Dr. c Church also CONJ my Dr. ASC (<1)]
Dr. C. Christian OPP my n. Jupiter/Asc (2)
Dr. c. Christian CONJ her n. Amor (<1)
Dr. c. NN/Neptune/Eros OPP her n. Church (<1)
Dr. c. Israel CONJ my n. Church (<1)
Dr. c. Israel CONJ my n. Pluto (<1)
Dr. c. Israel CONJ her n. Proserpina (<1) [Our Pluto and Proserpina are 0.00.01 apart (1 second)]
Dr. c. Martir CONJ my n. Cupido (<1) Ha.
Remarkable. Tells a story, alright. ..Of course probably of interest to no one but me!
...Opened up a can of worms with that one. This could be endless, apparently, with all the asteroids. Meaty! ...Yeah-- another vehicle for obsessing.
I guess according to the conventional measures, I never thought the Composite between us looked too great. But, if I consider the “Mystical Triangle” I am now noticing (Mystical as in a trine, square, and quincunx), I can see something interesting about it. … Mystical Triangle of Sun/Mercury – Uranus/Pluto – Mars (<2) Also, Grand Trine with NN/Neptune/Eros – Amor – Chiron (<2).
Interesting analysis! Some crazy stuff in there you wouldn't think would come up...or maybe I would. Thanks.