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T O P I C R E V I E WI.am.awesome3 amAlone againAnother nightWith myselfIn empty lightI dream of loveHeavy breath racyGiggles in sheetsdark rain'd intimacyA lazy paw around my neckMy arms reach out and pull inThis strength encircles youNow safe within I hold you deep inside meAs you held me in youCircles in circlesOur energy flows throughBut reality intrudesThis bed is empty, always emptyThe sheets abandonedMy arms are crippledThese muscles broken and spasmedUnwanted, undesirableDay after dayYear after yearMinute by minuteBy myselfPearltyCan relate to this on occasion, myself.I like your ability to reveal in a real sensejust how those empty hours feel. AyeletFull of emotion, so tangible, heart rending. I.am.awesome quote:Originally posted by Pearlty:Can relate to this on occasion, myself.I like your ability to reveal in a real sensejust how those empty hours feel. THANK YOU!I want to write more about what I'm going through, and I want to recite it, but I am afraid that because I am a man, if I talk about these things, especially the anger and pain, then people will freak out.But when I write, it lets out a lot of the terrible pressure.I.am.awesome quote:Originally posted by Ayelet:Full of emotion, so tangible, heart rending. Do you think I could read this in a crowd of people?LF DXI am a man, and as I learned how to sing my songs, and played them to the crowds, my life became so much better all around, met a lot of people, got lots of great experiences, and it releases a lot of pressure, fears and expectations.The point is, you can do it, let yourself try, it can be a very rewarding experience.I.am.awesome quote:Originally posted by LF DX:I am a man, and as I learned how to sing my songs, and played them to the crowds, my life became so much better all around, met a lot of people, got lots of great experiences, and it releases a lot of pressure, fears and expectations.The point is, you can do it, let yourself try, it can be a very rewarding experience.I'm laughing because I started to write you a reply that said I wasn't afraid of how people felt about what I wrote, I have no problem engaging with people, what I am frightened of is being arrested.And as I wrote that I started laughing both because I realized how ridiculous that scenario is, and also because I realized that's probably the best thing that any poet or writer could experience.I mean, lets' face it, Oscar Wilde would have loved it if he got arrested and executed for soemthing he wrote.Now that I think of it, the only thing I should really be afraid of is if people yawn!Ayelet quote:Originally posted by I.am.awesome: I'm laughing because I started to write you a reply that said I wasn't afraid of how people felt about what I wrote, I have no problem engaging with people, what I am frightened of is being arrested.And as I wrote that I started laughing both because I realized how ridiculous that scenario is, and also because I realized that's probably the best thing that any poet or writer could experience.I mean, lets' face it, Oscar Wilde would have [b]loved it if he got arrested and executed for soemthing he wrote.Now that I think of it, the only thing I should really be afraid of is if people yawn![/B]Indeed.Arrested? What the freaking for? Yea, sure, as LF DX said, let it out! RandallBeen there.
Alone againAnother nightWith myselfIn empty light
I dream of loveHeavy breath racyGiggles in sheetsdark rain'd intimacy
A lazy paw around my neckMy arms reach out and pull inThis strength encircles youNow safe within
I hold you deep inside meAs you held me in youCircles in circlesOur energy flows through
But reality intrudesThis bed is empty, always emptyThe sheets abandonedMy arms are crippledThese muscles broken and spasmed
Unwanted, undesirableDay after dayYear after yearMinute by minute
By myself
Can relate to this on occasion, myself.I like your ability to reveal in a real sensejust how those empty hours feel.
quote:Originally posted by Pearlty:Can relate to this on occasion, myself.I like your ability to reveal in a real sensejust how those empty hours feel.
THANK YOU!
I want to write more about what I'm going through, and I want to recite it, but I am afraid that because I am a man, if I talk about these things, especially the anger and pain, then people will freak out.
But when I write, it lets out a lot of the terrible pressure.
quote:Originally posted by Ayelet:Full of emotion, so tangible, heart rending.
Do you think I could read this in a crowd of people?
The point is, you can do it, let yourself try, it can be a very rewarding experience.
quote:Originally posted by LF DX:I am a man, and as I learned how to sing my songs, and played them to the crowds, my life became so much better all around, met a lot of people, got lots of great experiences, and it releases a lot of pressure, fears and expectations.The point is, you can do it, let yourself try, it can be a very rewarding experience.
I'm laughing because I started to write you a reply that said I wasn't afraid of how people felt about what I wrote, I have no problem engaging with people, what I am frightened of is being arrested.
And as I wrote that I started laughing both because I realized how ridiculous that scenario is, and also because I realized that's probably the best thing that any poet or writer could experience.
I mean, lets' face it, Oscar Wilde would have loved it if he got arrested and executed for soemthing he wrote.
Now that I think of it, the only thing I should really be afraid of is if people yawn!
quote:Originally posted by I.am.awesome: I'm laughing because I started to write you a reply that said I wasn't afraid of how people felt about what I wrote, I have no problem engaging with people, what I am frightened of is being arrested.And as I wrote that I started laughing both because I realized how ridiculous that scenario is, and also because I realized that's probably the best thing that any poet or writer could experience.I mean, lets' face it, Oscar Wilde would have [b]loved it if he got arrested and executed for soemthing he wrote.Now that I think of it, the only thing I should really be afraid of is if people yawn![/B]
I mean, lets' face it, Oscar Wilde would have [b]loved it if he got arrested and executed for soemthing he wrote.
Now that I think of it, the only thing I should really be afraid of is if people yawn![/B]
Indeed.Arrested? What the freaking for? Yea, sure, as LF DX said, let it out!
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