Hi everyone As usual my dreams have been quite crazy.
Last week I dreamt that I was being attacked by a flying sphere like the one from the movie Phantasm. http://villains.wikia.com/wiki/Sentinel_Spheres http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJojkFFUsdo
The sphere in in my dreams had lots of circular saws.It came at me and cut through anything I tried to put between me and it.Like my mattress,doors,the ceiling,the walls and the floors.It was pretty determined to get me.Naturally I wasn't to happy about being sliced up.I think it got me In the dream but the strange thing is I can't remember or not if I seemed to be pain while it was cutting through me.
On the same night I dreamt that a teacher was being horrible and wasn't doing his job right.He clearly knew I was struggling and needed some help but didn't help me.He tried to turn it around on me.I ended getting very angry at him.I called him an A*****e and I kicked him in where it hurts he fell to the ground and I kicked a few times in the face and chest.
Later on I dreamt that I was in a room that somehow reminded of my grandmothers(Dads mother) living room.it was very surreal.I was sitting on the floor.I was looking through a box with crayons,colouring pencils,markers and cards in it.There was paper and other things from the box on the floor.I'm not sure what was on the cards but they were like cards you could play with or collectors items like Pokemon cards or things like that.Some of the cards had been scribbled on.I looked as if I was in a bad mood.I seemed to be in a world of my own.I was an adult but a part of me felt like I was when I was a child.I clearly was very unhappy.All of a sudden a dark haired women who I thought looked like my aunt(dads sister) came up behind me and put her hands on my shoulder.She tried to comfort me and she talked to me like I was a child who she was trying to get to calm down in a nice and caring way.She told me it was time to go back to my own home with my mother.She also told me not to be sad and not to be to angry with us(dads side of the family) because when you are here it is because you are here to enjoy yourself and we are trying to make you happy.This dream reminded me when I visited my dad as a child.He lives with my Grandmother.My parents where divorced so I when it was time to go to see him I went to my grandmothers house.
The dream I had last night took place at night.I didn't recognise the location.I was outside and I encountered what I would describe as the walking dead.I think the people where some sort of zombies.Well I think zombie or perhaps some sort of undead spirit is the best way to describe them.Whatever they were it felt like there was something supernatural about them.I ran into this big house which had lights on.
I remember seeing this dark haired woman dressed in this old fashioned white flowing dress.I know she saw me but I can't remember if she said anything to me.I think she probably had some connection to whatever it was I saw outside. I ran into a dark hallway in another part of the house to hide.I'm sure whatever was outside was now in the house.I started to look around me.I went to each door that led into the hallway and one by one I locked them all.I looked around for a makeshift weapon I could use and to make sure there was no other way anything could get into the hallway.
I really do wonder why these dark haired women keep appearing in my dreams.Another thing I find interesting is this isn't the first dream I have had with a women in a white dress.I had a dream a while ago which I posted here about a ghostly blonde women in a white dress who shrieked at me and attacked me.
If you read this Geminikarat I would say I think you were correct about birds being special messengers in my dreams.I recently created a thread to ask if anyone could tell me what colour my aura was and if anyone could pick up what spirit animal I had http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/015015.html.
I received an answer that was very interesting. athenegoddess said that she felt I had a raven for a spirit animal.I think this interesting because of the reoccuring bird themes I have been having.The bird dream I had here http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/003458.html seemed intersting because I remember I said a crow pecked at my heel.I know there are differences between crows and ravens but I have trouble identifying them and I do wonder if it was a raven that pecked my heel in that dream.Even in real life sometimes I feel certain birds appear at just the correct times for me to see them or sometimes appear as they are trying to get my attention.
I would like to ask you if you think the reoccurring death themes in my dreams are about more than just reinventing myself.Is it possible I am receiving some sort of message about things that may happen in real life.For example I wonder if I should tell that friend I had about the dream where I saw him get by that car.Maybe I should tell him to be careful when he is near roads.I don't think the things I see are there to hurt me even if they take on monstrous forms.I think they are just trying to convey a worts and all message to me without sugar coating anything in ways they know I will just somehow understand.I wonder am I becoming a messenger of death and announcer of bad omens it is an over dramatic thing to say but sometimes I can't help but wonder lol
I'm in a musical mood so I'll add these
Inkubus Sukkubus
We walk Again http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6bmRv4cFzuc
Jack Blanchard and Misty Morgan
Big Black Bird http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PGKASB2YKY
Big Black Delta
Dreary Moon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ea0MOWQm8Cw
Heather Dale
The Morrigan http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDEj3itHi9o
Even though I'm gay there is something about the vibe of this song that I like .
Elektrik People
Make me a bird http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czbbCEesp_o