posted June 18, 2021 10:50 PM            

Will I end up moving to LA or NY to work on a tt/film/stage show?

posted June 19, 2021 09:37 AM            

And I totally get that this is a dream and/or there’s a lot of emphasis on imagination around this. Which of course is also the area (film etc. is all about moving the senses).

However for now it feels like there’s something closer to home and/or another place (and since you asked both LA + NY) I simply see it as a current no for these two cities. Especially because there’s no “moving” energy. And something simply feels difficult around this in the current energy.

And if you want to continue to make this dream a reality, it feels like it may need a bit more of a long breath to get there and/or make it solid.

Even if you somehow feel called or that it’s destined at the moment.

Hope that makes sense 🙏

posted June 19, 2021 07:09 PM            

And I totally get that this is a dream and/or there’s a lot of emphasis on imagination around this. Which of course is also the area (film etc. is all about moving the senses).

However for now it feels like there’s something closer to home and/or another place (and since you asked both LA + NY) I simply see it as a current no for these two cities. Especially because there’s no “moving” energy. And something simply feels difficult around this in the current energy.

And if you want to continue to make this dream a reality, it feels like it may need a bit more of a long breath to get there and/or make it solid.

Even if you somehow feel called or that it’s destined at the moment.

Hope that makes sense 🙏
Thanks L,

I'm actually in LA now, and just not sure whether my success might come from audition in LA or NY.

Do you have a Q?

posted June 20, 2021 12:36 AM            

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Originally posted by Saille:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by Laura222:
[B]I read on your first question.

And I totally get that this is a dream and/or there’s a lot of emphasis on imagination around this. Which of course is also the area (film etc. is all about moving the senses).

However for now it feels like there’s something closer to home and/or another place (and since you asked both LA + NY) I simply see it as a current no for these two cities. Especially because there’s no “moving” energy. And something simply feels difficult around this in the current energy.

And if you want to continue to make this dream a reality, it feels like it may need a bit more of a long breath to get there and/or make it solid.

Even if you somehow feel called or that it’s destined at the moment.

Hope that makes sense 🙏
Thanks L,

I'm actually in LA now, and just not sure whether my success might come from audition in LA or NY.

Do you have a Q?

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I assumed you were in neither. It said some luck closer to home. So that’s LA.

posted June 21, 2021 12:16 AM            

- Q1 - Will I end up moving to LA or NY to work on a tt/film/stage show?

- Q2 - What does the future hold romantically for J and I?

- For Los Angeles
 - 6 Of Cups  -
Yes, I feel there will be an offer.
Though the pay may be small.
I feel sentimental reasons could keep you there despite that. Were you to get an offer elsewhere,  it might be emotional to make the decision between the offers. Something about your dreams were met in LA, you felt connection there, when you felt vulnerable once -  You made it home.
Maybe on the next crescent moon? We are going into Cancer season - July is possible.

- New York -
 - Four Of Pentacles -
I see you clinging to the West coast. The tree in this image tells me your roots, memories and feelings are too strong to cut yourself from. Any offer in LA is likely to bring more value to you, if there were an offer in NY.

~ Regarding your J,  Question.  Iir he is younger? I think I got these for you before?  My deck is shuffled well & newish.

Queen Pentacles  & Knight Of Pentacles
  You'll both be grounded (rooted), investing time into creating abundance. You might not reveal (fully) your feelings to him. Apprehensive due to his slow gallop, which appears to be away from you. The question is, will he turn around? Is he waiting for something from you? To reveal so he'll  be more motivated? He's not appearing joyful,  riding away. This could mean you are going seperate directions to create the needed abundance,  yet the plan for him is to gain and grow into the King Maybe he feels he needs more to invest in this coupling, to return with a crown. Maybe the Divine is directing him, he unknowingly is doing this?
  Clarification  - Page Of Cups -

 There's romantic  feelings between you in the future. Possibly love notes, texts or letters. I feel these energies reflect you won't be nearby each other, yet the absence will strengthen the interest. The "thought" of being together. Maybe working on plans to see one another.

