Hi all Please can I have a reading re this situation
I posted this and got some astro responses but they may not be accurate because I dont have an accurate birth time for him.
Here goes...We met on a dating site and somehow things never got going and we remained friends yet there was always "something" there. He professed to be still not over his ex at that time.
There came a time when I told him how I felt and he said suggested that we have no contact until I "fell out of love with him". I respected that and 18 months later when I had healed myself and went back on the dating site where we had first met he contacted me. (Two days after I subscribed - he was still on the site) I suspect he had seen me back on the site but he sent me an email saying he thought he had seen me at a mall and was wondering how I was. I told him I was well. Emails continued for a bit and then I told him that I still loved him and this wasnt the wisest thing. Then he told me that he contacted me because of a dream that he had that compelled him to call me. He had been making love to me in that dream. He said he didnt know what this was or where it would go. I told him I didnt want to ruin the friendship and he said that he held me in his heart as a true and dear friend and that he was sure that neither of us would want to hurt the other.
Long story short we fell into a relationship but he didnt really treat me as though he cared for me. He wasnt cruel, just very evasive and distant. I never made any moves or demands on him all this time. Whatever happened between us was at his initiation
We 'broke' up when i told him that this limbo was painful for me. I was going through personal stuff with my family and all this went down at a time my life was turned on its head
Its been a year and he has contacted me again. He says he wants to be friends and that he regrets nothing that happened between us. We recently met again and he asked me if I was seeing anyone. As before he is the one who initiates all communication. He is acting strangely now. I love dogs and he recently sent me a picture of a dog that had been killed on the road.I told him that he is sick and he simply laughed it off
My quetions...
Why is he doing this? If he doesnt want me why has he always sought me out over the years? Will he ever forgive me? Will we ever meet again?
Please help me understand what is this thing between us....