How old is N? He's kinda immature, ya? I haven't read in for anyone in a while but here's what I got when I asked about his feelings for you:
Star- Five Swords- Page of Swords
So yeah, he's being a bit of a dick. There are feelings there, in fact I think he thinks highly of you, but it seems like he's playing games here. Maybe not mature enough to admit them TO himself? Or maybe worried about expectations being too high.
Like I said, it's been a while so let me know.