 Please let me know if this might resonate  and  as always, I wish you the very best with everything! 💞🌸

posted June 21, 2021 06:10 AM            

Yes, J is younger...a lot!

I know the emotional element is there, and I do feel him already pulling away like he's waiting for me to tell him what to do..(he's in a relationship that he's "comfortable" in, but I don't feel it's my place to tell him what to do with that..though I know I will feel more open to letting him know how much I feel for him if he were single.

I keep recently getting the page of cups as well as a final card...and based on our interactions..always been through calls, text, and facetime...it makes sense, but understanding that this is what it may be like for a while.
I am headed to NY in July for a bit, and we'll likely see each other and see whether I can tell him how I feel and what I want from him.

posted June 21, 2021 11:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Saille:
WOW!
Thank you love!
I moved to LA in August...hAving visited a few times, and I was initially excited, but bc of J( he lives in NY) and having doubts whether I should look for auditions in NY in case I get something there...and see if something more sturdy can happen.
But without him, I'm happy staying in LA until a show/movie comes along, so the element of making an emotional decision is spot on.

Yes, J is younger...a lot!

I know the emotional element is there, and I do feel him already pulling away like he's waiting for me to tell him what to do..(he's in a relationship that he's "comfortable" in, but I don't feel it's my place to tell him what to do with that..though I know I will feel more open to letting him know how much I feel for him if he were single.

I keep recently getting the page of cups as well as a final card...and based on our interactions..always been through calls, text, and facetime...it makes sense, but understanding that this is what it may be like for a while.
I am headed to NY in July for a bit, and we'll likely see each other and see whether I can tell him how I feel and what I want from him.

Thank you so much, this was really helpful. Please let me know if you have a Q. It's 3am here and I'm headed to bed, happy because of your reading

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Saille ~
I'm sorry I'm late responding. Our internet has been pretty slow in connecting today. I am so happy this reading was helpful in some way.

That Page of Cups is sticky for you two -
Definitely a positive one to share.
Emotionally there can be much growth in that energy.

My fingers are crossed for you to have a nice *in person* visit next month.

I will try to think up a Q. If you ever need more I'm happy to assist. 🌸

posted June 22, 2021 01:49 AM            

Felt like he used it as a excuse to then not discuss it further.

But will keep you posted!

posted June 30, 2021 02:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Saille:
Thanks again, and I told him about your reading...and the only thing he took from it was "Maybe the Divine is directing him, he unknowingly is doing this?"

Felt like he used it as a excuse to then not discuss it further.

But will keep you posted!

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Saille,

Your visit near his area is getting closer. I'll bet you're getting excited.
Yeah, he probably is reserved to discuss It much more but he could feel the subtle pull of the Divine into your direction. Men aren't ordinarily the ones to talk feelings. At least as much as us. Yet they feel emotions after they "process". Even my water guy is a logic (sword) Thinker, before feeler.
Anything new with him?

Can I still ask a Q too?

If it's ok, mine is sort of a two parter.
Backstory why this inquiry:
I read in my twenties in a basic wheel astrology reading my older years I'd move abroad. In recent years both Tarot and astrology has indicated this to still be true but this last week I requested a full Vedic life report. I was told mature years I'd be moving from my current or home country to a new residence in another country.

Q - Will I be moving overseas in my future?
If it indicates a yes -
Q - What part of the world do I seem to move to?

Thank you. If you're unable to read them, I understand.

Have a wonderful day Saille.
~ Kira

posted July 02, 2021 04:51 AM            

Hi Love, do you have your natal chart, I'll be able to get a better idea based on where the planets/signs/houses and use cartography to see where Jupiter and venus are located. but for now I'll Lenormand too.
Will I be moving overseas in my future?
Past-Heart
present-coffin
Future- Dog
I do think you will.
With the coffin often means ending...the heart is the past-tells me that- you no longer will feel that where your are...are heart is...you are no longer happy with, and with the dog in the future...meaning loyalty- you no longer feel loyal to where you current are, and want to pursue a journey.

