posted May 04, 2013 01:52 PM            

after a while, maybe all what happened is a bad situation, and the only thing to learn, are that people can be plain evil...how can that be of any good, if it just reduces your faith in others?
Am not usually 'negative' but somethings i've learnt over the past few months, i really can't see what good can come out of them...but i can see how they can even make things worst at some point in the future.

(edited as to much blabla here...but wouldn't just admit a bad situation is/was a bad situation help get it over with much quicker with time, than if asked to forever look for the 'good' that may come/came out of it, when really all that happens with this, is it traps you for a long time, in the moment of when the bad thing happened, making you base your whole life around it....i hope this made any sense to someone)

posted May 05, 2013 02:10 AM            

Sometimes it's about 'endurance'...

And while enduring, it's about reaching out and keeping the communication going.... like I see you doing!

Saturn?... yeah, and maybe sometimes the Moon??

Hope you see Sunnier times ... Always find a reason to believe!

posted May 05, 2013 03:28 PM            

This short circuits self destructive behaviors that for some, last a lifetime.

posted May 05, 2013 06:00 PM            

is much better than when everyone repeats the cliche 'maybe it's for the better or best'....the first will push people to either fight back with you at first but then move on, while the second will make them dwell on the problem for longer waiting for when it will turn to the 'better' everyone talks about, rather than just moving on.

though don't know about emotional...
a fair balance between mind and emotion is the right thing i guess...too much of either, and little of the other is not a good idea at all...but even best is to always be true to ones own self, right? and honestly i think sometimes there is no lesson...or one that makes no difference at all whether you learnt it or not...like someone learning Finnish, in order to go live in Brazil, how useful would that be?

okay i'll stop being a smarty pant here thanks for replying

posted May 06, 2013 08:17 AM            

So sorry you're going through hard times.

Sometimes it seems that it's all just a big joke, like fate is laughing at you while you're trying your best to see the positive in a situation, but just can't.

I don't know what life is about, and I don't know if what you're going through has a bigger purpose; but please, just remember that you're a beautiful person no matter what and that things do change, and it does get better. Keep the faith and soon you'll find yourself feeling much better. I can promise you this. ~

posted May 06, 2013 01:47 PM            

life is funny in that it treats us like a joke sometimes...hmmmm thinking back a few years to how it all started, if i wasn't ignored at first or if i hadn't shared what was going on with the wrongest people none of his would have happened.

ironically despite being ignored for long at first, and then only listened to when i knew it was to late to try anything...it'll just look like i'm the one who hadn't got the slightest idea what they were doing...to some but not all.

because you know somethings can only happen at certain times...and if time is up already for that 'move' then, oh well...ahem...well that sucks lol.

not expected anything at all anymore to be honest,, as a matter of fact am starting to feel smug everytime things fall down a bit further, which is better than feeling shocked hehehe. Thanks for the words again darling

posted May 07, 2013 01:52 AM            

I like the part about keeping your mug 'smug'... !

posted May 07, 2013 03:32 PM            

but it's not all so bad lol, forgot how great it is to just go out dancing and enjoying music (yes i find places for this even in the middle of the week, and on weeks i don't?i will just do that in the middle of my room at 3am hahaha) to refresh our soul!!

hmmm on second thoughts maybe this is happening because of where the north node is...