My grandfather committed suicide on January 25,1998. I was an atheist at the time. I was at his funeral, and I was praying for his soul so deeply,I felt something change in me. I had started searching for the meaning of life. I was wondering if he was going to hell for killing himself. I had asked the Catholic Chaplain in the navy,and he told me that he wasn't going to hell because he wasn't in his right mind when he killed himself. A coworker told me that he was going to Hell. I started consulting psychics. I started getting involved with New Age stuff including buying a book,Your Psychic Potential(my first New Age/Metaphysical book)as well as tarot cards.
I was very skeptical of Astrology. I really thought it was bullcrap. I even teased an Aquarian friend for believing in it. She did accurately guessed that I have a bit of a temper just from knowing I am a Scorpio,and I was shocked. After my grandfather's death,I started looking into a little bit..checked out sunsign stuff.It was June 28,1998,I completely opened my mind to Astrology. I had a numerology reading at a psychic fair that was amazingly accurate. The day before, I had readings(including pastlife reading) at psychic fair that were accurate. I bought a book on Scorpio. I read it deeply, I could resonate with the Scorpio stuff,but I felt my mom was like the Scorpio mother too even though she's a Gemini. I could identify with the traits of a Scorpio. I learned about moonsigns,and there was a moon table in the Scorpio book. I found out that my moonsign is Pisces,and I checked out the traits of Pisces in my tarot book, and they fit me to T. They were the traits that I have which my Scorpio didn't have. That really opened up my eyes to Astrology. On a hunch, I checked to see if my Gemini mother's moonsign is Scorpio,and I was right. That really blew me away.
When I was stationed in Diego Garcia, I read people their sunsigns and their moonsigns,and they really identified with the traits. I bought astrology reports,and I was blown away by the accuracy. My mother even agreed with the accuracy. We were convinced that Astrology was a cosmic form of psychology. I learned about my being a psychic,emotional sponge because of reading my Astrology reports and reading about Moon in Pisces. I even realized that having Moon in Pisces AND Moon square Neptune indicated that I was too much of a sponge,and that I didn't belong in the navy. I realized that I was absorbing people's negatively bigtime. I realized that I needed to get out of the navy. I was very depressed and stressed a lot in the navy. I was constantly on ships with very low morale. I was often depressed,stressed out to sea. I was always around guys who missed their wives,children,girlfriends,and were homesick..especially when we went on 6 month deployments.
To make the long story short, I became a major believer in Astrology. Reading about Carl Jung using Astrology for psychological insights got me seriously into psychological Astrology. I started reading anything that I get my hands on that had to do with Astrology. I read stuff over and over and over again until I absorbed it on a deep level. I devoted my life to helping others with Astrology to use it to help understand themselves as it helped to understand me.
None of this would be possible if my fellow Pisces Moon grandfather didn't commit suicide. It was during a Pisces Moon in 1999,I had a hunch that he had Moon in Pisces. His suicide was the catalyst got me returned to my believing in God again and opened the door to my metaphysical journey that eventually led me to Astrology.
I accurately guessed my father had Pisces Moon like me in 1998. On Dec 31,2002,my guess was finally confirmed when I found him in California death record index and got his birthdate info. He was born Jan 2, 1941. I accurately guessed the moonsigns of both my parents. Mother - Scorpio Moon and my Father - Pisces Moon. My exgirlfriend,Meghann was a Scorpio Moon and I am Pisces Moon.
Astrology is incredibly insightful. It's a shame that it's dismissed as a pseudoscience.
The day that I completely opened up to Astrology:
My Moon was progressed in Aquarius.
Jupiter, Saturn,Nodes and outer planet transits:
Transit Jupiter in my 7th
trine my Neptune in Right Ascension - 1'51 applying
contraparallel my Sedna - '28 in Declinations applying
Transit Saturn in my 8th
conjunct my Sedna - '22 applying
oppose my Sun - 2'38 applying in Right Ascension
sextile my Moon in Pisces in 6th - 1'27 applying
quincunx my Neptune in Sag in 3rd - '04 applying
Transit Uranus in my 5th Retrograde
oppose/conjunct my Lunar Nodes in Aquarius/Leo in 5th/11th - 1'34 applying
trine my Midheaven in Gemini - '49 applying
trine my Uranus - '23 applying in Right Ascension
parallel my Venus - '21 applying in Declinations
Transit Neptune in my 5th
trine my Pluto in Libra in 1st - '34 applying
trine my Saturn - '01 separating in Right Ascension
square my Sun - '31 applying in Right Ascension
square my Sedna - '11 separating in Right Ascension
Transiting Neptune formed a t-squared my Sun-Sedna opposition in Right Ascension
Transit Lunar Nodes Node in my 12th/6th Stationary Direct
oppose/conjunct Moon in Pisces in 6th - '17 applying
I was also going through an evolutionary intensified period
It wasn't just my transneptunian dwarf planet being transited
Transneptunian Dwarf Planet/Candidate Transits
Transit Pluto in my 3rd Retrograde
oppose my Saturn in Gemini in 9th R - '45 applying
Transiti Orcus in my 12th
square my Mercury in Scorpio in 3rd - '01 separating
Transit Makemake in my 12th
conjunct/oppose my Ascendant/Descendant in Virgo/Pisces - '58 applying
Transit Sedna in my 9th
conjunct my Part of Fortune in Taurus in 9th - '02 applying
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A different mind is NOT a deficient mind.
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