If you don't mind, I do have a question. I am planning on sending a letter to a president of a film company, who I've met before at his house through a mutual friend. He gave me his number a few year ago, and told me to contact him when I reached LA.

I am wondering if I send him a letter, he will remember me, but more importantly if he will respond by writing or calling me back?

TY.

posted July 03, 2021 01:39 AM            

 
 I looked at my natal in both trop+vedic.
Unless it's a joint move (looked@midpoints), I'm not going too soon. I'm  okay with this as it is though - not knowing certainty - yet. 
It's  actually stressful and an ex might be involved, though I did get my husband  to agree we stay together and go together,  if such a move takes place. Even if someone from my past, offers a safe haven elsewhere, he comes with me. I do see your Lenormand reading as  *Very accurate. Thank you!  

~ 
Not at all. I'm happy to read for you. -

  if I send him a letter, he will remember me, but more importantly if he will respond by writing or calling me back?

I am pulling one card for each and clarifying,  for a cleaner read. Less confusing, hopefully. 

- President Remembering you -
- Your Cards -
- The Devil -

  It seems you may be unforgettable  with the temptation card coming out, yet this is also the MC represented card. Professionalism.  I don't  know if you have family in acting too? Maybe further back or on a branch not as close?
He seems to see the Devil image in the tree you are connected with.
As far as temptation, you have an indelible  place in his memory.

- Clarification -
Judgement
  Your second major arcana, using a second deck ~

This particular energy reflects a group of ladies all dressed up. They very well could be up for roles/jobs. You stand out, yet you didn't join them - you went your independent route. You stood out but seemed steadfast and certain you would find  your own way. He noticed,  yet let you find your way. Maybe you took another offer back then? He left that door open to you, once you decide(ed) to return.  Maybe you didn't take a position before or one ended - time has gone by. There happen to be coffins, this isn't dead ~ doors are opened.  You never left his memory nor,you weren't ever removed from a potential professional hire/help.

President Responding to you ~
  Page Of Wands
  Yes. I feel you'll  be re discovered, as though you were in the back of his mind (not far back) but now he has ambition in responding to offer you help on your behalf getting your break in for a job/role.

  Clarification  -
Justice

 Another major arcana!
Yes. He has his seat empty as though he rushed to send out a doc.
Mind you this is not modern art on my cards, he has a pen laying across his desk. The scales are in balance.  Light ~ a new day shines through to bring you a response.  Listen for birds. Idk if you have a bird chirp on your pc/tablet/phone. He will send it whichever way you two are communicating.  The fireplace indiindicates Fire
quick, ambitious,  even passionate.  He isn't sitting on his response.

posted July 03, 2021 06:28 AM            

Thank you for my reading, I'm so excited to send the letter, and will keep you posted.

posted July 19, 2021 08:02 AM            

If so, wondering what J’s thoughts were about me after we ran into each other yesterday. We hadn’t seen each other for a year or so.

posted July 19, 2021 11:40 PM            

Saille <3 glad you've been okay.
I'm sorry to hear that you won't be but at least he didn't keep you dangling. This way you can concentrate on other opportunities. Hope you're well, away from the fires.

Take care ... Oh I just got my anscestors cards if you're ever interested in me pulling for you again or sharing these, let me know. 🙂 🌸

posted July 26, 2021 12:46 AM            

If you're around can you pull for me.
J and I had a huge fight last night, and today called me to tell me he's giving up, and wants to break things off, but wants to be friends and continue to talk not as much as before about specific topics but not romance. He did say maybe when things are different, he's older we'd make it work.
But I feel like I'm being punished and put on probation until my behavior gives him confidence that we can make things works-my "behavior" being that I get upset with him flirting with other women, and him sweeping issues under a rug and never wanting to discuss them until it looms over both of us and becomes a bigger fight and he gives me the silent treatment for 3/4 days.

