posted March 16, 2013 06:13 AM            

I found a long thread in astro.com where a bunch of other people also had this transit and claimed it was the worst time of their lives too.

posted March 16, 2013 06:38 AM            

Totally sucked balls.

posted March 16, 2013 06:56 AM            

These brought a LOT of changes in my life since 2008, but it got worse when t. Uranus, natal venus and t. Pluto formedd a t-square exact, which is also about the same time when t. Pluto exactly conjuncted my natal NN. My fixed Scorpio sun has difficulty handling those changes.

Oh yeah, and I have t. Chiron closely conjunct my moon. And yes, it really stings like hell.

I'm not so sure if t. Jupiter being in the 12th is a good thing or bad but right now, it's squaring the t. Pisces stellium in the 9th.

posted March 16, 2013 08:47 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Pisces Uranus transiting my 8H was CRAZY. Also it was sad, as I lost my father.

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Sorry for your loss, Faith

We all go through hard times. It's part of life.

posted March 16, 2013 08:58 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Pisces Uranus transiting my 8H was CRAZY. Also it was sad, as I lost my father.

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posted March 16, 2013 09:01 AM            

Well Tr Saturn squaring my Sun or Tr SAturn opposing my Chiron was certainly no joy either. But for some reason that Tr Saturn oppositon or square to my natal Neptune is just doing me in (I guess because it sits on my ASC and nodal axis and also squares the chartruler - it is such a very personal placement for me).

posted March 16, 2013 09:12 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
For me the heaviest times, the most depressing ones, those where I am prone to make all the wrong decsions, always involved hard aspects of Tr Saturn.
ESPECIALLY Tr Saturn opposite Moon (not looking forward to the square to my 17 Aquarius Moon), and also when tr Saturn was conjunct my SN, opposing my Neptune (and also squared my Jupiter).

Well Tr Saturn squaring my Sun or Tr SAturn opposing my Chiron was certainly no joy either. But for some reason that Tr Saturn oppositon or square to my natal Neptune is just doing me in (I guess because it sits on my ASC and nodal axis and also squares the chartruler - it is such a very personal placement for me).

I gladly pick all those Uranus (oh YES, pretty please!), Neptune and Pluto transits over harsh Saturn-transit anytime.
Actually I love my Pluto transits. LOL
(though Tr Pluto was conjunct my personal planets, maybe it would be different if he had been oposite or square. It was square my natal MC and Pluto, but it was not comparable to that damned Saturn-transit. Also I remember I once had Tr Pluto square Moon, but actualy that fell into a most happy time in my life; though I was having Tr Uranus conjunct Venus and Tr Jupiter opposite Venus at the same time. The Pluto square to Moon might have kicked in later, with all theemotional attachment issues, that followed).

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Oh my, I guess I will be expecting the worst when t. Saturn conjuncts my Sun, mars and pluto in scorpio. O.O

posted March 16, 2013 09:52 AM            

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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
Ceri, oh gosh, when you combine Neptune and Saturn in any way via transits.. it's hell. tNeptune conjunct my Saturn was no fun, at all.. It's really about structures (psychological and mental especially) being destroyed. So you're left with pretty much nothing. Quite terrifying and unsettling.

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Yes, to an even greater and more disastrous (driving me into a shell basically) this also happened when Tr Uranus and Tr Neptune were opposite my natal Saturn. Tr SAturn was conjunct my Moon and quinkunx natal Saturn.
And Tr Mars was retograding back and forth across my natal Saturn as well.

It was hell, it was black despair, numbness and pain and everything I ever believed in crumbling to dust and leaving me with nothing (in a spiritual and emotional context; the physical foundation of my life was totally intact ironically).

When I am mentioning this time, I always say it was the month I died.
People usually think I am meaning it as a joke or metaphorically, but I actually in some weird way it feels like I did.

Actually I remember that I was having a major break down in the middle of that time (just short around my birthday). I simply blacked out. I vaguely was aware of my parents around me trying to stabilze my circulatory system, but I was much more aware of the presence of my dead maternal grandmother, and I felt clearly I was offered a choice. To go with her (which means I would have died), or to come back to my senses and stay around a while longer.
To be honest the only reason I chose life that night was that I knew my mom could not have endured one more loss like that (she witnessed her brother dying when she was 3 years old; her mom died when she was only 17).

Maybe that was just the overdramatical emotional response of a teenager as I was back then (just short of turning 18), but that is how it felt back then. And I have never before or afterwards coming so close to simply giving up (oh, it would have been so easy, just so easy; no more confusion, no more pain, I wouldnt have to go through what was still lying before me, whcih for some reason I had a glimpse of in that moment, and on an emotional basis it was not going to be pretty).

it definitely was a very horrible experience.

Probably i should be worried about Tr Pluto coming to oppose my n Saturn soon (17 Cap), but for some reason I am not.
I have the feeling it will be different.
I also made it through the square of Tr Saturn to natal Saturn pretty okay.

posted March 16, 2013 09:57 AM            

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Originally posted by Lunae:
Oh my, I guess I will be expecting the worst when t. Saturn conjuncts my Sun, mars and pluto in scorpio. O.O

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Lunae,

it does not mean it will be as bad for you.
It always depends on how the natal chart is wired.
In my case Saturn is in detriment in Cancer in 8th house with an exact quinkunx to an otherwise unaspected Moon, and in wide square to Chiron. Ouch.

It is also the handle of my bucket. The only saving grace it has is the trne to my chartruler Jupiter in Pisces.

My Neptune and Jupiter being in mutual reception, both connected strongly with my ASC and are square ach other are just so super sensitive and vulnerable.
Also everything touching the angles in an important way has much more chances of manifesting externally, as if it was merely touching the planets.

(in my case also SAturn rules 2nd house, Neptune rules 3rdh house - total breakdown of beliefsystem all these years ago, and with Neptune being on ASC it ALWAYS will manifest itself very clearly. I hope when it comes to conjunct I can find better ways to deal with it)

Funny thing is I hardly noticed Tr Saturn on my natal Pluto (and it was squaring my n Venus at the sam etime.

Saturn-Venus aspets always bring a lot of work, but nothing really bad to me.

posted March 16, 2013 10:36 AM            

But you're nice people, and I really appreciate that.

posted March 16, 2013 11:01 AM            

Transit Pluto conjunct Natal Moon
Transit Mars opposite Natal Moon
Transit Chiron opposing Natal Mars exactly

That's what stood out the most to me.

posted March 16, 2013 11:48 AM            

First I had Saturn opposite Moon, square Jupiter (my chart ruler). Right after, I had Saturn square my Venus. I had progressed Venus square Saturn, progressed Venus square progressed Saturn, and Solar Arc Venus square Saturn. It totally sucked!!

posted March 16, 2013 12:15 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:

Edit: Ceri what you've gone through looks horrible. *hug* Sounds much darker than anything I've known so far. Glad it's over for you.

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Th thing is, nothing outwardly was happening, it was all just inside, but yes, it was difficult. But it is been so long ago - over 20 years actually-, and I am still here

for some reason I just now thought of that song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LXHzZBr_zuU

posted March 16, 2013 12:31 PM            

Transit Saturn opp Mars 1 degree
conjunct vertex