posted June 25, 2003 09:35 AM              

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Click on my details and email me.....
LOL have I got a story for you!

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posted June 25, 2003 04:06 PM              

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Aáááh Nebel and Nerwin, I feel for you!

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posted June 30, 2003 02:05 AM              

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Wow! I was just thinking about a relationship i had years ago that was like that. It shook me to my core and was very passionate and hurtful at the same time.

I can't give an exact birthtime for guy, but

me: may 20 1980 9:51 am, toronto canada
him: oct 30 1976 ??? , shediac, new brunswick

Bissie, i can't tell you how much pain this relationship and its unresolved energies have caused me since its end (almost 5 years ago) I would be interested what you would see between us...(apart from the taurus scorpio pain quotient! ) xoxoox

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posted July 01, 2003 12:55 PM              

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bump bump bump

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posted July 01, 2003 01:02 PM              

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That guy has the same B-day as me. Other than he's a couple of years older.

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posted July 01, 2003 09:06 PM              

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Hi Silvana,
I am sorry to hear about your past pain which still seems to haunt you 5 years later.
I just looked at your charts and the first thing I noticed was his very harsh natal T-square - a formation of 3 planets of which 2 are in opposition and a third planet squares them both. In his case the three planets involved are Mars, Saturn and Moon. Mars /Satun can handle each other but it is very hard when Moon is involved with the cold character of Mars and Saturn. He certainly suffered periods of great depression and discontence. The bad part is that your own Moon happens to fall right, at exact degree, on his Saturn and therefore - becoming an unvolonteer part of his highly charged T-square. So in one word -whenever he felt down and depressed - he brought you down with him. He could be extremely rude at times, insenstive and harsh, almost brutal. But when he was good - he was really good. Such a romantic, sensitive soul when in the right mood, wasnt he? Almost mystical at times, slippery and elusive, distant and hard to pin down. He used to attend to your whims and he did it with pleasure. Too bad he has this never ending inner pressure and nervousness in him hich causes him big trouble.
Your synastry (chart to chart comparison) is good and positive aside form this T-square I mentiond first place, I guess the frictions came from your separate very different characters.
How did you separate ? What was the reason?

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posted July 02, 2003 01:42 AM              

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thank you so much bissie. this has haunted me for a long time, it's nice to have someone examine it post mortem... sorry, bad joke..it ended really sadly. he was so unpredictable and his behaviour felt like cruelty to me. i loved him a lot and was so frightened by his cold control over his obviously deep and troubled emotions, i didn't want to tell him. it made me very unhappy. i was going through a very hard time in my life, and him as my signifcant other made my life a night mare. i couldn't take care of myself, i was only concerned with pleasing him and preserving the relationship i feared wouldn't last. he emoted so much love and passion at times, but shut it off completely and left without saying good bye one day. we spoke via email a year or two later for a few years, very painful still.he seems like he likes to wind me up with fantasy romance and secretly feels nothing for me. it's sad.

Sorry about the no capitals, that all came out in a big rush. It still actually really hurts to talk about him, i think that was the first time I was ever really in love with someone. Sigh. I thought the fact that he might have an aquarian moon and the fact that i have a leo moon would make for another opposition in addition to our taurus scorpio oppositionl. Mind you, I know nothing about aspects, i just know about opposing signs on the wheel, pretty much. This relationshop was soooooo rocky and painful and passionate, it seemed very fated.

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posted July 02, 2003 01:08 PM              

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dont feel bad, Silvana. After period of depression one always feels more mature and stable. You`ve gone thru the feeling of intense pain and sacrifise and that makes you wiser and more experienced now.

Maybe it is better for you now if you draw a line from the past and stare at the future instead. Wish you luck

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posted July 02, 2003 10:18 PM              

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YOu're so right. I have so much happiness in my present and past, that should be more than enough to ruminate on. Thank you for your kind advice Bissie!
xo Silvana

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