posted January 02, 2021 02:21 PM            

Below is your portal reading. I'm moving them to your very own person thread(s) and if at anytime there are curious Qs or further related Qs or your updates to say these were or were not accurate. 
Please respond here when you wish to add anything related to your portal reading.

   Happy New Year! 
     ~ M ♥️ M ~

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Stoika7 Here's YOUR
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♦️ 2020 - P O R T A L - 2021 ♦️

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Your notes and additional Qs are by the 2021 Portal. 🌸

Pulled Numbers
LOTTO or other Numbers for anything you choose to use them!
1, 3, 5, 5 and 30

Your Letters pulled~
"C" and "J"

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What do your Heart, Mind, Body and Soul have to say to you about your year 2020?

♣️ You Leaving 2020 ♣️
Heart - Mind - Soul - Body

♥️ Your Heart ( Your heart needed or had )?
- 8 of Cups -

In 2020 your Heart went through transition from sharing to needing to turn inward for nurturing of Her own needs in healing. Restoring. Your Heart was greatful that last turmoil ended. It was hard on you both. Once you were alone and the healing began, your heart cleared space only to rebuild with the fiur that weren't found because those were untainted. 4 of Cups is not a complete happiness energy however your Heart needed new, those were not yet discovered. Once your heart added them, it began to Feel again. Pumping lifeforce and love once again. That's where it was in 2020, satisfied with less than half. It was happy to see your effort in renewal of it. You didn't give up. You kept looking forward. It is ending 2020 with much healing it is greatful that you gave it. Perhaps next year will be much better for your beautiful Heart. ♥️

♠️ Your Mind (Thoughts + Dreams + Plans)?
- 5 of Swords -
A very combative thinking and speaking energy. You may have had a few battles of words in 2020.
Changes may have had your energy off balance. Possibly even anxious tendencies. Your mind wasn't too peaceful. This could be the Heart and mind both feeling the shock of the loss/change with love. That is a big arrow to one's Heart and subconsciously we carry around those hurts.
(side note~ *Your Mind might like you to do some positive affirmations, reminding yourself you are wonderful, good and deserving of the right person to share yourself wholly. )
In 2020 the changes were enough to create much stress upon your thinking. You busied yourself, yet sadness crept in.

♦️ Your Soul (Your Soul's mission)?
- Ace of Air - (Ace of Swords)
Spiritually, your Soul was able to cut through boundaries that were unneeded. You found your Soul seeking out Enlightenment, one kernel at a time. Your thirst to feed your Soul was powerful in 2020 - even if you weren't aware of it. Innately you were doing so. This balanced your over all picture, to keep you strong. Keep you going.

♣️ Your Body (Your body message of your previous year) ?
- Body - 8 of Pentacles -

Your body thanks you for the care you've given her in 2020. The nutrition, rest and fitness is very much noticed. She may have had a minor setback; however you didn't let her down. Despite being sad at times - you stayed on task. She's very happy with you!

~♥️~

quote: would be: what transiting Jupiter on my Sun/Venus is going to bring me, and will I overcome the challenge of transiting Saturn square to my Saturn?... otherwise, your Portal reading is fine just as it comes)

Cards and Answers
- 2 Of Cups -
Jupiter in your 2021 out look brings much shared emotion, possible commitments. Love as well as even harmonious feeling between you and another or/and Others.

- 6 of Swords -
Saturn will in 2021 due to past decisions, he eill bring a forced need to recover from sad times, less upbeat moments, you may find yourself moving to a happier and more stable surface. He only will fo this because it is best for you - in the time it occurs it will not feel so, yet afterwards, you'll see it is best.

What do your Heart, Mind, Soul and Body have to say to you about your upcoming year 2021Stoika7?

