Mars in Aqua house 10
I also have the N. Node and MC in Aqua but in house 9
(and I'm pretty sure Capricorn, Scorpio, and Aqua are my dominant signs...in that order)
I'm kind of complicated. Honest intentions are very important to me. It really bugs me when men think they have to act like they want be in a relationship to get laid.
I respect fellows more if they admit that they just want sex. Doesn't mean we will. But I would be able to respect their honesty.
Being all like 'come on! come be my girlfriend! I'm horney!' to me is disgusting.
And I wont really respect the person much...because they are being fake. Guys like that are such a joke to me.
Rushing me to commit is another no no. I don't work well under pressure. lol Rushing/pressuring me to commit or have sex will just make me run.
And when I am actually in a relationship. I don't put all the way out right away. I need time to know that I am respected. And that he actually enjoys spending time with me, and is not just using my body. If he gets annoyed I'll be like I'm done eff you. But if the guy is like okay I respect that I will be like awesome...and that will make me want him.
Nothing wrong with being attracted to someone, lusting them...and ooo just thinking about it. But there is just more than that to a relationship. It's important, but so are other things.
I realize I want a friendship also in my relationships.
I also have dated/committed/messed around with all types of guys. Scrawny, skinny, athletic, stocky, husky, chubby, fat. Black, White, Middle Eastern, Asian, Hispanic. The shortest dude I dated was two inches taller(I'm 5'1")...and I almost dated this guy omg he was so tall like a bit taller than 6 ft. The youngest being two years younger than me...and the oldest being 10 years older than me.
I'm somewhere in between clingy and detached. In the past I thought how much a guy contacted me when we where not with each other meant how much he loved me. But I learned that could also mean he has to much time on his hands, is wanting too keep tabs on me, and very needy.
Oh yea I do like to talk on the phone and stuff. But it's okay to go a few hours with out talking to each other. Otherwise how the h3ll will I ever have time be on lindaland, do my homework, watch tv shows that he doesn't like, clean my room. etc. I need that down time.
Balance yo!
I do have a clingy side. It does feel good to be needed, but it must not cross the line of me getting treated like his mom. Shelling out an allowance for him, him throwing fits if I tell him no. (been there done that never again.) He needs to make his own, have his own...just like me...and him wanting to be generous with me should be his choice...just like if I want to be giving it's my choice. None of that hey will you buy me this crap. WE ARE GROWN UPS.
Okay here are my Mars aspects.
Mars Sextile Sun Aries house 11(and yes Saturn has been in my 7th house)
Mars Sqaure Moon Scorpio house 6
Those are the only ones I remember off the top of my head, there might be more idk.
I know what I don't want and kind of know what I want...and wonder if being in a mostly happy relationship is possible for me.
But for now I just need to love myself the best I can, and continue to grow...and I just get laid with something that needs batteries. For me casual sex seems to be too much drama too.