Here's my analysis
Hey,SO.
I did that 'what if love' spread and guess what? I got some interesting cards for ya.
Ace of cups/3 of wands
One of you consider the other as their new love, someone with whom they can start a new relationship. While the other person feels that it's may not be a great idea, that there might be something better for them out there.
Yes, he feels that way towards me. It's really interesting because 1) I know that, 2) Fleur said the same thing as you just did.
And I think you've got my feelings right too. But now you may ask, why am I still in it? A damn good question, and that's what I am trying to figure out :-(
Ace of pents/strength
Upon knowing each other a little more, one of you is definitely feeling this is the right thing to do, a relationship that will bring them luck and good fortune. While the other person feels that this relationship is karmic.
Right again. That's how he feels. And that's how I feel. I wasn't thinking in those terms but that's what it is, I feel the relationship is karmic. Like I need to work through because this is what I asked the universe and now this is my job to work this out..
But you may ask why am I not being true to my feelings? Good question .. I will try to respond ..
The Hierophant/4 of pents
One of you is already relating to the other as the conventional partner while the other person feels suffocated/controlled already
Yes, the relationship reminds me of the fears I used to have as a little girl of a controlling man who will try to control me ..
He isn't that way, at least he has the potential to not be that way, but he also has the potential to be that way, and he brings out my anxiety related to that fear..
5 of cups/2 of swords
Hmm,this kinda sucks but neither one of you feels sexually attracted to each other nevertheless. It's more like wanting it to happen because one if feeling lonely while the other person doesn't want to face the fact that they don't want this relationship.
Well we haven't actually met Haha, it's built on a friendship we built online, hehe ..
The wheel/3 of cups
However, you and awi can sort things out as friends, or at least relate to each other in a friendly manner that brings some positive energy in that relationship.
Nice. Yes we have a lot of positive feelings together, and I so want that keep going within our friendship
7 of swords/8 of cups
Again either you or awi feel that this will definitely not work. However the other person feels differently either because they have a hidden agenda or because they are being sneaky about the whole thing.
Yes, again ..
The chariot/queen of cups/knight of pents
The outcome feels like this is a karmic relationship, either you will feel you won't be able to control where this relationship is heading to or you will try to control it with firm hands.
Yes, I really do feel and know that we have come together to learn what we want from life and relationships. Before this I was so much happier alone, but this has helped me grow in terms of what I want in relationship ..