posted March 11, 2013 02:24 AM
Idk if it's mercury retrograde or what, but I've been hanging out with an old friend who I haven't seen in years..We had a "fling" for a few months which was essentially a relationship, just not an official one, although that is what he wanted.. But I said no because we were 18 and were both leaving for different parts of the country/world at the end of the summer and I didn't see the point in a commitment. (But I know he was still hurt by that, which I genuinely feel bad for, and have definitely gotten my karma since then)
Anyway we do have some good aspects, moon conjunct moon (feel like we just KNOW each other, even now after so many years), his Venus in my 1st conjunct my ASC, his Eros conjunct my moon, my Psyche conjunct his Sun, etc. Of course there are negative aspects too though..
We've only hung out a few times but he's already said idk if we should be doing this if it's just for fun because I already know what I want with you and that's a relationship but I guess we'll just see how things play out..
So part of me feels like why go back to the past when so much has changed since then, but on the other hand I've been single for a long time and am kind of hurting right now tbh and it's made me realize how rare it is to find someone you feel close to and who also genuinely cares about you.. So idk just thought I would share lol