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Topic: awakening my twin soul
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neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 161 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted October 20, 2004 11:03 PM
Dear Know Flakes, I am in the process of awakening my twin soul and need your special, special, SPECIAL love, thoughts, prayers, good wishes, words of support and encouragement. It is not an easy process and I get discouraged at times because he acts indifferent towards me, but too much has happened in our lives for me to brush this aside and even a psychic has confirmed that we are twin souls sharing a similar karma. He is in a lot of pain right now, but refuses to let anyone in. I have nothing to offer him but my unconditional love and patience...how much I need to exercise this latter virtue! I request all those who read this post to please close their eyes, and for a minute, really, really think of us and pray that we reunite soon. IP: Logged |
astro junkie Moderator Posts: 9090 From: Registered: Nov 2003
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posted October 21, 2004 01:00 PM
Hope everything works out, can't wait to hear the good news ... IP: Logged |
purple_scorp Knowflake Posts: 346 From: Australia Registered: Sep 2004
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posted October 22, 2004 02:41 AM
Dear neptune lady,oh what a horrible place for you to be. I've sent you some love and some light so that you can both be happy. WAKE UP!!!! purple_scorp IP: Logged |
Swerve Knowflake Posts: 497 From: London Registered: Nov 2002
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posted October 22, 2004 02:56 AM
Hi Neptune Lady, have you still got my e-mail address? Maybe you would like to discuss what is happening with you and hopefully we can make some sense of it.Hope you are well. Swerve
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need to believe Knowflake Posts: 130 From: Registered: Jul 2002
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posted October 22, 2004 06:53 PM
I am sending you all my love. I have been following your story and want to let you know that I have a feeling he will come to you. It just won't be very soon so you need to have patience. Let him be on his own for a while. There are some lessons that he needs to learn too.
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Tītania Knowflake Posts: 49 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted October 24, 2004 10:50 AM
that stubborn little piscean of yours!! always remember, love conquers all!! so keep pouring your loving energy into him and have good thoughts about him. remember what linda says about affirmations and how you are seen in your love's eyes. you project an image of that person in your mind and with your loving energy that is what they become, good or bad. so make sure you visualise him not being closed off, but being open and happy and free with you =)all the best =) IP: Logged |
neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 161 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted October 24, 2004 01:47 PM
Dear Titania, You never fail to make me feel better and think more positively! Thank you AJ, Swerve, NTB and purple_scorp! IP: Logged |
PhoenixRising Knowflake Posts: 88 From: india Registered: Feb 2004
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posted October 25, 2004 04:59 PM
i'll pray for you..may you find all the happiness and love your heart craves for. IP: Logged |
Sheaa Olein Moderator Posts: 2617 From: London Registered: Jul 2004
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posted October 26, 2004 09:04 AM
Hey neptune lady - how are you today? Lots of love & best wishes sent your way IP: Logged |
neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 161 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted October 26, 2004 09:48 AM
Dear Sheaa, I feel lower than a worm's belly, Sheaa! Feel terribly confused and unable to think clearly. The demands of school life don't make things any easier IP: Logged |
neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 161 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 12:15 AM
And here is my update...my twin is slowly starting to accept my love. He has problems accepting unconditional love because of his past hurts, but he is slowly warming up. There will be hiccups along the way, I know, but his higher self loves me and accepts me and now I have come to actually feel his love and not doubt it... Please keep us in your prayers and I hope I can post more good news...IP: Logged |
steelrose Knowflake Posts: 684 From: Spain Registered: Sep 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 08:11 AM
I“m so happy to hear that... Yes, keep us posted, please...And yes, have faith... Love and desire alter things... Your call will wake him up... My energy is with you... Good luck! IP: Logged |
Navia Knowflake Posts: 127 From: U.S. Registered: Jul 2004
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posted February 01, 2005 02:54 PM
Have you tried tantric sex? Maybe that will open up his chakras.IP: Logged |
neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 161 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 02, 2005 12:59 AM
No, tell me about it IP: Logged |
Navia Knowflake Posts: 127 From: U.S. Registered: Jul 2004
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posted February 02, 2005 06:42 PM
In reviewing how I was "awakened" by my ts' higher self, I feel that is the answer. First came dreams for a few months, then I began to hear him telepathically, then he would have me relax, close my eyes, and open up to him like a flower. He's into alchemy and it has something to do with that, but it's mostly like lucid dreaming with emotion and being able to touch, not like watching a flat-screen movie. I could literally feel him. There is a way that wizards can do that with spirits involving white and red powder but I don't know anything about that. When two merge into one it is through fusion, balancing the masculine and feminine energies in sex, but I've never had tantric sex in the physical. After this began happening, I experienced periods of dizziness, sharp pains in my head, and a constant tingling at the top of my head as well as other things and when I looked up the symptoms I found that they were the same as a kundalini awakening. You would have to control it, but I'm not sure exactly how he does this. Good luck!IP: Logged |
neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 161 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 02, 2005 11:27 PM
I did try it Navia and it worked! I won't go into the explicit details here, but I really felt what you decribed.IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 4560 From: ireland Registered: Sep 2004
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posted February 03, 2005 08:49 AM
Oh Neptune lady - me being very influenced in my chart by Neptune (takes deep breath). I hate to say this, but I too have been through very similar attempted awakening over the last 5 years. Know for sure that he is very connected to me, but I have spent so much energy trying to get a reaction. He too closes down (not just to me but others too). I too have been told by half a dozen psychics that he is my soul mate but that I have to leave him alone to grow and now I am trying to do that. It is so HARD, I am emotionally drained from it, but have learnt that you cannot push people, they have to come around in their own time. At the moment, he is not getting in touch with me at all and is very cold and unwilling to let me in although in the past we were very good friends and there was a connection. It is with great great sadness that I have to admit I will probably lose him because of my over enthusiasm to make him see what I saw...........and with all that Neptune thing going on (for me), there was an element of illusion going on. I pray for you that whatever happens you will be able to learn from it. xxxxxxxIP: Logged |
Navia Knowflake Posts: 127 From: U.S. Registered: Jul 2004
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posted February 03, 2005 10:23 AM
Glad it works for you! I forgot to tell you about conjuction-your heart will open when you work on the breathing of his love and yours and there is a point that the two hearts can link together.IP: Logged |
neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 161 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 03, 2005 10:57 AM
Dear Sue G, Believe me I know what you mean. In my case, we're both Pisceans and so the fantasy goes on at both ends. But we have had a firm bond since childhood and in my heart I know that cannot be broken. On my communication with him, I follow my instinct and give him space. I don't pressurize him at all. I don't feel drained out at all sending him love. On the contrary, my heart overflows with love for him. It's a strange feeling..a very nice feeling.... to care for someone in this manner, without any strings attached...the closest this kind of love comes to is maternal love..but there are differences and I recognize them. Although I would love to protect him, I realize there are lessons he needs to learn on his own and his own karma that he needs to work out before we can reunite. I am only there for love and support. At the same time, I haven't put brakes on my life. I keep myself busy, have friends and am working towards my goals and dreams. Yet thoughts of him are always there at the forefront of my consciousness. I am always praying for him and I always will. IP: Logged |
noreenz Knowflake Posts: 828 From: Registered: Feb 2004
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posted February 03, 2005 11:58 PM
Hey Sweet Pea-Neptune Lady!!!It is good to hear from you and to be updated. I'm glad things are starting. As always, I wish you lots of love and luck with this challenge of yours. Noreen IP: Logged |
neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 161 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 04, 2005 12:06 PM
Noreenz, my dear. Good to hear from ya! Yes, "challenge" is the right word for it. But I'm learning the virtue of patience.IP: Logged |
neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 161 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 04, 2005 12:06 PM
and BOY is it hard! LOL.IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 4560 From: ireland Registered: Sep 2004
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posted February 06, 2005 06:17 AM
Aahh Neptune lady you sound so nice, bless you. Do you think you will always do what you are doing with the mr pisces and do you think if in time he chooses to not awaken that you will be prepared to meet somone else. I think it is a beautiful thing you are doing (we need more like you sweetie), but at the same time I hope you don't miss out on maybe being with another - god bless you - mr pisces is so lucky! ! ! x x x xIP: Logged |
qudsielf Knowflake Posts: 26 From: Adelaide South Australia Registered: Feb 2005
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posted February 20, 2005 08:45 AM
*wow* that connection sounds so interesting.. i would love to be able to try something like that. can you recommend some practices or reading to get started?i am with a pisces at the moment (i am a cancer - i've posted my details in another post here at soul unions) and we *seem* to share this interest in the mystical side of things and have had some 'interesting' moments - very different from my gemini ex of 4 years who i sometimes think is/was a soulmate.. but i had to let him go and i am now working on getting better becuase of it. i wish i was more certain about my pisces, that we are 'meant' to be together.. he is not used to opening up but is trying - the problem lies with me and my old fears and ideals about the future. i am hoping someone can look at our charts and tell me. bah i guess i'm rambling. there is just something about this forum that just gets you to spill things out! ------------------ "faith manages" IP: Logged |
qudsielf Knowflake Posts: 26 From: Adelaide South Australia Registered: Feb 2005
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posted February 20, 2005 08:53 AM
*whu?* i just tried to reply here and it isn't showing up, and this has happened before to me - does this happen to anyone else here?------------------ "faith manages" IP: Logged |