♠️ You Beginning 2021 ♠️
Heart - Mind - Soul - Body

your song came for 2021
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2021

♥️ Your Heart (Your heart desires) ?
- 7 of Cups (rev)

This is wonderful for your Heart. Your 2021 your Heart Stoika, will have a clear image of what her anguish was this past year. As well to have a fresh clear approach to what She/You really need. She is nolonger going to accept illusions. She's resisting the offers of another who's untrue, if you procede with them, she will not allow it. You'll feel her resisting him. She says there's a good one out there and she will know him, when she meets him. She sees through any facade. With her beaming her light on high, you can trust to let her meet some new Like Hearted Ones. ♥️

♠️ Your Mind (Thoughts + Dreams + Plans) ?
- Mind - 6 of Swords -

Your 2021 is still a bit mentally difficult. You are in a recovery period still. Feeling somewhat disconnected, you're thinking of moving or traveling yet your uncertain of what you want. Your mind just needs a period of retreat. Somewhere you can quiet distractions and experience nature.
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♦️ Your Soul (Your Soul's Mission) ?
- Soul - 10 of Pentacles -

Your Soul is your Zen. You have found inner peace in your Soul. This is perfection there. Your Soul says you need more Zen time allotted often to remedy your Swords and Cups. They ask you to come to your Zen too. Go within sometimes, just to be here. In your Soul space. Your inner being.
You will find your inner guidance and then redirect all these areas of life you need to match the healthiness of your Soul. It is truly beautiful, Stoika! 💓

♣️ Your Body (Your body message of your previous year) ?
- Body - 6 of Cups -

Your body is aligned with your Soul. You're being asked by her to slow down. Possibly meditate. Something from your childhood might return if you aren't cautious. Your body asks you to take very good care of her. Proper nutrition, hydration a balanced diet, fitness and rest. As well you may want to see your physician to make certain all is doing as well as it is suppised to. Your body dearly wants you both at your best and will appreciate everything you do for you both! ♥️

[b] Stoika
~ ~ ~ ~ 2021 ~ ~ ~ ~

From
- Eight Coins Tattoo Tarot -
- ⚜ Your Advice card ⚜
- Advice - 7 of Cups -

This is an unlikely advice however you are asked to take these qualities through your year of 2021 to get back to your happiest you!

You are asked to really look at everyone - even yourself, see through the veneer. Don't get cloudy visions on anyone. Time to see through it all.
You're told to not stay in your head anymore. As that is what has been causing you mental anguish. And to make decisions based on your intuition. Talk with your Heart, she's getting stronger. Build her connection to your Cup energy, get your intuition really strong. Then see all the illusions that you won't fall for. Hold your head up high and pursue success in every facet of your life.

🌸♥️ I wish you a beautiful, successful and happy 2021 Stoika. ♥️🌸

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Hello  Stoika - this is more personalized. 
I'm going yo leave it to you until the time comes, if it should, that you may req input or clarifying  anywhere. Also - time permitting  I thought perhaps to pull a fresh monthly card for each Month. Just to see what your energy might be.
I will also return your response I am sadly late with. Then we can communicate here. Thank you for your patience. 

posted January 02, 2021 06:58 PM            

Ok, I think I have a few questions (hope you won't regret opening such a personalized thread, lol ! just kidding ❤️ )

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Your Letters pulled~
"C" and "J"

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May "C" and "J" be the same person? (surname and name).

Could also "J" be linked to the 2 Of Cups pulled for my question on transiting Jupiter conjunct my Sun/Venus?

(your answers was: "Jupiter in your 2021 out look brings much shared emotion, possible commitments. Love as well as even harmonious feeling between you and another or/and Others.")

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♣️ Your Body (Your body message of your previous year) ?
- Body - 6 of Cups -

Your body is aligned with your Soul. You're being asked by her to slow down. Possibly meditate. Something from your childhood might return if you aren't cautious. Your body asks you to take very good care of her. Proper nutrition, hydration a balanced diet, fitness and rest. As well you may want to see your physician to make certain all is doing as well as it is suppised to. Your body dearly wants you both at your best and will appreciate everything you do for you both! ♥️

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Will the visit to the physician I have planned already take me to definitive healing this year?

posted January 03, 2021 01:29 AM            

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Originally posted by Stoika7:
My lovely MoonMystic, what a work are you doing on here!! ❤️ 🙏 ❤️ 🙏 ❤️ 🙏

Ok, I think I have a few questions (hope you won't regret opening such a personalized thread, lol ! just kidding ❤️ )

[QUOTE][b] Your Letters pulled~
"C" and "J"

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May "C" and "J" be the same person? (surname and name).

