Had another weird dream a day after I posted my last reply that really got to me and I just don't know what to make of it.I mean I really really don't know what to make of it and need HELP!!!
I dreamt I was at my friends house (Pisces-boy's close friend too actually, she grew up with him) and we were drinking tea and talking. I was asking her about the girl he'd told me about whom he'd said had knocked him back (real life situation) and she told me the girl had moved in with him for a week, he expected her to tidy up after him, then dumped her. Apparently I was the one he wanted and everyone knew that but me. I was disturbed in my dream that he'd lied to me about the situation and thought he was trying to win me back with sympathy because 'nobody wants him but me' type thing. And also disturbed he could treat someone he was supposed to like that way.
I woke up feeling very strange.
In reality the night I'd had that dream I was at the same party as the guy pisces-boy knew I kinda liked. Didn't really talk to him cos I've realised I like him just as a friend, but I'm pretty sure he still likes me. Pisces-boy thinks he knocked me back but he didn't really we just haven't seen one another.
Hmmm, in writing this now and actually correlating real life with dreamland I'm wondering if maybe I was having a dream on behalf of pisces-boy, that disturbing feeling may be my own guilt that I haven't been honest and opened my heart to him. Explained to him that HE is the one I want and he isn't second prize.
I don't know!!!!
I'm used to having nice little dreams about horses and water. Life isn't as muddled as my dreams- guess thats my muddled subconscious though!
Any thoughts guys? Ra?