posted April 15, 2015 08:23 PM            

As usual my dreams have been quite crazy.
Last week I dreamt that I was being attacked by a flying sphere like the one from the movie Phantasm. http://villains.wikia.com/wiki/Sentinel_Spheres http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJojkFFUsdo

The sphere in in my dreams had lots of circular saws.It came at me and cut through anything I tried to put between me and it.Like my mattress,doors,the ceiling,the walls and the floors.It was pretty determined to get me.Naturally I wasn't to happy about being sliced up.I think it got me In the dream but the strange thing is I can't remember or not if I seemed to be pain while it was cutting through me.
On the same night I dreamt that a teacher was being horrible and wasn't doing his job right.He clearly knew I was struggling and needed some help but didn't help me.He tried to turn it around on me.I ended getting very angry at him.I called him an A*****e and I kicked him in where it hurts he fell to the ground and I kicked a few times in the face and chest.
Later on I dreamt that I was in a room that somehow reminded of my grandmothers(Dads mother) living room.it was very surreal.I was sitting on the floor.I was looking through a box with crayons,colouring pencils,markers and cards in it.There was paper and other things from the box on the floor.I'm not sure what was on the cards but they were like cards you could play with or collectors items like Pokemon cards or things like that.Some of the cards had been scribbled on.I looked as if I was in a bad mood.I seemed to be in a world of my own.I was an adult but a part of me felt like I was when I was a child.I clearly was very unhappy.All of a sudden a dark haired women who I thought looked like my aunt(dads sister) came up behind me and put her hands on my shoulder.She tried to comfort me and she talked to me like I was a child who she was trying to get to calm down in a nice and caring way.She told me it was time to go back to my own home with my mother.She also told me not to be sad and not to be to angry with us(dads side of the family) because when you are here it is because you are here to enjoy yourself and we are trying to make you happy.This dream reminded me when I visited my dad as a child.He lives with my Grandmother.My parents where divorced so I when it was time to go to see him I went to my grandmothers house.

The dream I had last night took place at night.I didn't recognise the location.I was outside and I encountered what I would describe as the walking dead.I think the people where some sort of zombies.Well I think zombie or perhaps some sort of undead spirit is the best way to describe them.Whatever they were it felt like there was something supernatural about them.I ran into this big house which had lights on.
I remember seeing this dark haired woman dressed in this old fashioned white flowing dress.I know she saw me but I can't remember if she said anything to me.I think she probably had some connection to whatever it was I saw outside. I ran into a dark hallway in another part of the house to hide.I'm sure whatever was outside was now in the house.I started to look around me.I went to each door that led into the hallway and one by one I locked them all.I looked around for a makeshift weapon I could use and to make sure there was no other way anything could get into the hallway.

I really do wonder why these dark haired women keep appearing in my dreams.Another thing I find interesting is this isn't the first dream I have had with a women in a white dress.I had a dream a while ago which I posted here about a ghostly blonde women in a white dress who shrieked at me and attacked me.

If you read this Geminikarat I would say I think you were correct about birds being special messengers in my dreams.I recently created a thread to ask if anyone could tell me what colour my aura was and if anyone could pick up what spirit animal I had http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/015015.html.
I received an answer that was very interesting. athenegoddess said that she felt I had a raven for a spirit animal.I think this interesting because of the reoccuring bird themes I have been having.The bird dream I had here http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/003458.html seemed intersting because I remember I said a crow pecked at my heel.I know there are differences between crows and ravens but I have trouble identifying them and I do wonder if it was a raven that pecked my heel in that dream.Even in real life sometimes I feel certain birds appear at just the correct times for me to see them or sometimes appear as they are trying to get my attention.