So now wondering what does the future holds for our relationship and wondering how long it will take for us to get back together if we do...if you can see time.

posted July 26, 2021 06:24 PM            

I'm sorry to hear that. ♡
Have there been more developments since the argument?

I'll  brb with your reading.

~ ♡ ~

Saille,

Here's  your cards ~
- J's energy - Your Energy - Combined energy -

Emperor - 3 Of Cups - 9 Of Swords
The Tower popped out in the shuffle, only to show me it was there (The argument point) and when I began 9 Of Swords was on the Bottom.  Echoing the energy IS indeed shared.

  Bottom of deck Two Of Cups, to me indicates where previously you two were at.
~ His energy is rigid, fiery. . Burning away in the backdrop that which he feels has crossed him. This reflects the battle,  a significant opposition.  He feels righteous here. Firm and unyielding. Sacral chakra is lit with the root. This comes from a deeply passionate area, possibly  a repressed sexual rage? (Scorpio/ Mars*)
~  You've been wishing to be cheerful, accepting, yet a third to a trio. It may had been uncomfortable.  Yet have shown friendliness to all involved. Emotionally,  you want to get along with all parties associated with J. You want J to see you as joyous.

  ~ However at night, neither you or he can rest. There's  an undercurrent between you that has brought out this tirade from him. He seems fearful of your words, you seem fearful of his words and dryness behind them. He's  afraid of your emotions, speaking,  sharing them (particular words), yet his fire in his masculine energy of the netherworld,  he's holding back his desire by this energy.

Clarification  -
*3 Of Cups fell out, emotons are very involved - maybe in a three sequence .

Queen of Swords
Sharp but true, she will deliver even hard words to hear. This isn't  helpful, it  reflects that honesty will be heard, shared.
Yet the emotion is solidly stoic. She is barely touching her instrument of protection (there's little lost trust, yet uncertainty), opening herself to recieve information - truth. Though she seems unswayed,her sword stand upright, as though she has a strength mentally to weild it at any moment.
  You both feel hesitant to speak up. Yet both of you  are sleeping on all those daggers because the truth is strongly withheld. Or someone feels another is holding back. What it is you each hold, is frustrating.  It  is challenging  this friendship  (?more). The fear building worries.

bottom of Deck (what's  hidden)
Page of Wands

   His was the Sole Major Arcana. Idk how yours/his & combined Mars/Pluto are speaking now in terms of transits?
Ever possible shared (Prog) chart, one or more could shine upon this more.

Please let me know if it resonates,  or more cards may be needed. ♡

posted July 26, 2021 07:12 PM            

"what does the future holds for our relationship and wondering how long it will take for us to get back together if we do...if you can see time.”

Sorry, I didn't meant to but duh, lol
I'll bb with this portion.

What does the future hold for Saille and J's relationship?

⚜ Ace Of Swords ⚜ 2 Of Pentacles  ⚜

There is love, a renewal of love. It seems that Divine intervention may be at play. There  may be some rest that is restored after this calm returns to you both. A balanced and secure connection that the Air and earth seem to have restored. This is due to the Sword, the Queen offered earlier.  This security is offered due to the honest moment of truth -you endure together. 2 Of Pentacles reflects how you both feel more confident together,  in this future moment.
 For this question ~  Libra season or (Dec 22-30th)

 ~  ~ ~

How long until Saille can mend this to reunite?
⚜ The High Priestess  ⚜ The Fool ⚜

  It is nebulous as the card given is like a richly painted wall. You both  have a restriction against seeing this outcome fully. Though it is each your free wills that will decide the fate of this future together in a reunion.  After  what looks like was a tower moment, High Priestess is fanning the flames, opening the gate to your next card 0 The Fool.
Just leaping in, with a carefree approach.  Perhaps you'll  each need to "let go and be carefree" this time? You'll  both be outta your heads, yes, I feel you're both going to make this leap to reunite try again.
Blue skies and white roses, a pureness to this renewed opportunity.

