Broken Dream~ I read your story..which I'm sure isn't finished yet..butIt's different I like it...that first line about picking up the phone and wanting to talk to Jesus, I can understand that reference.
It is hard to love a ghost, how true; I have loved one, my entire life...and I've had my buzz killed many times with truth also...
Thanks, I love when I read something, that makes me ponder...my own depths.
Bless you..