I would like to ask you if you think the reoccurring death themes in my dreams are about more than just reinventing myself.Is it possible I am receiving some sort of message about things that may happen in real life.For example I wonder if I should tell that friend I had about the dream where I saw him get by that car.Maybe I should tell him to be careful when he is near roads.I don't think the things I see are there to hurt me even if they take on monstrous forms.I think they are just trying to convey a worts and all message to me without sugar coating anything in ways they know I will just somehow understand.I wonder am I becoming a messenger of death and announcer of bad omens it is an over dramatic thing to say but sometimes I can't help but wonder lol

I'm in a musical mood so I'll add these

Inkubus Sukkubus
We walk Again http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6bmRv4cFzuc

Jack Blanchard and Misty Morgan
Big Black Bird http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PGKASB2YKY

Big Black Delta
Dreary Moon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ea0MOWQm8Cw

Heather Dale
The Morrigan http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDEj3itHi9o

Even though I'm gay there is something about the vibe of this song that I like .
Elektrik People
Make me a bird http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czbbCEesp_o

posted April 18, 2015 12:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:

Last week I dreamt that I was being attacked by a flying sphere like the one from the movie Phantasm. http://villains.wikia.com/wiki/Sentinel_Spheres http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJojkFFUsdo

The sphere in in my dreams had lots of circular saws.It came at me and cut through anything I tried to put between me and it.Like my mattress,doors,the ceiling,the walls and the floors.It was pretty determined to get me.Naturally I wasn't to happy about being sliced up.I think it got me In the dream but the strange thing is I can't remember or not if I seemed to be pain while it was cutting through me.
On the same night I dreamt that a teacher was being horrible and wasn't doing his job right.He clearly knew I was struggling and needed some help but didn't help me.He tried to turn it around on me.I ended getting very angry at him.I called him an A*****e and I kicked him in where it hurts he fell to the ground and I kicked a few times in the face and chest.
Later on I dreamt that I was in a room that somehow reminded of my grandmothers(Dads mother) living room.it was very surreal.I was sitting on the floor.I was looking through a box with crayons,colouring pencils,markers and cards in it.There was paper and other things from the box on the floor.I'm not sure what was on the cards but they were like cards you could play with or collectors items like Pokemon cards or things like that.Some of the cards had been scribbled on.I looked as if I was in a bad mood.I seemed to be in a world of my own.I was an adult but a part of me felt like I was when I was a child.I clearly was very unhappy.All of a sudden a dark haired women who I thought looked like my aunt(dads sister) came up behind me and put her hands on my shoulder.She tried to comfort me and she talked to me like I was a child who she was trying to get to calm down in a nice and caring way.She told me it was time to go back to my own home with my mother.She also told me not to be sad and not to be to angry with us(dads side of the family) because when you are here it is because you are here to enjoy yourself and we are trying to make you happy.This dream reminded me when I visited my dad as a child.He lives with my Grandmother.My parents where divorced so I when it was time to go to see him I went to my grandmothers house.

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Thank you for the new words I appreciate it very much!

Please read it as an opinion:
The lesson is to see the individuality (=Pokémon cards), a good teacher (=black haired woman) and the most beautiful part in and of your family:

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….when you are here it is because you are here to enjoy yourself and we are trying to make you happy.

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posted April 18, 2015 12:24 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:

The dream I had last night took place at night.I didn't recognise the location.I was outside and I encountered what I would describe as the walking dead.I think the people where some sort of zombies.Well I think zombie or perhaps some sort of undead spirit is the best way to describe them.Whatever they were it felt like there was something supernatural about them.I ran into this big house which had lights on.
I remember seeing this dark haired woman dressed in this old fashioned white flowing dress.I know she saw me but I can't remember if she said anything to me.I think she probably had some connection to whatever it was I saw outside. I ran into a dark hallway in another part of the house to hide.I'm sure whatever was outside was now in the house.I started to look around me.I went to each door that led into the hallway and one by one I locked them all.I looked around for a makeshift weapon I could use and to make sure there was no other way anything could get into the hallway.
I really do wonder why these dark haired women keep appearing in my dreams.Another thing I find interesting is this isn't the first dream I have with a a women in a white dress.I had a dream a while ago which I posted here about a ghostly blonde women in a white dress who shrieked at me and attacked me.