Could also "J" be linked to the 2 Of Cups pulled for my question on transiting Jupiter conjunct my Sun/Venus?

(your answers was: "Jupiter in your 2021 out look brings much shared emotion, possible commitments. Love as well as even harmonious feeling between you and another or/and Others.")

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♣️ Your Body (Your body message of your previous year) ?
- Body - 6 of Cups -

Your body is aligned with your Soul. You're being asked by her to slow down. Possibly meditate. Something from your childhood might return if you aren't cautious. Your body asks you to take very good care of her. Proper nutrition, hydration a balanced diet, fitness and rest. As well you may want to see your physician to make certain all is doing as well as it is suppised to. Your body dearly wants you both at your best and will appreciate everything you do for you both! ♥️

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Will the visit to the physician I have planned already take me to definitive healing this year?

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Hello my dear Stoika. ♥️

Yes, C and J could be one person. I do feel yes, if this fit the 2 of Cups fir CJ as the archetype matching.

I'm asking my RW your Q re healing this year. You recieved a Yes with 9 of of Pentacles. ♥️ The date could be in September.

posted January 03, 2021 12:15 PM            

Just want to say that most of your reading resonates. I have "half" recovered (both with my body and mind) but still can feel those swords in my mind and I have a few weird reactions from my body for having been physically immobilized for years, but the main issue seems to be over (for the moment...). But I could not fully enjoy such a miracolous recovery for many reasons yet. As I said in my feedback in the portal thread, I am already living "into the wild" and loneliness since years and have detached from many people from whom I am deeply disappointed and hurted. I wish I could rely more on my heart than on my mind for healing, but it's hard to forget how so many close people hurted me while I needed their love during my longtime sickness, so my heart is broken and difficult to heal. I always try hard to forgive and overcome this, but any time I do so, people disappoint me again. I find relief from such painful dynamic only in loneliness, in writing, in making music, but at the same time I miss friends around me.

I'm already feeling transiting Saturn coming in wide square to my natal Saturn and it will be exact square in a couple of weeks. This is already giving me a dark state of mind and reject of any communication... I hope it will be for the best as you predicted ❤️

If I may ask another question to your cards, I would like to ask about my best friend G, who showed up after one year with a message just sending hugs, since we had a fight and never spoke again... the question would be how am I supposed to reply to his message, cause I am not sure he still cares about me. But there's no rush, you can do this at any time you feel like...

posted January 03, 2021 05:34 PM            

”both with my body and mind) but still can feel those swords in my mind and I have a few weird reactions from my body for having been physically immobilized for years, but the main issue seems to be over (for the moment...). But I could not fully enjoy such a miracolous recovery”

I'm happy to hear that. 💓💓💓💓
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” always try hard to forgive and overcome this, but any time I do so, people disappoint me again. I find relief from such painful dynamic only in loneliness, in writing, in making music, but at the same time ”

.Stoika, my dear 💓 music will heal you all the way. Give it time our hearts are in concordia with the melody of it. Create and sing. Listen and feel it.
Maybe for awhile write it and create it alone until the right one you meet matches your vibrations. 💓🌿🌹

I agree re Saturn. He's been harsh but there's a good way to get thru it. Meditate or just listen to music.
He's been aspect to himself for me. I know he's not fun guy. *Hug*

Awe not For in ego reasons, I too hope those good things come for you too! you're a wonderfully warm and caring person who very much deserves complete happiness.

I am going to add another msg with your answers to your Qs.

... ✨ ...

posted January 03, 2021 05:47 PM            

Your cards - 1st was for his intentions
5 of swords

I feel there may had been a battle in word's where G felt victorious in a hollow victory, as you were alienated by this conflict. Placing the new intentions in wanting a do over .. clarification card Ace of Swords - an emotional new start. Idk about an apology but G seems to miss you and deep dn wants a renewal in your connection.

