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T O P I C R E V I E Wwhitewitch111I have pneumonia, and it is so painful!! I kept hacking up crap today. And my temperature rises and drops so suddenly. I started anti-biotics tonight, but so far they just seem to make me cough more, though dry cough. Also it hurts to eat/drink. I think maybe because the food and the swallowing puts too much pressure on my lungs....Honestly though, I feel like I want to let the pneumonia take me, because I feel so sorrowful in this world. I feel I want to go home, to some other galactic planet, or celestial heaven. I sent out a curse on someone.It may be the three fold rule. But I think it's something more. The Goddess Tara has been visiting me a lot lately. And I asked her "if I am an angel take me home." A week and a half later...This happens. But I think it could be myself manifesting my wish to die. I don't know. I know it seems strange to take this tone, but I really have been suicidal lately, over many many issues in my life. Confused...whitewitch111It's in its early stages, but I kind of want it to kill me in a strange way. Then their's a small part of me that thinks of "after this its all going to get better,"But then their's a rational part of me that says I'm being over dramatic. But there have been all these craY emotions lately...up down, up down, and they don't even stop for pneumonia. It's like my body was over exerted by smoking, running outside, and not eating or drinking hardly. I did get dehidrated a month ago. And I didn't do a good job at drinking the water on time, because I kept saying I didn't need water in a fit of mania. But it was like my mind was over exerted too. And it just deteriorated my immune system....I don't know...Yeah...I'm a bit scared I supposeValentineI'm sending you Love and Light..... whitewitch111Thank you Valentine <3ValentineI hope it helped, and that you feel better.Ami AnneI understand all these seemingly non understandable feelings. God loves you is all I want to say, my dear Friend. ------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/whitewitch111Hey guys, went to the Doctor and they gave me some pain meds. And that I'm going to have to stop smoking until the infection is cleared and then maybe some.... He said the infection isn't subsiding but isn't growing. Today I'm also feeling very depressed....I know I shouldn't smoke marijuana right now, but it was actually taking away some of the pain when I ate, breathed, and coughed. I don't know it could be I'm in the mopies(depressive state of Bi-Polar) Or love issue stuff. And thank you Ami Anne, I thought no one would really get it. whitewitch111It's strange Ami, I haven't sought God in a long time until now.Ami Anne quote:Originally posted by whitewitch111:It's strange Ami, I haven't sought God in a long time until now.I only sought God, in a real way, when I had nothing left inside me to keep me going, WW.------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/Ami AnneWWWrite here every day, so we all can keep in touch with you and know how you are doing.Share what is going on and your thoughts and feelings, too, if you want.------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/Ami AnneJust checking on you, WW. How are you today, my Friend?------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/RandallAre you better?ValentineI'd also like to know that you're healing ww111Seimei Report please. and always remember that hacking up crap is an opportunity to get rid of some bad energy.------------------LeekingCheeRandallAre you better?Ami Anne quote:Originally posted by Seimei: Report please. and always remember that hacking up crap is an opportunity to get rid of some bad energy.------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/whitewitch111I'm so sorry to do this to all of you. Yes I am all right. I have been dealing with so much, and it was selfish of me. Lots of love to you all.
Honestly though, I feel like I want to let the pneumonia take me, because I feel so sorrowful in this world. I feel I want to go home, to some other galactic planet, or celestial heaven.
I sent out a curse on someone.It may be the three fold rule. But I think it's something more.
The Goddess Tara has been visiting me a lot lately. And I asked her "if I am an angel take me home." A week and a half later...This happens.
But I think it could be myself manifesting my wish to die. I don't know. I know it seems strange to take this tone, but I really have been suicidal lately, over many many issues in my life.
Confused...
Yeah...I'm a bit scared I suppose
------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE.
http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
And thank you Ami Anne, I thought no one would really get it.
quote:Originally posted by whitewitch111:It's strange Ami, I haven't sought God in a long time until now.
I only sought God, in a real way, when I had nothing left inside me to keep me going, WW.
Write here every day, so we all can keep in touch with you and know how you are doing.
Share what is going on and your thoughts and feelings, too, if you want.
Report please.
and always remember that hacking up crap is an opportunity to get rid of some bad energy.
------------------LeekingChee
quote:Originally posted by Seimei: Report please. and always remember that hacking up crap is an opportunity to get rid of some bad energy.
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