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Topic: I have pneumonia
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whitewitch111
Knowflake Posts: 3264
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted March 08, 2016 09:29 AM
  
I have pneumonia, and it is so painful!! I kept hacking up crap today. And my temperature rises and drops so suddenly.
I started anti-biotics tonight, but so far they just seem to make me cough more, though dry cough.
Also it hurts to eat/drink. I think maybe because the food and the swallowing puts too much pressure on my lungs....Honestly though, I feel like I want to let the pneumonia take me, because I feel so sorrowful in this world. I feel I want to go home, to some other galactic planet, or celestial heaven. I sent out a curse on someone.
It may be the three fold rule. But I think it's something more. The Goddess Tara has been visiting me a lot lately. And I asked her "if I am an angel take me home." A week and a half later...This happens. But I think it could be myself manifesting my wish to die. I don't know.
I know it seems strange to take this tone, but I really have been suicidal lately, over many many issues in my life. Confused...
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whitewitch111
Knowflake Posts: 3264
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted March 08, 2016 09:45 AM
It's in its early stages, but I kind of want it to kill me in a strange way.
Then their's a small part of me that thinks of "after this its all going to get better,"
But then their's a rational part of me that says I'm being over dramatic. But there have been all these craY emotions lately...up down, up down, and they don't even stop for pneumonia.
It's like my body was over exerted by smoking, running outside, and not eating or drinking hardly. I did get dehidrated a month ago. And I didn't do a good job at drinking the water on time, because I kept saying I didn't need water in a fit of mania.
But it was like my mind was over exerted too. And it just deteriorated my immune system....I don't know...Yeah...I'm a bit scared I suppose IP: Logged |
Valentine
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: Canada
Registered: Dec 2014
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posted March 08, 2016 12:42 PM
I'm sending you Love and Light.....  IP: Logged |
whitewitch111
Knowflake Posts: 3264
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted March 09, 2016 02:50 AM
Thank you Valentine <3IP: Logged |
Valentine
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: Canada
Registered: Dec 2014
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posted March 09, 2016 04:23 AM
I hope it helped, and that you feel better.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 67275
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted March 09, 2016 06:59 AM
I understand all these seemingly non understandable feelings. God loves you is all I want to say, my dear Friend. ------------------
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whitewitch111
Knowflake Posts: 3264
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted March 09, 2016 12:06 PM
Hey guys, went to the Doctor and they gave me some pain meds. And that I'm going to have to stop smoking until the infection is cleared and then maybe some.... He said the infection isn't subsiding but isn't growing. Today I'm also feeling very depressed....I know I shouldn't smoke marijuana right now, but it was actually taking away some of the pain when I ate, breathed, and coughed.
I don't know it could be I'm in the mopies(depressive state of Bi-Polar)
Or love issue stuff. And thank you Ami Anne, I thought no one would really get it.
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whitewitch111
Knowflake Posts: 3264
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted March 09, 2016 12:07 PM
It's strange Ami, I haven't sought God in a long time until now.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 67275
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted March 09, 2016 12:17 PM
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Originally posted by whitewitch111:
It's strange Ami, I haven't sought God in a long time until now.
I only sought God, in a real way, when I had nothing left inside me to keep me going, WW.
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Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 67275
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted March 09, 2016 05:57 PM
WWWrite here every day, so we all can keep in touch with you and know how you are doing. Share what is going on and your thoughts and feelings, too, if you want. ------------------
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Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 67275
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted March 10, 2016 10:28 AM
Just checking on you, WW. How are you today, my Friend?------------------
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Randall
Webmaster Posts: 64916
From: Saturn next to Charmaine
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 19, 2016 10:38 PM
Are you better?IP: Logged |
Valentine
Knowflake Posts: 599
From: Canada
Registered: Dec 2014
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posted March 20, 2016 12:48 AM
I'd also like to know that you're healing ww111IP: Logged |
Seimei
Knowflake Posts: 1902
From: n2thedust
Registered: Apr 2015
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posted March 21, 2016 08:52 PM
Report please.
and always remember that hacking up crap is an opportunity to get rid of some bad energy.
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Randall
Webmaster Posts: 64916
From: Saturn next to Charmaine
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 16, 2016 08:10 PM
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Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 67275
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted April 16, 2016 09:10 PM
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Originally posted by Seimei:
Report please.
and always remember that hacking up crap is an opportunity to get rid of some bad energy.
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whitewitch111
Knowflake Posts: 3264
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013
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posted May 09, 2016 07:24 AM
I'm so sorry to do this to all of you. Yes I am all right. I have been dealing with so much, and it was selfish of me. Lots of love to you all. IP: Logged |
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