- 2nd as to your advice you asked
2 of Cups

posted January 03, 2021 06:59 PM            

Actually, there was not a battle of words, I was expecting him to make a little urgent work for me (paid work) and he didnt want me to call anyone else to do that, but he had me waiting for four months and put me in troubles cause of this. during the wait I told him I was disappointed and that I badly needed this work done so I would call someone else, and he still didnt want me to, saying he would do it soon, and he didnt. this has happened 4 or 5 times during those 4 months of waiting... finally he organized things to do this task but the week he had to start he just sent a message saying he was too busy to do it, again... he KNEW I would get mad at that point, and sending the message instead of calling me was the worst part. I didnt call him back exactly cause I didn't want to express my anger. But he never called back, and I didnt even cause I was too disappointed. I mean, we're talking about someone who was like a brother to me since thirty years.
Sorry for the long explanation, I just mean to explain that there was no battle of words actually, which would have happened if I had called him but I didn't.
Then he sent this message after one year of silence.
I'm happy if he wants to reconnect and he misses me, but this message made me also angry cause he sent wishes and hugs for new years eve like if nothing had happened... and so I really can't figure out how I could possibly reply, I am not certainly going to pretend that nothing has happened!

posted January 03, 2021 07:44 PM            

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Stoika, I may be away a bit this week but if you do have more Qs (spellcheck has As ugh) I'll Pop in periodically. I very much hope that G was being sincere. Pls let me know what you decide. 🙂

Maybe you'll soon be creating new music too. Fingers crossed for all good things coming for you. Are you tracking the upcoming New and Full Moons?
We have the New one in ♑ on the 13th and the Full 🌝 On the 28th. In Leo.

posted January 16, 2021 07:28 PM            

So my Saturn square Saturn transit has started along tr. north Node on my IC, and I need to tell you it's very heavy... I am being terribly depressed again with very negative dark state of mind. Also, close people keep sending me negative vibes and hurt me.

If you'd like to pull cards again I'd ask how am I going to cope with this to avoid losing myself into complete darkness. It's just the start of it, it will last one month and I am not sure I can make it, lol

🙏

posted January 17, 2021 12:01 PM            

Can you write your Qs so I can ask them.?

posted January 17, 2021 07:20 PM            

My dear, I noticed your response .. I'll read that Q regards to getting your advice out of the darkness,  just after this is posted.

  Thank you for allowing me to work with you, I'm  happy to have this experience reading for you during this pivotal time in life.   Pls read the footer note too.

This is a simplistic  view of your area of awareness for the period of January  17th-Feb 28th.

Here you'll receive one Tarot Card and from the Leonormand deck, 2 additional cards. These will point to any area Spirit lights up. Not the same as in the Portal.  We'll  see if particular areas are doing differently. 

I sincerely hope this will offer some light upon your path for the next couple months. ♥️

Leonormand  Cards
☆|  The Lady 29   |☆  JANUARY 17/FEBRUARY  28
☆|   The Ring 25 |☆
29/ 11  is  Aquarius
25/ 7  is   Libra

The Lady (Anima):
Feminity. Family member.

The Ring:
keywords ~
commitment,  promise, honor, partnership,  cooperation,  cycles

The Lady + The Ring
  "A woman committed  or bound to something,  or has a relationship with the Lady"

 You're  being the feminine in your story might be presented with an offer of promise, commitment.  Your house Libra is suggested as is Aquarius. 
A friend and Other could be the offering one of the promise to you (feminine).

7+11 > 18 > (h9) Sagittarius  "travel,education,  foreigners "

  Tarot Card
 🗝 |  The World  10 |🗝  (fixed energy) Major Arcana

"World at your feet"
 A strong and positive energy. Aqua (Again here), Scorpio,  Leo and Taurus all influences. Your health looks strong. If you're serious and not yet committed,  this energy may lead you to commitment  (adding with your Lady+Ring).
My card emphasizes books (wisdom, study) and the sword (+serpent), (Mind, thoughts) your education could be reflected in this part of 2021. House 10 is near MC, Perhaps you'll be enhancing your knowledge,  possibly with travel too, for your career.  Or others will view you within your public persona as well read, wise.  You've  been successful,  now you chose how you'd like to celebrate!  Whatever it is you would like to bring you pure happiness. 