  Uranus is the key, the shock factor in your transits. This reunion will creep in unexpectedly.  Yet welcomed by both J and you.

posted July 27, 2021 01:50 AM            

3 of cups- so many 3rd parties involved- gf, another woman he kissed, all the women he flirts with.
9 of swords- seems fitting-though I doubt either of us will ever admit to the pain.
Have there been more developments since the argument?
We haven't discussed it-though we are in class together and hang out in groups-and both act like nothing has happened.
Queen of Swords-is the queen of swords me-or someone that will deliver these sharp words?

Ever possible shared (Prog) chart, one or more could shine upon this more. Do I do a progress chart as an event for what has happened?

posted July 27, 2021 02:30 PM            

I'm responding through your quotes so I touch the full content in this reading, situation. I'm on my cell pH so quotes are not easily done - I screw tags up on my phone.

"Thank you so much Moon."
You're very welcome Saillie

"I don't remember the words said because I was drunk and crying and he won't even tell me about bc that just him.
Emperor-Interesting as I'm an Aries and he's an Aquarius."

💮 Oic The Emperor and Fool card speak to you as a pair. Though the energies were from differing questions. One was his card in HIS energy. He carries that energy in this situation. Yet your memory from what was said might have had traces of fiery, stoic from you as well. Without your recall, it's difficult to discern.

"you've been wishing to be cheerful, accepting, yet a third to a trio.
3 of cups- so many 3rd parties involved- gf, another woman he kissed, all the women he flirts with.
9 of swords- seems fitting-though I doubt either of us will ever admit to the pain.
Have there been more developments since the argument?
We haven't discussed it-though we are in class together and hang out in groups-and both act like nothing has happened.
Queen of Swords-is the queen of swords me-or someone that will deliver these sharp words?"

💮 I see. This 3 of Cups reappeared too. Which evidently reiterated *his* bringing too much activity into the twosome, breaking that boundary of Two - to conviently bring it to three. It seems a move to be a player but maybe it's a psychological move for him to do this as twosome-ness brings him anxiety. I confirm Spirit gave me a double hard heart pound just as I wrote that. He seems to be
in a phobia of intimacy.
Queen Of Swords is an icy energy. Yes, she would stand in for your being entertwined with others in gross, yet on a "cold war" with one another. For lack of other words. There's a strand of distrust between you. Obviously his bringing an extra Cup in when he feels he can - gives you perfect reason to have the distrust. Maybe you DID while drunk tell him Sharply what you felt, thought of his behavior.

"Ever possible shared (Prog) chart, one or more could shine upon this more. Do I do a progress chart as an event for what has happened?"

💮. If you look at the prog midpoints, with transits, you might see these planets from this reading (on the argument date)
It could bring forth the energies clearly. Which then you could possibly understand better if HE+YOU are not n a monetary hiccup or if this is a much bigger calamity.

"Afterthought - Maybe I should ask if he plans to hold this grievance or will he reach out, accept your attempt?
I'm not planning reaching out to him...and if he calls to talk- I want to let him know my thoughts-which mentioned previously that I feel he is intentionally punishing me -to ask me to ignore his behavior."

💮 Okay - it is completely up to you. You might be the one who in this RS will decide the fate of it.
Do you think a note or letter might better (softer) communicate to him your side if it? Maybe the fire rages too strongly to use voice? Just a thought. Please let me know, it didn't seems as so, if you'de like anything read or if I can help with chart options that may benefit the situation. I am so sorry you're going through this. I know J means a lot to you.
Sending uplifting vibes to you Saillie.

posted July 27, 2021 09:28 PM            

I can't remember what I said, but I'm sure it was calling him out for all his actions and how hurtful they were...and even if I was drunk-I spoke the truth and don't regret it.