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posted April 18, 2015 12:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:

If you read this Geminikarat I would say I think you were correct about birds being special messengers in my dreams.I recently created a thread to ask if anyone could tell me what colour my aura was and if anyone could pick up what spirit animal I had http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/015015.html.
I received an answer that was very interesting. athenegoddess said that she felt I had a raven for a spirit animal.I think this interesting because of the reoccuring bird themes I have been having.The bird dream I had here http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum15/HTML/003458.html seemed intersting because I remember I said a crow pecked at my heel.I know there are differences between crows and ravens but I have trouble identifying them and I do wonder if it was a raven that pecked my heel in that dream.Even in real life sometimes I feel certain birds appear at just the correct times for me to see them or sometimes appear as they are trying to get my attention.

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You can start a selection of cards as the first dream indicated.
https://de.pinterest.com/bheron56/spirit-animal-totems/

I always go from the general meaning to the individual of the daily life.

Crow is an omen of change. Crows live in the void and have no sense of time, therefore being able to see past, present and future simultaneously. They unite both the light and the dark, both the inner and the outer. Crow is the totem of the Great Spirit and must be held with utmost respected. They are representations of creation and spiritual strength.
Source: https://de.pinterest.com/bheron56/spirit-animal-totems/
A crow is a loner and a huge bird in the sky. The feathers in the back have a round shape – as you see it in the picture. I have two of them in my garden. They are as large as my cat.

The raven is a keeper of secrets and can assist us in determining answers to our own "hidden" thoughts...areas in our lives that we are unwilling to face, or secrets we keep that harm us. The raven can help us expose the truth behind these often distorted secrets and wing us back to health and harmony.
Source: https://de.pinterest.com/bheron56/spirit-animal-totems/
A raven is a group animal and small. You will find a lot of them in the sky in fall and spring. Some people mix this bird with a blackbird (=merl?).

posted April 18, 2015 12:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Panthera Leo:

I would like to ask you if you think the reoccurring death themes in my dreams are about more than just reinventing myself.Is it possible I am receiving some sort of message about things that may happen in real life.For example I wonder if I should tell that friend I had about the dream where I saw him get by that car.Maybe I should tell him to be careful when he is near roads.I don't think the things I see are there to hurt me even if they take on monstrous forms.I think they are just trying to convey a worts and all message to me without sugar coating anything in ways they know I will just somehow understand.I wonder am I becoming a messenger of death and announcer of bad omens it is an over dramatic thing to say but sometimes I can't help but wonder lol

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posted April 18, 2015 12:49 PM            

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Heather Dale
The Morrigan http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RDEj3itHi9o

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posted April 18, 2015 05:09 PM            

I liked what you said about the first dream.

I think it would be awesome if Morrigan would work with me.I am not sure if I think she is definitely interested in me in some way but I would be delighted if she was.Apart from some of the dreams I have been having and the birds I don't really have a lot of signs that suggest otherwise.I don't have any classic intuitive abilities. I'm not psychic,my third eye is not open and nor do I have a talent for witchcraft.I would definitely love to be able to develop myself more though.I do wonder if she would work with me though.I have heard others describe her as a very honourable Goddess so I would wonder if she would work with me considering that I haven't been particularly well behaved recently and there have been some things that I can't take back.

Do you think I may be having kidney troubles ?
The sadness you may have picked up on isn't really anything new so far in my life I have been a bit of a misery guts.

I love reading about totem animals.I loved reading about the creation myth about the crow or raven bringing light to the world.

What was it like having a red dragon for an animal totem ?I bet it was exciting.

Wow you must like gardening.I hope your garden turns out well after all that work.

posted April 19, 2015 12:13 PM            

To have a shadow under your eyes can come from a lack of sleep or lack of water. At a young age those things can happen after a night full of parties. If this shadow lasts longer there is an indication to the kidney. A friend that I used to know has those troubles.

The red dragon was nothing more than my own fears and fights. Long story short: It was a wild ride.

posted April 19, 2015 01:02 PM            

I should drink more water and sometimes could do with more sleep.

I had another theory about the white lady.All over the world there are sightings of ghostly white ladies who bring misfortune. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_Lady_%28ghost%29
A part of me wonders if I am experiencing some sort of haunting.

I really do hope we are correct in thinking the Morrigan is trying to guide me.I will keep an eye on my dreams and maybe say a little prayer to her and see what happens.

Thank you for your input GeminiKarat