I was in doubt if I would share this with you or not, but come on...First I started with the aspects of the planets (Some planets are doing aspects with large orbs, but I found it important to consider them.) and I have:
Mars square Saturn (orb -4°07s degrees)
Mars square Pluto (orb -2°09a degrees)
Saturn opposite Pluto (orb -6°16s degrees)
Moon conjunct Saturn (orb 8°33a degrees)
Another aspect that I think extremely important to mention is Venus in exact conjunction with Chiron and Lilith in exact conjunction with Mars.
Well, since I was little I have always had problems in relating with the opposite sex. I believe this is a trauma that I acquired in my childhood. When I was little, my father used to put people to watch me, he would not let me interact with boys and whenever I ran away to try to socialize with some boy he would go after me. Currently I am 18 years old and I have a lot of problems with boys, I am afraid to relate to them.
Until a certain age, I hated that people touched me, I was against any kind of touch, including handshaking. I realized a while ago that my dad always smooths my thighs, I already asked him to stop and he continue even knowing that I don't like. Everything has limits, I'm not a loving person.
I don't understand. How I suddenly hate a person I used to idolize and I don't even remember how it happened?! People said I followed my father everywhere, but now I only have a grudge against him.
My father is an aggressive, toxic, manipulative, jealous, possessive person. What I mean is that my father's background is not good, he has done a lot of bad things that is beside the point now.
Continuing with my birth chart (I decided to check the depression asteroids first)
To start I have Deprez and Melpomene (muse of tragedy) conjunct Venus (orb 1s degree) and Chiron (orb 1a degree) and Deprez-Melpomene are also making an exact conjunction with each other.
I have Melancholia conjunct Child (orb 1s degree) and Child conjunct Descendant (orb 1s degree) and I have Lacrimosa conjunct Uranus (orb 1a degree)
I had deep depression in a period of my childhood, my mind was very disturbed at that time, I even had to do psychological treatments, I was only isolated inside the house, I didn't want to know anything or anyone, that was harming me.
I have Apophis in exact conjunction with Sun, Lucifer in exact conjunction with Descendant and Chaos conjunct Moon (orb 1s degree, they are in different signs, the Moon is in 1°3'50" degrees of gemini and Chaos is in 29°56'48" degrees of taurus).
I don't know exactly what the asteroid Lucifer means, but maybe I attract proud, power-hungry men? My father is just like that, proud and ambitious.
Sphinx in exact conjunction with Mars
Memoria and Sado in exact opposition with Uranus
Memoria in exact conjunction with Sado
Dejanira in exact conjunction with Pluto
Lie conjunct Sphinx (orb 1s degree)
Veritas in exact conjunction with Lucifer and Descendant
Prey conjunct Sun (orbe 1a degree)
Sedna in exact opposition with Pholus
These are the asteroids that you mentioned that make aspects on my chart and some others that I decided to add more. Still not satisfied I decided to look at my synastry and my father's and look what I found:
My relationship with my father is not good, I never liked him. Yes, I liked him in my childhood, but then I just remember hating him.
Nessus (him) in exact conjunction with (my) North Node
Memoria (my) in exact opposition with (him) Child (Can this aspect mean the fact of I remember nothing? I have repressed my memories?)
Child (him) in exact conjunction with (my) Uranus
Chiron and Venus (my) in exact conjunction with North Node (him)
Sun (my) opposite (him) Saturn 1 degree
Saturn (my) opposite (him) Venus 1 degree
Sun (my) in exact square with (him) Pluto
Sun (my) conjunct (him) Sphinx 1 degree
Venus (my) conjunct (him) Sphinx 3 degrees
Chiron (my) conjunct (him) Sphinx 3 degrees
Nyctimene (him) in exact conjunct with (my) Interkosmos (Perhaps that could mean that he has abused me in other lives?)
Myrrha (him) in exact conjunction with (my) IC
Melancholia (my) in exact conjunction with (him) Sun
Dejanira (him) in exact opposition with (my) Jupiter
Myrrha (my) in exact opposition with (him) Neptune
Dejanira (my) opposite (him) Persephone 1 degree
Persephone (my) in exact square (him) Dejanira
Nemesis (my) in exact square (him) Dejanira
Ascendant (my) in exact square (him) Myrrha
Grieve (my) in exact conjunction with (him) Chiron and conjunct (him) Ascendant 2 degree
An-Eefje (my) in exact conjunction with (him) Mercury and the house 8
Mercury (my) conjunct (him) Midheaven
Anyway, it has many more aspects. But I was not surprised how Myrrha is very prominent in our synastry.
Anyway, I'm going to seek therapy to get this story straight.