Okthese are my current transits:
i am passing a lot of things right now - mostly I feel emprisioned - i know might very well be Tr Pluto...
im also ahcning my own sistem-beliefs,altering my values,seeing all from different perspectives...that is positive.
But i am feeling a lot of pain cause nobody understands me,and everyone is judging me.Here at house is a vote of silence,and they all are againgts me cause i had arguments with my Mother,and she playing as a victim,all thinks i am a bad person,bad daughter and selfish-things i am sure i am not.
The thing is:i feel very lost and lonely,and the only person who is always there for me is my bf.
Im currently working at the store-but since my Mother is still there too she is forcing me to go out of it and to seach job in anything even if i dont like it.says that if it btings money,then this is what i must do.she says that one day whe will force me do act...
Right now she came and say that my brother is coming to talk to me,to make me act.they all want me to do a psichological course of PNL - they dont even want to know if i do want to do...
i am being pressured everywhere and the worst is that they dont even care if i am feeling good or not,happy or not,understood or not.My mother is always complaining about me to everyone,she dont even respect me while i am there at the store,talking to clients like if i am not even there....then she goes saying to family that i treat her bad ( only cause since monday i got out of the store,of course because i am being disrespected...).
So...i am at a crossroads - i dont know what to do. For them to understand me,and my feelings,and not be so judgmental.I feel put aside from everybody.
still the debts i have in my own name( that it wasnt me but it was my father) are running its course.Im also feeling emprisioned there.
what do you see in my chart?
Will i be able to resolve things?To be happy again?