I'm glad to know I'm the queen of swords-I feel affirmed for what I said.

I'll check out the prog for that day and see what it says. TY

Okay - it is completely up to you. You might be the one who in this RS will decide the fate of it.
What is RS.

I will honestly text him afterwards if he calls. I think that will be more helpful to the both of us.
Definitely didn't sleep well last night and am struggling and trying to decide whether I should start letting him go for now...or keep on contact with him like he wanted.

I did ask yesterday what I should do with J...and received 4 of cups, chariot and king of swords...
and then how he feels about me
queen of cups, Ace of pentacles and 3 of cups(which I think means a friend...so I guess my next q would be how does he feel about me romantically or emotionally.

Please let me know if you have a Q too.

posted July 27, 2021 11:59 PM            

You shouldn't regret it. If he was doing these things and it was playing with your heart, feelings- he was wrong.
Yes, the Queen cutting off that which wasn't  true, pure or honest.

RS is relationship,  sorry. Once someone used that for me in acronym.  I thought I was alone unknowing of it.
9 Of Swords aren't yet removed. "Sleepless night".

 I think your cards might have said to sit @4 Of Cups, waiting to weigh out your feelings. Once you've found your footing, get into that chariot and move fwd, using King of S to lead you to the highest truth.
He feels highly emotional about you. He feels you are the older (experienced) of you two,  wiser, compassionate, he wants to start a new and 3 Of Cups may be he'd like to celebrate with you. Idk he is wanting a cheat-athon. Maybe he has recognized he has fear. Apprehension,  which brings him to flirt, his commit o phobic  behavior. 

  "How does he feel about me romantically or emotionally?"
- ⚜ Hermit ⚜ Magician ⚜ 10 Of Cups ⚜

Yes. He is guarding it (emotions) closely (Hermit) under his sweater. Carrying a torch but recent events sent him into hiding it. He's trekking up a hill under a Full Moon. (Maybe the last one since you two went quiet) Though he might use manifestation to get things back on course "romantically". He throws that third goblet away - to bring back a 2 Of Cups feeling. 10 Of Cups is clearly what he hopes for. (The only card I pulled was 10 OC, Majors fell out). I do feel he is romantically inclined - Ten Of Cups is huge with water energy. You said he's an Aqua. It may be less obvious. He's dry. Airy. Unexpected. His feeling will appear unlike a Cup or Pentacle. On the outside it might seem he's frosty - he might be guarded. When he moves from Hermit >Magician, he's feeling he wants to open it up with you - romantically.
- After an exploson of water, out emerges a huge pink lotus. These goblets on the Cup card are beyond large, they are life sized.
I think it might be he realised he feels more powerful emotions towards you than he imagined he would.

posted July 28, 2021 01:41 AM            

For your reading.
I received using lenormand
Snake-tree-mountain-what sticks out the most is the snake and mountain-their definitions
snake-warns you of a coming betrayal, while the mountain states-(in the future) the closer the mountain, the closer the enemy-when he comes along, his power will be strong.
The tree often has to do with health and family...but whoever this person is...their is no good intention..almost an element of a con man that will try to get into your personal life and mentally and emotionally.

"Who"
From the first reading I gather the person either has a lot of masculine energy or male-a person who knows how to play the "yin" to your yang" -someone who knows exactly how to act around you and other people without alarming them...yet.
Cards pulled
Coffin-path-clouds-
each reading has something to do with plants,trees -flowers-outdoors- I don't know if that means this person sees themselves as some sort of healer-or snake salesman- but almost like this person lures you in with these elements or see you in these elements. Another important thing is that with the path the meaning states -" if with the path, no clouds appear, your way is clear, you will escape from any danger hovering near"...and of course the next card I received was the clouds.