As my LL posts this month has been the "sour and bitter" or the downright "depressing" kind >.<, I am very stressed out with adjusting right now and I apologise.I found out on Thursday, My Capricorn friend was in the hospital. He passed out and hit his head and will not be out until Tuesday because of his heart problems. I am worried because I am here and he is there and there is no way I can comfort him.
I feel like I have given my close Leo friend awful love advice. She fell in love with her ex while still dating this Gemini ( I am friends with the Gemini as well) but she wanted to be back with her ex but not hurt the Gemini. I told her to be 100% honest with the Gemini, that you fell in love with your ex. Well she did that and the Gemini did not take it well and they got into this big argument that had my Leo friend call me in the early morning the next day in tears. I feel very responsible for this and as giving me some anxiety..
Also I had vented to my Pisces friend about my Leo friend and some bad things were said about my Leo friend on both ends of the conversation. That when my Pisces friend told me how so and so talked stuff about me in highschool that it didn't bother me so much after what I said about my Leo friend, I felt I deserved it and accepted as God's way of showing me "It's doesn't feel so good when it's you..". My Leo friend as been the most kindest person and she trusts me more then I really deserve.
That now on Friday, I will confess what I had vented about to my Leo friend, not what my Pisces friend said but all the nasty things I had said and felt at that moment. She may cry or may never speak to me again but I feel I have to be honest about it.
School starts tomorrow actually and I am nervous and I don't feel like I am good enough or deserve this..I am trying to change this attitude this year and atleast stay positive.