Have a wonderful  upcoming month.
Note: After I've caught up, I'll  be able to touch on any Qs in relation to your Portal reading as well the this snapshot of your next couple months.

~ MoonMystic  ~

posted January 17, 2021 07:44 PM            

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Originally posted by Stoika7:
Thank you lovely ❤️

If possible, I would ask the cards for advice, what is the right mind attitude to cope with such darkness of transiting Saturn to my Saturn? (...for instance, should I just deal with it in isolation? Should I share my state of mind with someone I trust? Should I just focus on writing, music, creativity? Should I understand what's wrong with me without blaming others, even though they deserve so, lol)

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Stoika, Your two advice cards -
Temperance and Page of Cups.

Temperance the Sage card.
(14 >5 House of Leo Sun)
It is the card of patience yet it is about compromise and union. Art is as well mentioned. Taking it all moderately. I feel you're being asked to pull yourself into your art but to experience your lighter, not dark times you'll need to release the pressure in which is presented now via another. To tip toe into a union to be even in a small way in a partnership (friends or what it should be by your choice). To agree to try to meet half way.
Taking that Leo (innocent, creative, childlike) energy and applying it to the Page of Cups, you're asked to be a dreamer and sensitive. Not on the unhappy side of sensitive. On the happy spectrum, where the naive side is called upon. See this union thst is a refresh, with new eyes. We left 2020 - don't be too critical in view. If you're facing your own self protective mode, not wanting hurt, small steps are recommended to get to a comfortable place for you to navigate these uncertain waters. Eventually, you'll not realise those icy cold waters have warmed. Be open - allow small, slow and new
opportunity to get a flow between yourself and the other. As this is healing - your creativity will be splendour once again.

posted January 17, 2021 07:51 PM            

wow, this looks so promising Moon! It may actually have to do with a project for my book to be published abroad and actually involving a woman.......!

posted January 17, 2021 08:10 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
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Stoika, Your two advice cards -
Temperance and Page of Cups.

Temperance the Sage card.
(14 >5 House of Leo Sun)
It is the card of patience yet it is about compromise and union. Art is as well mentioned. Taking it all moderately. I feel you're being asked to pull yourself into your art but to experience your lighter, not dark times you'll need to release the pressure in which is presented now via another. To tip toe into a union to be even in a small way in a partnership (friends or what it should be by your choice). To agree to try to meet half way.
Taking that Leo (innocent, creative, childlike) energy and applying it to the Page of Cups, you're asked to be a dreamer and sensitive. Not on the unhappy side of sensitive. On the happy spectrum, where the naive side is called upon. See this union thst is a refresh, with new eyes. We left 2020 - don't be too critical in view. If you're facing your own self protective mode, not wanting hurt, small steps are recommended to get to a comfortable place for you to navigate these uncertain waters. Eventually, you'll not realise those icy cold waters have warmed. Be open - allow small, slow and new
opportunity to get a flow between yourself and the other. As this is healing - your creativity will be splendour once again.

The cycle seen in your ring card earlier, reflects how like the wheel, promise can go through the motions - not all are good yet to loop over and over (consistency) you'll appreciate the good parts so much more when you remember you felt those sour bits in the journey. The 7th house was as well Aqua noted in that read. Do any of these energies seem present with you and this other?
The isolation is your choice. If you would rather be isolated you could write thru music lyrics. Get lost in your creations. You're not truly alone in this. If you want to co create, try that but feel your instincts for your certainty in this trust you seek.
Have you explored your Arabic parts? They define your chart areas of concerns. They pronounce meaningful ones too.
Pls let me know if you need more .. The World card did offer you Aqua (Saturn) in some way Saturn was speaking to you. ♥️
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Thank you 💙💙💙